#I have $24k and somehow that's not enough to save me. I can't move out with only $24k.
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If I were to open commissions, would anyone even want them? My art never breaks 20 notes lately, and half the time it doesn’t even get 10.
I also have no idea how to price shit. How much is my art even worth?
#.It speaks#I need money. I need to get out of this house. I can't fucking live like this and I don't know what to do.#I have $24k and somehow that's not enough to save me. I can't move out with only $24k.#I have more than enough to cover a DOWN PAYMENT on a house but not to buy one outright. But buying outright is my only option.#I'm super disabled and don't have enough peace to work on top of that. I don't have any steady income and can't get any. Can't work.#So I don't qualify for any sort of financing; I wouldn't be able to get a loan.#But there is no such thing as a livable house for sale at $24k or less. If there's anything available at all for that price it's --#-- a crumbling rotten health hazard that cannot be lived in without $20k+ more work done on it that I obviously can't afford.#Honestly I don't even know what opening commissions could possibly do for me. It probably won't help.#I'm not going to make the $30k+ I actually need by doing that.#I really don't know what to do but I am fucking dying here. I live with a horribly abusive narcissist who terrorizes me and hurts my pets.#I know I don't really talk about my living situation here because it's not fun but shit is really bad for me IRL#And it has been for a long time. It's just managing to rapidly get worse now. My mother has literally threatened to shoot me.#And I have a chronic illness that I can't get treatment for on top of that. I have no insurance. I'm starving. I can barely walk.#Something or someone is going to kill me if I have to stay here for too much longer but I don't know how to leave#This trailer is full of garbage and falling apart due to rot and water damage and it's full of rats and bugs#Mom refuses to even acknowledge there is anything wrong. She says I'm just greedy and ungrateful for wanting anything more than this.#How Dare I Not Value Her Love More
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