#I just restrained myself to write 'don't worry honey you think so because of starving and a long break
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why no one has yet figured out how to show... pictures... from the head... writing is difficult... I don't understand how to make words... bbbeautiful......
#[📂] — voice from under the bed#I forgot how to write...#why you can't just... transfer the letters from the head to the text...#the longer I write the worse it looks :(#letters#immediately become poetic#our battle is unequal I am a priori weaker#I once received a review that I have grown 'in writing' in the sense that my skill has become much better and#I just restrained myself to write 'don't worry honey you think so because of starving and a long break#it will pass after you read good works'#but can't do that#they read me and wrote me a review and I will say in response that they have bad taste?#I mean I'm not saying they're wrong it was progress and I got better#but#I do not know#impostor syndrome does not allow me to enjoy this hmf#it always feels like it's not enough or it's not as good as it could be if it wasn't mine#but if it really had to be someone else's would it have come to me?#so it should be like this even if it seems to me that it is not#how did I get sick of all this hish when will I already get a way not to do all this#AAAAAAAAAAAA#imagine being a mentally healthy person#🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩🚩#/j
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