#I know that in the radqueer/paraphiic communities use para as term for extreme fixations; my use of para on this post and the linked post

[bladebreecada]

BIG READING REST PILLOW

HE'S SO EXTRA THICC

Also, he saved my back while reading and resting on the bed.

His name is Brutus (he/him late 30s). He is BIG and LARGE. His BULKY arms are nice to lay in between. I like to imagine him caressing me when I sleep.

// unreality

Also, maybe new daydream para/verit? I started bonding with him just a month-ish ago (I bought him last year before I started exploring myself as objectum). He really likes my other para, Phyrrus, who likes carrying him around in my paracosm when I'm away from home.

Phyrrus was mentioned in this blog before in this post. Just know I'm an immersive daydreamer and use daydreaming to cope with anxiety.

One day, I need to introduce my paras here! I introduced them in my main blog and daydream account, but not here. Need to fix that!