#I really dont talk about my darling Crisis enough !! but hes in a bit of timeline limbo atm

[vvindication]

2, 7, and 25 for the oc ask yaaaaaaayyy (for whoever you'd like !!)

MINTT YAAAAY thank you hugging you hugging you !!

2. How much death and/or destruction have they wrought? SUCH A LOADED QUESTION. and such a fucking good one. if I were to compare the amount of misery caused between Vincent, Armistice, and Joakim ...

well, Armistice was the moralist politician. she was definitely causing the most harm on a grand scale whether she liked it or not. im not really interested in getting into the weeds of All That (bureaucracy is the quickest way to bore me I cant be assed to research that deeply for a hobby fic) but he was not responsible in his job whatsoever

well, no - by the time the events of The Fic roll around he isnt. I really do think she tried to be the son her father raised at first. that might have caused even more suffering than ignoring his job altogether to deal drugs and purposefully endanger himself. by actually trying to be a good moralist and make sure that the status quo is upheld (no matter the suffering of those people under the status quo)

as for our cop duo, Joakim has one extra year of formal service before Vincent, as well as a few informal years as a civilian informant. I'd like to think he did a lot more good in that time than harm, considering the reason he got involved to begin with was stumbling onto human trafficking as a teen - but he is also more trigger-happy than he would like to admit. if he thinks someone is in danger, he WILL shoot first and ask questions later, which inevitably leads to killing and maiming

I imagine his record of kills is more numerous than his partner's. I'd say an estimate of 1.5 deaths per year until his own death - making that 6 in total at the very least (idk why I decided to do fancy math about it, but it is what it is)

Vincent on the other hand avoids lethal force at all costs - he's not the strongest physically, so most of this entails convincing Joakim to back him up with restraint/fists rather than a bullet. hes trying to help people, not kill them - but then again, he gains the nickname Omen for a reason. people tend to die around him for no real fault of his own. it's Revachol, after all. hes killed about 3 people out of his service of 8 years, one out of strict vengeance for Joakim's death, others accidents of self-defense that he regrets immensely

7. What's their pain tolerance? FUN QUESTION I was thinking abt this while watching a character have an incredibly high pain tolerance going hmmm interesting ...

I do think Vincent is one of those people that has absolutely freakish pain tolerance + strength in the heat of an altercation because of adrenaline, but as soon as it starts working its way out of his system that guy is DOWN for the count. kind of dude who doesnt even realize hes hurt until someone else points it out. small things hes a wimp for though <3

speaking being a wimp, Mikael has to have some crazy pain tolerance considering how often hes constantly fuckin getting hurt and still smiling away. has a lot to do with him keeping up an extreme facade for police work & toxic masculinity, but if he didnt have it before police work, I imagine it would be a "fake it til you make it" kind of situation that developed over time. predator animal fear where no one can ever see him weak or theyre going to Kill Him To Death

25. Have they tore someone to shreds with their bare hands? With their teeth? OOOOH okay I love having characters that bite because well. thats me. im the biterrr (and I think thats a fun way of showing how potentially unhinged or desperate a character is in a fight) but I wouldnt say any of my disco ocs fit this criteria. HOWEVER

my FC5 Rook does definitely fit that criteria (funny - hes also a cop but from a different media) as the de facto leader of resistance against a violent cult. being stranded in what amounts to the middle of nowhere with no official backup and an organized militia trying to torture, indoctrinate, and/or kill him does insane shit to his brain. that guy turns into a monster all for the initial goal of genuinely trying to stand up to some evil shit he didnt like. the road to hell is paved with good intentions, and so on ...

anyway on top of that he was starved and denied water and who knows what else by one of those particular cult guys in an effort to basically turn him into a trained killing machine, so if he hadnt already been ready to seriously rip ppl apart with his hands & teeth that definitely did it

[vanillatalc]

hello -

it’s my birthday in 8 DAYS! and after this fri ben is off for AGES :) (he got my birthday week off + an extra two days to take me to the funeral lol. which is less pleasant... but im v happy he’ll be there) he was also planning on seeing his family again this weekend but i was a bit horrified by this bc i wa slike ??? my birthday is a few days after that and the funeral is a few days after THAT so many dont go to a mid size gathering??????? anyway he agreed w/o a fuss so w/e that’s fine too. hopefully nothing terrible will happen within now and a) my birthday on the 26th, and b) gdad’s funeral on hte 30th

didn’t have thearpy yesterday which im v pleased about bc money + im not in crisis or anything atm so w/e and i feel like there’s not much to talk abo0ut atm that isnt retreading old ground? also, every few weeks she schedules a week off which im really curious about bc i wonder what she’s doing but i dont feel like i should ask lol like i dont want to blur the lines btwn friendship and therapy u know

made a decent amount of money today and am nearly up to date w/ commissions too so that’s good

visiting potential wedding venue on mon w/ benno. this is the one i really really want tbh so keep your fingers crossed for me... partially i want it bc it’s 1k vs ben’s pick which is 7.5k (??? does he think we are royalty what on earth) but also bc it’s just woodland and i love that. also they have wedding farm animals you can hang out with on the day, what is better than that? i would really prefer to spend less money on the wedding + more money on adventures together tbh (he was even complaining last week that we haven’t had enough adventures lol bc he was at his brother’s the other day absolutely seething over the fact that he had taken his gf to hythe AND HE WANTED TO TAKE ME TO HYTHE FIRST lmfao so like ben darling if u are reading this surely we should get married for cheaper xx and then go to hythe and/or iceland xx)

also earlier we were hanging out in bed and i made the fatal mistake of being like “you cant move me, with my incredibly strong wrists” and then the fucker took both hands and like WRENCHED my wrist off him and it didn’t hurt at the time tbf but now it aches so much -_- i have got to learn to not challenge him physically for my own entertainment + HE HAS GOT TO LEARN HIS OWN STRENGTH (bolded for ben’s benefit)

anyway sorry to everyone who is rightly anti-marriage for being deeply boring about my wedding