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chicago-geniza · 5 months

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Saw a picture of someone I follow on Twitter hugely, heavily pregnant, strapped into the car to give birth, and got really scared, then remembered I don't have a uterus and can't get pregnant and relaxed like muscle by muscle unclenching the way your body does at the end of a guided meditation lmfao. Fun fact my nightmares cut back by like 80% since I got a hysterectomy because they have been pregnancy body horror dreams my whole life, even in preschool

#I wouldn't even describe it as gender dysphoria like #I would call it a lifelong true phobia of pregnancy #I have one (1) other true phobia and it's shipwrecks #When I was on the Channel Ferry and there was turbulence on deck I fainted from fear #I saw Life of Pi in theaters and had a panic attack and lost consciousness #I've never had fear like that about anything but shipwrecks and pregnancy

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