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plushie-lovey · 1 year

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Crying so hard I want the pumpkin kitty from BAB but I'm too chicken to go into my local store to see if they have it (having to go thru the heart ceremony specifically is what's making me anxious cause I've never actually gone thru the whole BAB experience before. And I don't wanna have to do goofy things in public by myself). I'm also struggling to justify spending $40 on a plushie this week

#this upcoming Friday is my birthday tho #but I have a bill due that's also coincidentally $40 #I supposed I could treat myself anyways. but still anxiety Dx #but what if I wait and they don't have it by Friday? like say they have it rn but they sell out by the 15th?#also I think I've mentioned it before but Im afraid people will think Im a hypocrite if I buy a BAB from a store #cause I said I was against supporting the company first hand and only buy second hand #but I know there's no way I could ever afford a pumpkin kitty second hand. scalpers are assuring that #so Im anxious about going to buy obe because of judgement. will people get mad at me #I don't plan on buying from BAB first hand often. hopefully this would be the only time (unless they bring back teal frog)#do you guys care? would you be ok with me getting a pumpkin kitty??#Halloween is my favorite holiday I need her in my life #I cry #what should I do #viti shoosh

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