#I swear this blog wont devolve into a monologue blog about how much i love her

[ladyhallen]

my sister has departed and I'm like.

You know that word, bereft? You know what it means and you know how to use it in writing but you never really internalize what it really means until...it's what you're feeling.

I am...bereft. of a sister. of a best friend. she is still there, but not really.

but at the same time, I cherish what I feel because it means I love her very much.