#I usually use gender neutral/ it/it's for Bellum when writing
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FILL ME UP
POUR ME OUT
WASH HER NAME OUT OF MY MOUTH
I AM READY TO BE CLEAN
BURN MY LUNGS AND SHE WAS GONE
LONG BEFORE THE LIGHTS WENT ON
GOD I HOPE SHE'S DONE WITH ME
DO YOU BEG?
DO YOU PRAY?
TELL ME HOW YOU GET AWAY
FROM THE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD
I AM LOST
I'VE BEEN DONE
LONG BEFORE THE LIGHTS WENT ON
SOMEONE PLEASE PUT ME TO BED
Cause I-
I AM NOT WELL
#Having Linebeck thoughts again#Especially centered around this song#And the idea that fragments of Bellum remain post PH#And maybe become stronger the more he indulges in the...less moral aspects of being a sailor#Song is “Before the Lights Went Out” by Emilee Petersmark btw#She's one of the singers of “The Crane Wives”#My All Time Fav band#And I've recently become obsessed with her solo stuff#I usually use gender neutral/ it/it's for Bellum when writing#But in this song Bellum is she#The Crane Wives also have another song called “Nobody”#And I absolutely see that song as being another Bellum possessing Linebeck situation#But I usually view it as it being during the ACTUAL Bellumbeck fight#Like Bellum is showing Linebeck some of his past relationships/ using the faces of past lovers to keep him in a feeling of regret/#Hopelessness so that it's easier to control him#Bellum eventually reaches a breaking point though#And Linebeck realizes he shouldn't have put up with as much shit as he did then and that he shouldn't put up with it now either#Then starts fighting back a bit just in time for Link to win the fight#Please for the love of God#I need the will to be able to put these thoughts onto paper or into reality SOMEHOW#THIS ARE VERY VISUAL THOUGHTS BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO ANIMATE GUYS#AAAAAAAA
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