#I want to be patient bc I too am chronically exhausted to an unfathomable degree | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

die-tenebris · 6 months

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Time to be poisoned by bitterness again! makes me beyond enraged that the burden of ensuring the people around me know to vote falls on me. I'd like to be mad that the info isn't very in your face, but also, it's pretty dang accessible (if you think ahead to look). Idk. Government do better. But also wish I wasn't the only person even vaguely engaged. I'm really sick of having to get everyone on the same page. It's exhausting.

#da #and then if I gave up none of them would vote and then I'd feel even worse #damned in every direction!#same shit with wrangling everyone socially #I get!! you're all autistic!!! me too!! I have as much a rough time with the shit and yet I end up being able to get it together sometimes!!#and i would love. love. love. if it wasn't always me. would be nice. would be cool.#I want to be patient bc I too am chronically exhausted to an unfathomable degree #but wow. this sure all just exhausts me more #then I feel bad getting frustrated about it. cause obv. am in the same boat. at the same time? can't always help letting it slide.#like it feels when you're the only one pushing to hang out and make the plans that you're the only one who cares #and i am AWARE this is not true. I just feel so. who knows. I'm so tired I shouldn't waste my time posting and complaining uselessly either #argh

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