#I was basically tip-toeing this fine line of excitement & post-show depression every single time I saw anything Monkeys related | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

paperlovesadness · 1 year

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Someone needs to tell me why it's so hard coming back into a fandom space after a break

It's like I feel you guys are all on a different page and I will never catch up. (And this is a fandom where basically nothing happens)

Anyway. It's been almost a week since I stood over 9 hours to see the Monkeys up close - and I'm slowly feeling recovered from the emotional effects and I missed this place and maybe-hopefully I'll share something about the experience soon 💛

Kisses to everyone who's been through this emotional rollercoaster xxx

#I was basically tip-toeing this fine line of excitement & post-show depression every single time I saw anything Monkeys related #so I micro-dosed it carefully and Tumblr was kind of a no-go #It was just too much. And I needed a few moments to fully get into the stuff people wrote about my show--#and then when those moments passed I just felt too far behind to casually hop on here #.... and I just don't understand why my brain acts this funny and just overfeels and overthinks things THIS heavily #but here we are.#ANYWAY #hi there I missed you; truly #//#my posts #blog stuff

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