#I wish I wasn't so dependent and suchlike
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its wallowing hours! again.
#vwoop.noises#I'm sorry for like. One of these daily. I am trying to . Not#But my journal is only so effective opposite attention seeking...#I have been having an extended episode for a bit now and I just don't know how 2 distract myself anymore :(#They were not lying. Mental illness has hands#And I am substantially self aware too like I Know. When too much is too much for other people. It's just rough out here!#I wish I wasn't so dependent and suchlike#And I should do school stuff but like. I don't want to do anything at all because of The Episode. Just like. rot#Stuff that would usually cheer me up sorta got hit in the crossfire of other brainstuff too so its like. Sad Mrew Noises :(#nondescript personality disorders . Am I right gang#Well it's descript to me. But you see. People are so mean in this world and I am afraid people would think differently of me...#even tho. It Checks Out. It's not a well-kept secret#i should probably make a tag for when I'm Wallowing so it's easily filtered but like. I don't want people going thru it#Or to tag as The Catchall. Events. Because people go through that to be weird yknow.
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