#I’ve refained from sharing this i just told one friend since when i met him he had just started taking T and its been about 3 years from it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

cuchillx · 1 year

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the other day i had a dream i was on T and I loved how I looked. I really did. I was so handsome tf. And i keep thinking about it from time to time, and it makes me sad because i dont think I’ll ever find the courage or certainty to do something like that

It will just remain a dream

#I’ve refained from sharing this i just told one friend since when i met him he had just started taking T and its been about 3 years from it #so typing this is a bit hard it’s embarrassing i think im just scared of it changing people’s perception in me I’m scared i won’t be liked #and this is tumblr and all of you are so niceys to me and im still scared #i dont even have a large following im not stating anything to a big audience #no way in hell would i be able to express this anywhere else much less in person #my gender is very complicated in my mind and i keep running in circles and out of fear i just make it as easily digestible on the outside #so im stuck looking the way i do #syrup speaks

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