#I'll fight for freedom and respect and love but i am also a scared dog who lose trust and patience so easily and i hate iiiiit so edgy | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

nanowired-lover · 5 months

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Getting a little too existential about a DND clas test bc I want to answer truthfully on how i act and feel irl and not talk about my goals i don't even act upon but also i don't want to end up in a class that is bascially "ur an edgelord ahah" bitch no i'm just an autistic adult with ADHD and no sense of real trust since I'm a child bc I might be a bit paranoid. But also. A fucking empathic, silly and emotional bastard who both hate and is in love with the world

#“are you loyal to the ones you trust” violently yes but also what is trust. i could do length for my friends and lover #but i don't feel like i can trust them really #tbh i don't feel like im totally trustworthy either #humans hurts humans even with love and trust it's a normal thing #but i'm just sososososo a coward who WILL bite the hands that feeds me #BUT ALSO IM IN LOVE WITH THEM ????? HELP #I'll fight for freedom and respect and love but i am also a scared dog who lose trust and patience so easily and i hate iiiiit so edgy #nano.txt #vent #maybe at this point #i feel both silly and annoyed about it #i'd rather be alone and doing my thing but the world is beautiful and the smile of my friends is so warm

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