#I'm afraid fucking around with my meds will make them reconsider my surgery right now
Text
.
#me trying to figure out whats wrong with me and why I have slowly been getting worse and feel like I'm going crazy#suddenly remembers that even though I'm medicated I'm still bipolar and this is what mixed episodes always feel like for me#i was hoping the meds were helping#but i think they just made it so i could still go to work even though I'm depressed#and now the mixed episode is making me want to crawl out of my own skin a d is lasting longer than a few hours and im just like oh yeah#this does happen to me doesnt it#i just need to get my surgery rescheduled and then i can fall apart s little and see if we need to rearrange my meds#I'm afraid fucking around with my meds will make them reconsider my surgery right now#because if I'm not mentally stable i might not be trans right#rolls eyes#shut up liam#yelling into the void
0 notes
Last Seen Blogs
