#I'm here to bug you all about aki for a long time....

[meownotgood]

I dreamt you lost interest in aki and deleted everything on your blog

impossible. aki will never escape from my clutches (grips his topknot tightly)

[ogkitkaat]

I'VE BEEN SILENT FOR FAR TOO LONG!!

i want to come home to aki, splayed out on the couch!

a lit cigarette in his mouth, but he's not smoking it despite their being fresh ash in the tray, it's just hanging there as he's completely leaned into the seat.

"my love, i told you to not do that inside anymore," my lips form a thin line across my face as i express my dislike and disappointment. i would sigh as he remains silent, thinking he's ignoring me and i immediately begin worrying that i'm pestering him. nagging him about what he can do in his own apartment. i did move in with him after all.

"aki?" moving closer to him i see he's actually asleep. his mouth slightly agape as the cigarette teeters dangerously close, wanting to succumb to the will of gravity. "oh aki, poor baby." i coo, carefully taking the cigarette from him mouth and tamping it out on the ashtray.

carefully, i would beging loosening his tie, taking off his shoes, undoing his belt and uniform to make sure he was comfortable. poor guy must've had another rough day at work. of course he did, being a devil hunter mustn't be easy. sometime between me removing his belt and going to his shoes, i imagine he wakes up. i won't notice it, i'm too focused on my task. it wouldn't be until i notice the slight change in the air around me and when he, of course, calls my name.

"what- whatre you doing?" his voice is soft, quiet and exhausted.

"i'm just taking care of you, you were passed out." by this time, i've removed his shoes and was looking at him. trying to figure out what he needed. "i was just.. trying to have a break before starting dinner. i'm sorry, i didn't mean to." i know he's talking about the cigarette, it's scent still fresh in the air surrounding us. just us.

"that's not important now, love. what's important now..." i slowly begin making my way into his lap, legs on either side of him and my arms wrapping around his torso. my head resting and nuzzling into his chest, taking in his scent. the cologne he wore just a faint memory as it's worn down throughout the day. the smell of tobacco now wrapped around him, and while on anyone and anywhere else, i would hate it but on him? oh, how it smells divine.

"what's important now, is that you're taken care of." i say and he sighs, his arms around me now, taking in all me. "you don't need to take care of me, sweetheart." i would laugh, slightly, and raise my head to look at him. "i don't want to hear it, you're going to sit here and look pretty, relaxing, having a drink while i make dinner for us tonight."

leaning forward, foreheads connecting i would continue my little speech.

"i'll never know the extent of what you have to go through every day. i just know it's never easy, you come exhausted every single day and i'm worried about you aki. you never talk about it." he remains quiet and i keep going, "there's some things i'll never know and that's okay but i just wish you would talk to me sometimes."

his hold around me would tighten as he brought me closer, our foreheads pressing even closer together if that were possible. "i don't want to burden you with that kind of stuff-"

"i'm gonna stop you there. aki, you and me are the same in which we don't like to rely on others. but i know that i can rely on you, i want you to know that you can rely on me too. about anything."

i would stare at him, while he looked anywhere but my eyes. sighing, i would shift to rest my head on his shoulder, closing my eyes. "stop being so silly already and you can tell me what's bugging you over dinner." he hums and takes my head gently in his hand, guiding me back to him. at this point, tears were forming in the corners of my eyes. not for any real reason, i suppose. maybe because i just love him so much.

"i know i can't take your pain away, but i just want to be able to help you." i sniffle now, and i know ive just made him feel worse. i didn't mean to. he carefully holds my face with both his hands and wipes my eyes gently. "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry i've been making you feel like this." he mumbles as his thumb gently begins caressing my face. i lean further into his touch, as he begins to speak softly to me again. "just have a little bit more patience with me, love. i can't just open up overnight,"

"i know! i'm aware! but it sucks seeing you struggling through something all by yourself. you don't have to tell me right away, but it's like i said, you don't have to go through it alone."

i pout as i stare at him, trying to read him as if just staring at him would allow me to see into his mind and pick out every worry and struggle that was causing conflict within him. his hands slowly move from my face, trailing slowly down my body, his touch alone sending shivers down my spine. he leans forward, resting his head on my shoulder as one hand rests on my hip and the other trails down my arm until our hands are connecting. i instantly intertwine our fingers, yearning for that closeness, and the extra comfort and assurance that i am his. and only his.

"i know it won't happen overnight, or a few days and i know you need time and space," my free hand slowly runs up his arm, and i feel him place a gentle kiss underneath my jaw, "and i won't push you further until you're ready," my hand is at his head now, fingers itching to run thru his hair and feel him melt into my touch. "but what i can ask of you now is please," i slowly push his hair out from his ponytail, feeling it fall and relax after being up for who knows how long.

"can we please start dinner now?"

[jonughhtabobo-blog]

While walking in a dark and hollow hallway alone, I hear different sounds rumbling inside my ears. I hear squeaking rats, hustling raspy echoes, and off-beat foot steps trembles behind me and suddenly, there's something whispering through my ears and it made me confuse for a bit. It refrained again and again. It says, Come with me. . . Come with me. . . Come with me. . . My sweat starts to pour throughout my body. Im shaking, It swallows me within my aghast core and it made me think that maybe, maybe there's someone bugging around me and i couldn't find anywhere else to escape for.

Kriinggggg!! Kringggg!!

Ken! Ken! Wake up! It's already 7:00am! Do you have any plan to go to school or what? Get up and fix yourself as fast as you can. Hurry!!!

Uhhh, yes myma. I really thought that I was existing in that situation. Okay Kennedy, calm down, it's just a dream, nothing to worry. *sighs* Thank God that I'm still alive. Maybe I should get up now and fix myself so that I can go to that school inhabited with noxious personalities, again.

And here we go again, the witchy bitch approaching. Oh hello kranky kennedy, sweetie cupcake, apple pie! how are you? Debura said. Did you eat well your breakfast? Hmm, i guess yes! because both the food and your plate you've eaten! ahaha! i pity you darling. haha kidding! okay girls let's go. Bye bye sweetie! see you around. Ahaha. freak! Debura said together with her foolish and insecure friends. Such a amazing way to start my day again huh. *sighs* Bullies there, bullies here, bullies everywhere! I'm tired dealing with such persons. But i have no choice, i need to go to school. Tsk, sometimes i'm looking forward that what if, what if I... Hmm, never mind. Just get through it Kennedy. You can survive! Just keep fighting!

Before anything else, I'm Kennedy Jinx Clinton. I'm the only child, and my parents are no longer exist because of a plane crash happened about 8 year's ago. Only my grandma and grandpa who raised me till i grow up. I'm only 10 years old since the day of the accident happened. To be honest, I'm not yet recovered to that incident even if it took a lot of years to moved on. It's almost 10 years but it's still fresh and new for me. A long time, days, months, and years is not enough to forget easily about what happened to them. Maybe it should take a decade of downcasts, and a century full of sorrows and anguish to run-in. I've been so dumb, and selfish. I have no any idea how to save them that day cause all day long I'm just laying down my bed and just cry until the sunrise come up. I'm so tired of my life. I feel so useless, piece of trash, selfish and dumb. I'm just a nobody human being who lives with deep agony with this cruel world.

Teacher speaks. Okay class, turn the page to 112. Answer the following questions and pass it as you finished. Understand?

Yes ma'am. Class replied. Okay good. I'll leave just for a minute. Don't make some noise class.

Hey dude! Look at ken, she's so weird right? Jeff said. Yes she is bro. The way she acts, the way she dressed, and everything that she is. She's so weirdo!! Haha. Hmm, i have a bright idea. Gip, give me some crumpled paper. Oh wait! Also a tiny rock. Hurry! "Uhm, okay. Here." Gip said. "Thanks! So there you are. I'll put some rock for a great impact and a little message, "FREAKY WITCHY WEIRDO". The both of them laugh's." Okay gip, throw it!

"Ouch!" Kennedy said. "What's this? Free-aky witch-yy w-e-ird-o?" Kennedy get embarrassed. "Who did this?!! Who did this?!!!" Ken shouted at the class but her classmates just laughing at her. "Anyone? Who did this?!" The whole class still laughing at her. Ken leaves the room in shame and crying. "Vengeance is mine evil wicked people!" Ken said. Kennedy ran off to home and after she arrives, she locked up herself in bedroom. "This place is where I can find happiness. Full of serenity, silence, and just beautiful to stay at. Am I right? *Yes you are ken* something whisper's. Well now, all we have to do is to get enjoy with our game! Hahahaha. Are you all excited?" Kennedy talked to herself. She's about 2 weeks absent and now, her grandma and grandpa gets worried about Kennedy's situation because she's been imprisoned herself more than 3 weeks and not even eaten yet. "Ken? Can you come outside? Please? I can help you my darling. Myma and Pypa loves you so much. Please our pretty darling, come out now. We missed you so much." Myma said.

Kennedy isn't responds.

"Kennedy please, come outside. Are you trying to kill yourself?!"

Kennedy throw something in the door and myma got shocked because of its loud impact. "Ken! What's wrong with you?! Are you insane? Why did you do this things? Did you know that im hurting seeing you like that? We're just concerned to you our darling so please, come outside." Myma said.

Nooo!!!!! *Ken banged the door* I don't want to come outside!!! I'm happy being alone. I'm happy being like this so please, get out! I want to be alone. I'm tired living my life like this. I'm tired treated like a underdog. Tired being hurted and tired being in pain. I'm tired!! Very tired!! But ken, you must stay positive. We're just waiting for you to reach out. We want you to be open to us. We can talk everything that bothers you darling. Please?

The surrounding covered with echoes delicates with tears. The glimpse of sorrows gives deep scars inside my utmost interior of sadcasm. Where should I be headed on? How could I escape when demons already invading my mind.

How could I?

How should I?

Everything is not working good.

Everything starts to fall apart.

Everything,

Everything will gonna ended tragically soon.

I wanted to shout help but,

Demons keeps in touch inside my core.

It's full of acquired adore.

I cutted my head off and blood seems to flow all over my body and throughout my room.

Sorry, but i just want to end everything inside me and I can't help but to reach my desires to end this all sufferings.

#SHORTSTORY. #CreativeWriting.