#i want to hold his hand

[hairaimo]

wyll ravengard the man that you are

[hyusolk]

MDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDMEOOOW

[teabights]

I just need to hold Roe's hand SO BAD.

[funeralprye]

"Dopamine deficit, so I crave you like an addiction"

Craving him again, as usual 🥺

My hunger for him never ceases.

I want to play with his hair while he sleeps in my lap 😔

[maybeitslove]

give him to me

[imozma]

Hush has become my new pookiebear everyone else get lost

[dudefrommywesterns]

i love dude so much :(

[mybotanicaldemise]

Where do I find a goth boy? And how to I seduce one into dancing with me in the kitchen at 3am, a bottle of wine open and cake on the counter. I’m a steady hand, I can do makeup on him. Warm his lap while I do it. I’d probably mess up his makeup with kisses after but I could always redo it. Anyway this is my application. Goth boys interested please reach out with your qualifications❤️🕊️

[red-cavalier]

Have I said I liked Mauvier yet? Because I REALLY like him.

[historicallyaccuratecheese]

micheal magnus archives could stab me and I would say “Christ What The Hell Are. You.”

[ogkitkaat]

I'VE BEEN SILENT FOR FAR TOO LONG!!

i want to come home to aki, splayed out on the couch!

a lit cigarette in his mouth, but he's not smoking it despite their being fresh ash in the tray, it's just hanging there as he's completely leaned into the seat.

"my love, i told you to not do that inside anymore," my lips form a thin line across my face as i express my dislike and disappointment. i would sigh as he remains silent, thinking he's ignoring me and i immediately begin worrying that i'm pestering him. nagging him about what he can do in his own apartment. i did move in with him after all.

"aki?" moving closer to him i see he's actually asleep. his mouth slightly agape as the cigarette teeters dangerously close, wanting to succumb to the will of gravity. "oh aki, poor baby." i coo, carefully taking the cigarette from him mouth and tamping it out on the ashtray.

carefully, i would beging loosening his tie, taking off his shoes, undoing his belt and uniform to make sure he was comfortable. poor guy must've had another rough day at work. of course he did, being a devil hunter mustn't be easy. sometime between me removing his belt and going to his shoes, i imagine he wakes up. i won't notice it, i'm too focused on my task. it wouldn't be until i notice the slight change in the air around me and when he, of course, calls my name.

"what- whatre you doing?" his voice is soft, quiet and exhausted.

"i'm just taking care of you, you were passed out." by this time, i've removed his shoes and was looking at him. trying to figure out what he needed. "i was just.. trying to have a break before starting dinner. i'm sorry, i didn't mean to." i know he's talking about the cigarette, it's scent still fresh in the air surrounding us. just us.

"that's not important now, love. what's important now..." i slowly begin making my way into his lap, legs on either side of him and my arms wrapping around his torso. my head resting and nuzzling into his chest, taking in his scent. the cologne he wore just a faint memory as it's worn down throughout the day. the smell of tobacco now wrapped around him, and while on anyone and anywhere else, i would hate it but on him? oh, how it smells divine.

"what's important now, is that you're taken care of." i say and he sighs, his arms around me now, taking in all me. "you don't need to take care of me, sweetheart." i would laugh, slightly, and raise my head to look at him. "i don't want to hear it, you're going to sit here and look pretty, relaxing, having a drink while i make dinner for us tonight."

leaning forward, foreheads connecting i would continue my little speech.

"i'll never know the extent of what you have to go through every day. i just know it's never easy, you come exhausted every single day and i'm worried about you aki. you never talk about it." he remains quiet and i keep going, "there's some things i'll never know and that's okay but i just wish you would talk to me sometimes."

his hold around me would tighten as he brought me closer, our foreheads pressing even closer together if that were possible. "i don't want to burden you with that kind of stuff-"

"i'm gonna stop you there. aki, you and me are the same in which we don't like to rely on others. but i know that i can rely on you, i want you to know that you can rely on me too. about anything."

i would stare at him, while he looked anywhere but my eyes. sighing, i would shift to rest my head on his shoulder, closing my eyes. "stop being so silly already and you can tell me what's bugging you over dinner." he hums and takes my head gently in his hand, guiding me back to him. at this point, tears were forming in the corners of my eyes. not for any real reason, i suppose. maybe because i just love him so much.

"i know i can't take your pain away, but i just want to be able to help you." i sniffle now, and i know ive just made him feel worse. i didn't mean to. he carefully holds my face with both his hands and wipes my eyes gently. "i'm sorry, i'm so sorry i've been making you feel like this." he mumbles as his thumb gently begins caressing my face. i lean further into his touch, as he begins to speak softly to me again. "just have a little bit more patience with me, love. i can't just open up overnight,"

"i know! i'm aware! but it sucks seeing you struggling through something all by yourself. you don't have to tell me right away, but it's like i said, you don't have to go through it alone."

i pout as i stare at him, trying to read him as if just staring at him would allow me to see into his mind and pick out every worry and struggle that was causing conflict within him. his hands slowly move from my face, trailing slowly down my body, his touch alone sending shivers down my spine. he leans forward, resting his head on my shoulder as one hand rests on my hip and the other trails down my arm until our hands are connecting. i instantly intertwine our fingers, yearning for that closeness, and the extra comfort and assurance that i am his. and only his.

"i know it won't happen overnight, or a few days and i know you need time and space," my free hand slowly runs up his arm, and i feel him place a gentle kiss underneath my jaw, "and i won't push you further until you're ready," my hand is at his head now, fingers itching to run thru his hair and feel him melt into my touch. "but what i can ask of you now is please," i slowly push his hair out from his ponytail, feeling it fall and relax after being up for who knows how long.

"can we please start dinner now?"

[waywarder]

Post IWTV finale, has anyone checked on Guillermo de la Cruz?

[funeralprye]

I want to cling to him forever and never fucking let go 🥺

Still feeling needy and craving him. I am very sad once again feeling very out of it. I wish I could hear his soft reassuring voice whispering in my ear telling me cute little things and that I'm going to be okay.

I want him to baby me, then I'd become puddy in his hands. Giving me sloppy kisses everywhere desperatly in the mood for soft Dom Noah, god I always am.

Ugh I. Want. So. Fucking. Bad.

I crave his love

[juuicysaros]

no one showed me that schenn celly from last night wtf :( he was so happy so excited

[sconfittoleone]

girl help i'm once again emotional over Hodgson

[vamossainz55]

peak delusion, i am on 5 hours of sleep and writing carlos fluff. i am inlove.