#I've been amxious and sad and crying and then numb and fine all back to back in the spam of an hour
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what if I actually go insane. on purpose
#this isn't stunt related im just very very depressed#this week has been exhausting my emotions are all over the place#i get like 10 minutes of my brain being ok and then the next 5 hours is Suffering Time#I've been amxious and sad and crying and then numb and fine all back to back in the spam of an hour#and I'm EXHAUSTED#and i can't even sleep all day to pretend i don't fucking exist because i can't!! my brain won't let me!! it's very fun#anyways ignore this i just needed to vent a little cause it hasn't been this bad in so long and im just tired#i wish i could just be normal#I've been trying to distract myself with st all day but nothing works and nothing is enough#the only thing that helps a little is writing about it#which i did i got myself a little notebook just for that lol its a very sad notebook I'll tell you#so i thought that i would write a little more here and see if my brain gives me a moment of rest
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