#I've gone almost a year without any breaks. take the christmas holidays off. government declares new lockdown and everything's closed.
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seriously wondering if I'm cursed or something
#back in december 2019 I got a minor concussion#recovered from that. wanted to pick things up. got the worst flu of my life in january 2020.#sort-of recovered from that. wanted to pick things up and find new volunteer work. pandemic breaks out.#(then that summer my dog dies)#start new volunteer work in 2021. want to take a holiday off because between moving and my mum going to a carehome#I've gone almost a year without any breaks. take the christmas holidays off. government declares new lockdown and everything's closed.#am supposed to start a project at the museum in march 2022. I get covid at the beginning of march. project's delayed by a full month.#also in 2022 half my stuff seems to break. I need a new phone. new laptop. new bike. new mattress.#then we start planning a trip with online friends to go to germany summer 2023 (this month)#my dad gets a heart attack 2 days before I leave and then dies when I'm supposed to be in germany#my dad has now been gone for 2.5 weeks. I try to pick some things up. plan a trip to the cinema with a friend. I get covid again.#genuinely feeling like I'm cursed or the universe is conspiring against me or something#like how am I this unlucky all the time#not to mention the whole being unemployed constantly thing#the no one wanting to date me thing#I am. so tired.
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