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shitouttabuck · 1 year

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“I’ll be honest—when Bobby first brought you on board, I told him he should just get a Dalmatian instead.”

#ive had the weirdest day. and my situationship from last summer just got engaged #after ending things w me the day after my dog died bc grief was ‘too serious too fast’ and now she’s engaged !#am happy for her we’re friends glad she found the right amount of seriousness even if it was in under a year but 😭 ow a little #and then my therapist cancelled our session tonight so #instead of committing to hysterics i did this 🥰 and u know what. better than therapy #sorry for that extreme oversharing. it’s been a Day #911 #buddie #evan buckley #i love you like a dog #mine

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radioelly · 11 months

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couples costume idea i had recently (+ stupid bonus gag)

#hgsn #the summer hikaru died #hikaru ga shinda natsu #halloween #art #my art #oct 2023 #mental image of them watching the movie and hikaru saying 'wow hes just like me fr' on the dog kennel bit is clear in my mind.

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angelpuns · 9 months

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I'm puppy sitting and the amount of nervous breakdowns I've had just proves I should not have a pet rn

#for context i just moved out of an apartment with three cats #werent mine #and then this summer my dog died #mannn #im so glad i dont have a pet rn #but this puppy is making me tear my hair out

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hungryfictions · 9 months

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my 2023 in books

#some favorites:#hurricane girl by marcy dermansky #disorientation by elaine hsieh chou #several people are typing by calvin kasulke #dogs of summer by andrea abreu #boy parts by eliza clark #aesthetica by allie row bottom #i’m glad my mom died #the rabbit butch by tess mcgunty #all night pharmacy by ruth madievsky #the band by christine ma-kellams #the age of magical overthinking by amanda montell #bright young women by jessica knoll #my post

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islanddboyy · 4 months

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sometimes i wonder if you put my rabbit in a pen with loads of other white furred blue eyed dwarf rabbits would i be able to recognise her. cuz i mean shes just a rabbit. but then i remember the face she makes when shes scared or naughty or when youve just woken her up. the stain of her feet after years of never properly cleaning them. her eyes with gunk all in them because of her old age. and on the topic of age, all her whiskers she never had as a bunny. and i just hope that i would be able to spot her in a pile of other rabbits just like her because i just want her to know how much i love her

#i hope she knows how much i love her because shes getting old and we think this is her last summer #i just hope she knows ive loved her all these years #every time she chewed my cables or pissed on my bed #ive still loved that naughty fucking rabbit #so i hope that when she dies she has died knowing she was loved #thats why i cuddle her every night before i sleep #because i cant remember the last time i hugged my dog before she died and i dont want that to happen with my rabbit #i want to be able to hug her before she goes #even if i dont know when that is #so i hug or cuddle her every chance i get #and when she starts purring i feel happy knowing shes happy #anyway i went on this whole spiel because i accidentally woke her up and she made this cute little face #rabbits #rabbit

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4unnyr0se · 3 months

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hiiii cuties!!! might not upload for a few more days bc im going thru something right now but i will upload soon i promise!!! take care of urselves i love u all

#my ssri’s aren’t doing shit #also for some reason i can only write at night now???#plus i just dropped my only summer class so #i need a hug #also i miss my bf :(#also my dog died a while ago and i think im only now starting to grieve

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capegloam · 2 months

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HAPPY BAPPY MASON!!!!!!! i hope your day is full of treats :D

THANK U !! today me and my partners are going to the theme park i worked at last summer!! i have free entry passes because i worked over a hundred hours last year :o3 im very excited to get to ride the rollercoasters i spent the whole summer operating hehe

#please imagine a dog in the roller coaster control booth pressing a big red button with a skull on it #sending the coaster cars careening off into the distance #that was me last summer #(hyperbole ofc i was very good at my button pushing job no one died lol)

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honorthysalad · 9 months

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so Yoshiki had a brain blast in CH22 about all the ghosts he’s seen having messed up heads or whatever. This just makes me wonder if all the ghosts in like Udekari have fucked up arms or Ashitori have weird legs.

#Guess this is more of a: are they going to go to towns other than Kubitachi and Kibogayama (if that’s how you spell it-)#And investigate there as well #hikaru ga shinda natsu #the summer hikaru died #hgsn #hgsn spoilers #My hgsn shit #My brain is telling me Asako and Yuuki are from Ashitori #Or maybe it’s maki? Someone is from there I think #Tbh they should just form the mystery gang. ‘Hikaru’ can be the dog

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intertexts · 3 months

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i miss home :-|

#maudlinposting when its 1030 pm n everyone's asleep lfggggggg #man. man. photos pulled up stuff from two years ago right b4 i moved permanently.... i miss it !!!#i miss skating around a neighborhood i knew like the back of my hand a route i could take with my eyes closed.... i miss the river by the #land that got washed out by the hurricane & the weeping willow by the dead end street & the abandoned railway bridges id hang out on.....#i can close my eyes & go through every turn id skate backwards at dusk in my head. tell u exactly where the gravel patches are where the #speedbumps & the freshly paved road & the corner where i almost got run over & the names of every street cat & half the neighbors....#i miss our old nice neighbors from brooklyn w the smokers rasp & the yankees flag & the little white dog.#and the fruit trees shifting moonshadows on my walls on summer nights. and our irises. and the fucking cicada killers.#and our dining room that we redid completely & the kitchen i learned to cook in & the way the morning sun would come through the angel wing #by the windows.... throws up and dies. its so fucked dude. never let ur kid only have 1 home for redacted many years n then move itll fuck #you up. and im the only one too bc my siblings grew up all over the place!! nobody gets it !!!! fucked up!!!!#ok complaining over. good night :(#txt

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blunderpuff · 4 months

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oh so now the birds are eating the <25 cherries i've got growing on my tiny tree

literally everything i've planted in this fucking garden has either died on its own or has been killed by birds/bugs

#my garden is a microcosm of my whole life right now #my life has been on a downward spiral since last july and bestie i am starting to reach my fucking limit #defaulting to thinking ''i wish i were dead'' at every little inconvenience is BAD!!!! i know!!!! but it's true!!!#the mint from trader joe's was infested with aphids and i've been cleaning it off every day for 2 weeks and it's STILL got them #like... this plant is 1 foot tall with two little stalks and less than 30 leaves. it hasn't grown in the 2 months i've had it #the money plant still reeks of mold and has to live outside because of its smell and the fungus gnats #the golden sage just fuckin.... burned to death????? it turned gray and DIED #the one and only bean plant that sprouted just ejected the only 2 true leaves it bothered growing #the originally robust blackberry cane is withering. the other two did get better but started from the ground up. there's 1 blackberry total #the rosemary hasn't gotten any bigger in the 3 months i've had it #the scotch brooms don't look so good. the salvia haven't gotten any bigger in 3 months and the creeping phlox bleached and died #the thyme is doing okay and the culinary sage is hanging in there but i don't have high hopes #not a single fucking wildflower sprouted in the yard. i used 2 bags of seed+mulch that was supposed to cover 600sq ft (the yard is 400)#the mourning doves ate a bunch of the seeds and the rest never sprouted #there's a few puny sunflower sprouts but the cottontail came and ate some of those leaves #the cottontail also ate an entire stalk of the potted mystery flowers #the huge plant i moved in November... the one that surprisingly survived frost/freeze... can't handle the heat and is now dead #i just...#the job market is awful. the salaries are worse. the neighborhood is in the middle of nowhere and inhabited by paranoid cops #everyone has big dogs who go apeshit when they hear ppl walking #and the fences are short and the dogs are big so i'm scared to go walking because EVERY. DAY. on the nextdoor app are people #announcing that they found a dog wandering the neighborhood. or ppl saying ''omgggg my dog got out of the yard! have u seen it?''#spring was all wind/gusty and it battered the blackberries and sucked all the moisture out of the yard #so the 2 tons of compost that we rototilled into the dirt? it's just dust now. there's nothing living in that soil #and now summer is here and it's too hot and these plants don't have a chance #i hate everything

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jattendschaton · 2 years

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started the owl house a week and a half ago and i have already watched it through several times. just a little update on my mental health

#organizing the Eras of my life by what i was binging to get through it #nervous about starting university? rewatched the first season of ml about one billion times that summer #grandfather died? binging please like me #also my deh phase #ed taking hold and ive got chuck rolling constantly #grandmother dies and i keep veronica mars on loop #have a scare that my dog is going to die and i watch never have i ever 4 times in a week #my dog actually dies and it's toh going and going and going until none of my actual thoughts remain !! pinnacle of health!!!#taking bets on what is going to be next

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dollelujah · 1 year

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suddenly remembered the huge long cedar chest we had as a kid where we kept all my grandma's quilts and my moms crocheted afghans and had to cry a little

#I keep thinking I've moved on from healing my inner child and I'm ready to move on but like #This was a rough mother's day moreso than usual #I hadn't spoken to her in 20 years and then she died kind of gruesomely last summer #Just feeling like a tiny dog barking #Lil ruff

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vagueforms · 1 year

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#my dog died and I’m sick and my other dog is refusing to eat and I’m so tired and my summer classes start monday #I love this time of year and my friends and I made the deans list but I’m so bleh #life

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glitteratti · 1 year

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my uncle who basically cut the rest of the family off because he’s the only extremely right wing one to the point even my republican granddad thinks he’s a bit ridiculous agreed to go on the weekly family zoom we have tomorrow. which would be the first time i’ve spoken to him in like. a decade? maybe more? because he didn’t even reach out to us when my brother died. no clue if i can handle this shit or not LOL

#.txt #the only time hes contacted my granddad in YEARS has been angry emails to blame him and the rest of the family #for everything going wrong in his life. didnt even come out for my granddad’s 90th birthday #still mad about the shit with my brother too. like his wife talked to my mom but he didnt say a WORD. to his SISTER. whose SON JUST DIED!!!!#who stayed with him multiple summers when he went out to help on the family ranch with the harvest. NOT A WORD #feel like if i see his face i might start snarling amd growling like an angry dog

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cocoaletta · 2 years

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we don’t need to talk about the dog lol

#there’s a brothers grimm story called sparrow and the dog #about a sparrow and a dog caring for eachother #and then one day the dog gets run over by a trader and dies #and the sparrow goes on a rampage abd ruins the traders life before killing him #which is very sparrowcore <33 #but yes sparrow #also general sparrow headcanons that went into my design #i def think they’re mixed #rroma is what i personally like for them but like #it’s not definite so they could be something else #but as someone whos mixed seeing sparrow get darker when they’re outside a lot and lighter if they’re mainly fast traveling and inside #that’s literally me bro #i get so dark during the summer and then in the winter i’m like a different person #so mixed/multiracial sparrow #also a lot of the femme sparrow concept art has her wearing hoops #i think cause they were toying with giving her a rroma identity #but i love hoops personally i wear them a lot #and i also wish sparrow could wear jewelry in general #general explorer fit lol #anyways i love her <3 #fable 2 #fable #fable 3 #fable iv #fable ii #fable iii #fable sparrow #fable ii sparrow

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vimbry · 2 years

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drains collapsed. under house

#we've had on and off plumbing issues for like 2 months now & this is why. so #no clear reason why probably just. you know age and wear. uk sewer system's old and garbage #my parent & I have had flu also which I still have a lingering cough/feel tired from #anddd we haven't been speaking to my grandparents (who we prev saw like. once a week) for about the same length as the plumbing issue #after they did something pretty selfish and thoughtless and are the type too proud to apologise/want everyone to move on #so now we're at a stalemate bc we're still hurt and it's like. even if we do move past it #I still view them differently now. you know? family disappointing you really leaves you feeling empty #I already went nc with my other parent in 2019 cause they suck and then my dog died in 2020 #just feel like I'm slowly running out of people in my immediate circle esp with pandemic limitations #and this is just like. a whole thing now on top of the existing energy crisis to worry about #also someone stole our recycling bin LMAO like I put it out for collection a few days ago and now it's just gone dk where it is #which is not that big a deal you can just order another for free but it's like. why'd you have to do that man #I want to be grateful for what I've got knowing people are living through warzones and famine rn but like #I'm very weak and things mess me up easily I won't lie #that information only makes things worse. I mean each year everything just gets worse around the world.#it's already blisteringly hot each summer I just don't feel very. hopeful about anything anymore #I've just been really depressed #I guess the good thing is not caring about anything means I don't even particularly care about venting this online lol #it's hard to feel any cringeworthiness or insecurity over anything when you're not feeling anything at all

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