#I've no summary skills 🤦🏻‍♀️

[jokerownsmysoul]

2, 5 & 8 for the F/O asks pleaseeeeeeee !!!!!

f/o ask game.

I'm so sorry it took me so long to reply girl, got piled up in my draft 😭 thank you so so so ∞∞∞∞ much for sending this in 💖

2. What's the most noticeable physical attribute of your f/o to you?

ugh it's so hard to pick just one. 😭 There are so many details of him I linger on particularly, and also every part of him is unique and stands out in its own way. But surely one of these it's his eyes. 💘 His eyes were the very first thing I noticed about him when I saw what Arthur looked like back in 2019 (I did know Joaquin when I did, but I've never seen Arthur before, you know what I mean 🥺), and what caught my attention before anything else did. 💙 They're are so gentle and soft. There's this hint of quiet kindness in them that struck me immediately, and this unmistakable twinkle that to this date steals my breath. I know it doesn't exist anywhere else but in his eyes alone 🥺 it's truly impossible not to notice his eyes, and those kissable thick brows that highlight the green color so nicely don't help 😭 the perfect frame his eyes could ever ask for 💙 I really mean it when I say that Arthur has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen in my silly life. 😭💙 Another trait it's his hair, we all know how irresistible is, in any way it looks or he keeps it 😭 and when they fall on his forehead just 💘💘 I'm not immune 🤧

What makes him uniquely Arthur it's also his lip scar and dislocated shoulder blade of course. They are more unique than noticeable 💙 and also his uneven teeth & crooked tooth. His smile is special and unique, every little detail of his teeth makes his smile Arthur's and no one else's. 🥺 also his hands & freckles. I'll stop myself now or I will never shut up 😂💀 you know everything already anyway 😭

5. What's your favorite personality trait of your f/o?

Does each one of them count? 😂 UGH first of all, I admire how brave and strong he is. I've to admit that very often & more times a day I wish to be even half as brave as he is. His strength and just the very thought of him have helped me to face lots of tough situations. It's so easy to find strength in him. 🥺 I admire how much he tries to get things right in everything he does. Every day even if he's exhausted, has a lot to deal with and things/people to take care of, he gets out of bed and does what he must as best as he can, and at the end of the day, no matter how tired, he still has within the inner strength to be there for people, from a stranger to a kid. I know It's hard to find the courage/strength to get better and face your thoughts, it's one of the hardest things to do, and hell it is very hard for me at least, but he does, and he gets all my pride and admiration for that. He is so selfless and generous and kind and quiet, and while Gotham has given him plenty of reasons to change who he is, at the end I do believe that he's never lost his strong kind and empathetic nature no matter what he went through.

I also admire his determination and dedication to pursue his dreams, and the passion he feels for them. The fact that he went to Pogos alone to take notes, that he rehearsed in front of the mirror by himself and kept believing in his dream... These are just some of the little things that show how much he believed and cared about it. I love this so much about him. 🥺 He knows what he wants and does everything he can to get it, whatever it is. This dedication and genuine curiosity he has for things he cares about is what makes me think that he would undoubtedly achieve anything he wants. Arthur is a passionate man, both as a lover and as a human with a dream to pursue, I couldn't love it more. 🥺

Last but not least, I do love so so so much also that he has music in him, how he resonates with it and is inclined to music and in general to art. I love his creativity and the many ways he expresses it. 💙 This is such a special characteristic of his soul 😭💙 I love his sense of humor, and that he wants to make people happy. I fell a tiny bit in love with him during the scene when he makes the kid smile on the bus when I watched the trailer. Something about wanting to make people happy although, and maybe because of it, his heart feels so much sadness. It got me instantly, it's so pure and really shows that he has a good heart 🥺 These are such special parts of the wonderful man he is and to this date I get overwhelmed just by thinking about it. He's wonderful. 💙

8. Is there a specific physical feeling you associate with the thought of them (flutters in your stomach, calloused hands, etc)?

I get so many different feelings 🥺❣️ some of them aren't exactly physical but I'd say sensorial or evocative?

The smell of tobacco in his hands; I think his hands would tend to smell of fresh tobacco often and sometimes I can almost feel it vividly. 🥺 And also, serendipity. This sense of unexpectedness but also certainty you get when you bump into someone you know will be important in your life all of a sudden, knowing that your encounter is fateful, that you are mean to be and everything you lived in your life lead you to meet them. The softness of the fabric of his clothes & blankets, and the safe & comforting feeling they give me. the cottony & pinewood fragrance I imagine him to smell like that make always dizzy and fuzzy. the sense of peacefulness and hope you get when a gentle breeze makes the window curtains blowing inward into the apartment. the joy of laughing silly together, and butterflies in your tummy when lips met during laughter. The lovestruck thrill of a sudden twirl in a dance, done in any time of the day and any room of the apartment. the nice smell of a homemade dish in a shared kitchen. the safety you feel within you when you hold each other tigh, to be in the right place with the right person. the vulnerability filled with trust of undressing in front of each other, a kind of undressing that is more about souls than clothes. heart fluttering too, of course 💓🦋 last but not least, heat blooming in my stomach; not the weather kind of heat, but the kind of gentle warmth that heals wounds. The kind of warmth you need when your tummy hurts and if you put the heating pad on your stomach you get instant relief, or the kind of warmth you feel when you're cold, you're shivering and you protect yourself under the covers. The kind of warmth that leaves no room for suffering but gives you a feeling of healing and peace (what the warmth of the weather does not do at all imo. 😂💀) it's a different kind of warmth, like being soothed during winter, because to love him is healing in so many ways. 🥺 But at the same time, he's the brightest light of my life and makes me feel like I'm under the comfortable warmth of a summer sun, continously bathed in the light of his love ☀️🌅💛 Also this might sound a little weird and probably it's cringe time o'clock, but since the beginning I get this kind of "heaviness" on my eyelids when I'm immersed in a scene I'm thinking or writing. 😂 it's a similar heaviness to when you're sleepy and need to rest your eyes, but without the exhaustion component. Like the weight of someone's lips on your eyelids. Idk how to explain it but it's nice. 🥺

I'm terrible at answering these games because I've so much to say and I have to hold back my rambles 😂 I don't have enough summary skills 💀 it's just so nice to talk about him. I know you understand 🥺❣️