#It's the mental equivalent of gaining calluses or not feeling pain anymore because your nervous system is too dead.
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#Even if I wasn't under penalty if I was going to join I was planning to submit by Christmas Eve anyway.#like this year sucked and these upcoming holidays is gonna suck but unless something happens in the next couple of weeks#it's no Perfect Storm situation. I basically “deadened” that part of me in preparation.#It's the mental equivalent of gaining calluses or not feeling pain anymore because your nervous system is too dead.#I read something by someone that inspi--hmm “prepared” me for the upcoming holiday exchanges.#It would be nice to have somebody who'd be really happy to have me though but.#Anyway I won't let what happened the last two years happen this year even if it's just from my end.#This year sucked ass and gonna end suckily so I just want see some nice Tundra stuff to play me out.
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