#Its about the anger and hate and burn and the saddness and inevitable 'what now?'

[bitchfitch]

I've finished jotting down a summary for that shape shifter thing but I'm not happy with the ending. Like I cried writing it don't get me wrong, but it's almost verbatim what happens in that demon thing, not that one, the other one. Not that one either, the one with the big fuck named Turkey and his apprentice, Dumbass.

The one ruined by their partner gets the chance to murder them but ends up not being able to go through with it because for all their anger and sorrow there's too much love between them to be rid of them yet.

Like Vibes wise it's different. Esti has been blinded and has spent the last few days being tormented by monsters with Pavo's voice. When Pavo comes for him he knows it's the real Pavo when he stabs him and doesn't get hurt in retaliation, leaving Esti to decide whether to let the man who killed his parents and has effectively been holding him as some kind of war trophy die or to heal him.

Lou is confronting Monty about Monty attempting to kill him years ago and purposefully hiding Lou's identity from him because he rightly assumed Lou would be pissed with him. Monty doesn't fight because he fully believes it's his just deserts, if anyone deserves to kill him it's Lou and being dead would hurt a lot less than Lou hating him.

Esti can't kill Pavo even though Pavo has let him. Lou can't kill Monty, even though Monty isn't fighting. They both deserve it, but that doesn't matter. Esti wouldn't know how to function without Pavo, Lou doesn't want to lose the only person who loved him no matter what type of monster he was. Same song in a different octave.