#Lettice the Heavensent

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Wildly self indulgent OC Shipping Doodles with mine, @pip-n-chips & @asylumdweller 's lil guys!!!!! There will DEFINITELY be more tbh I'm unstoppable. I'm SO NORMAL about our fucked up little oc ships and it gets worse by the fucking day.

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INFO

This is an RP blog for the DOL AU of my OC Lettie/Lettice the Heavensent! Run by @degrees-of-fuck the thing the myth the absentee.

Major canon character relationship under cut for useful info just in case, but any and all interactions are welcome!Not necessary reading, but it's here and might inspire some interactions idk

Content warnings for more mentions of bloodshed n violence than is in game, references to and implications of religious abuse and most likely a whole lot of stalking.

Basic concept since she's less of a traditional PC and self explanatory than my other guys: OC that I ported over to DoL that ended up being a magic sheep thing that got thrown at the temple as a baby for Magic Baby Malevolence crimes. Magic Powers + Divine Connotation = Become a local "divine" being and have to deal with that public image and not slipping and letting anyone think you might actually be a demon instead. Also = being a sacrificial lamb/bloodbag on the down low, but she doesn't tend to post about that outside of hinting. She's also very sickly on account of Psychic Side Effects, Just Being Chronically Ill and the constant bloodletting.

JORDAN: Jordan is one of the few people at the temple that Lettie actually uhhhhh... Likes. They are probably terminally unaware of The Horrors, after all. She admires their charisma and the effect they have on others - and probably saw a lot of them growing up. As a rule, she's hiding 1000000 things from them at any given moment, generally for reasons for Not Rocking The Boat.

HARPER: Lettie is a Sickly Thing and a Cute Little Doll that needs her doctor to take care of her <:) It's just a shame the temple refuses to let Harper Keep her... (I think of my OCs, she's the one Harper would be fixated on, though frustrated by her inaccessibility relative to less... Known people.) As for her own side, Lettie despises them. Just... Very quietly. She acts sweet and compliant with them as with anyone else, occasionally looking for opportunities to mess with them. Gaslighter Combat.

KYLAR: Another member of the Lettie Fixator Club. another falls victim to her horrendous aura of Obsession Magnetism... Lettie is nice to Kylar consistently (After all, in her case, showing kindness to people others don't won't effect her specific reputation poorly) - but is always very careful not to let them get uh... Too close. (Because that WOULD.) Kylar feels like the only one that actually Knows her, but I think what they have in their head is just another false image of her. Her big eyes and tiny stature make her look just like one of their figurines and maybe, they hope, she can use her powers to help their parents.

SYDNEY: I think it's COMPLICATED for Lettie. Sydney's existence makes her paranoid, since if a human did appear to out-purity her, that feels like a risk of being re-categorized as a demon in her head. Corrupt Sydney, she'd find much easier to get along with - but I'm not sure yet how I specifically picture it. Despite this, I think the two would know each other relatively well, even if mostly through their shared connection to Jordan. But yeah. Lettie mostly avoids Sydney unless she has a Reason to approach. Sometimes does make a bit of an effort to keep them from having an aneurysm and dying/generally reaches out to them for appearance's sake lol.

IVORY WRAITH: oughghghgh the wraith... I really need to think of this more, but I think of my guys, Lettie would be the most likely to get possessed by it on a regular basis. Plus. Their shared religious Sacrifice type trauma... For MANY reasons, I think the wraith is the only DoL character Lettie would actually be into lmao. I ship it.

GWYLAN: I think they know and like each other : ) Lettie sneaks off into the woods sometimes to forage and I think they vibe with each other now and then. Plus, Gwylan has a way of coming quick when she gets mauled by wolves. Which is uh. A lot. (damned lamb...)

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I like the image of Kylar giving Lettie a bugged to fuck tablet (A cherry-pad?) but the real take-away of this is that I think Sydney uses bing.

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Nudity and blood (and/or pomegranate juice?) under the cut ^_^

I wasn't sure whether to post this bc it's very out of contextb ut. I. Like it.

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I have been talking with @pip-n-chips a whole whole lot about Lettie/Pipsqueak dynamic stuff - and lately specifically, Lettie/Demon TF Pipsqueak dynamic stuff! They get a lil fucked up (and I love them)

anyway the convos put thoughts and imagery in my head so enjoy a cute fluffy picture of a really healthy relationship.

Their hair is red here because. idk. i wanted to limit myself to the motif colours of the homeric hymn to demeter. (white, brown, red and black)

anyway yeah enjoy

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Woo! I did end up doing Lettie's Off Duty outfits! (Ceremonial type ones here)

I think she has a surprisingly sized wardrobe considering her living at a temple, but the whole sheep thing lead to her getting into knitting and spinning, which lead to interest in other fiber arts, so she turned out pretty good at sewing.

Got them fuckin' uh.... DOLL VIBES. To match them big ol'e 0.0 eyes and ringlets... And also because she's a pretty vessel to project your ideas of what she ought to be onto and has basically no rights lmao.

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I don't remember how but something @pip-n-chips said prompted me to pin her to a wall like a bug or perhaps a postcard. I give the people what they want

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Low effort beep doodles here ya go

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Lettie Infodump so I can talk about her here and it'll make sense

I realised I haven't properly explained what I ended up deciding my OC Lettie's uh... Deal is. I have an insane number of thoughts about her too. She's kinda my main general OC that I ported over to DoL cuz she's my main gal that I constantly rotate in my head, so this makes sense. But. Yeah. Anyway, attempting to explain miss lettice rosangel for people that follow my for my OCs for whatever goddamn reason. Infodump to provide Context about her for future posts - and a couple doodles below!

cw for more Blood Stuff than the usual DoL fare. Sucks 2 be a sacrificial lamb. and also for long.

OK so Path/ologic has always been one of the Lettie Games of All Time to me, but the way I adapted her into DoL was pretty heavily inspired by The Changeling's route (Though I also OFTEN make jokes about Cult of/the Lamb in relation to her.) Initially, because of her Dainty Woodland Weirdo vibes and stuff about her personality, I was gonna toss her at Eden and have her be a miracle-worker on the side when she's in town, but then she uh. Then she stopped being a PC and now she's just here. Among my other OCs. Doing whatever it is she does. God I really wanna do a comic based on the Pathologic intro with my PCs lol

anyway. What I actually ended up doing was making her Full Time miracle worker that was raised at the temple, because I found the image of her after being Found, spawned by the elements, getting thrown at it when her behaviour of inflicting indiscriminate psionic torture instead of crying and generally just being an absolutely horrifying creature kind of finally Broke Bailey and his goons a bit, so. Here, temple. Take this fucking thing. Kill it or exorcise maybe, I don't care just keep it away from me. And then she promptly started acting sweet as anything, having gotten old enough to start communicating a bit. (On her gaslight grindset even as an infant...)

SO. Her being thrown at the temple, plus her mysterious powers plus the circumstances of her 'birth' cleeaarly mean this is some kind of divine being, but the question of course is, In Which Direction? Upon realising that this even WAS a question, the obvious thing for her to do is to start acting the role of The Heavensent AS HARD AS POSSIBLE - Perfect and Pure and Incorruptible. Because being revealed to be even slightly bad might get her diagnosed with Lying Hellspawn. So. Yeah. Kind of a situation where you are sat up nicely on a pedestal, but don't have the Right to display any kind of moral greyness. Which is hard at times, because Lettie's kind of an asshole and only More inclined to be awful when she's being constantly treated in such a bizarre manner. Honestly even with her best efforts, I think there's murmurings of people thinking she isn't what she seems. The odd nun or monk cornering her out of sight about it and so on forth.

But yeah. Essentially, she exists more as a symbol than as a person with real thoughts or feelings. Performs illusion-based miracles, pretends to have visions and then makes them come true to fuck with people, lots of Charitable Good Deeds for Brownie Points... The OTHER thing her daily life seems to entail (Other than occasionally being molested by members of the church and overhearing people wanting to kidnap her) is being a BLOOD SACRIFICE. Her body sure is covered in weird scars from being bled on altars for religious ceremonies, or to just collect some lambs' blood for later use. And also sometimes being touched a lil inappropriately during That.

So yeah. Much thoughts on Perfection and Purity basically equating to Emptiness, Fractured Identity Stuff, Religious Trauma, the general horror-show that is the way the people that basically raised her treat her, the effects of the public eye and having to live a life where you're straight up Not Allowed to change or grow at all, because you're already supposedly Perfect. Just a hollow doll (Well not entirely hollow. She has Blood.) to project onto and adore, but also viciously blame whenever literally anything goes wrong. (I mean, is this a lamb or a goat? It's anyone's guess.)

Much Power but Zero Rights.

I have a lot of Other thoughts thematically and such but I find them hard to put into words that make sense so this is all you're getting for now.

Some Extra Facts About Her???

-Chronic Illness Moments! Being constantly a bit drained of blood, side-effects of psychic burnout plus just. Generally being sickly. This paired with the frequency with which she slips and slides around on temple floors on her sheepy hooves, I wanna start keeping count of how many times she almost gives Jordan a heart attack : )

-With her and Sydney both having kind of a IT'S COMPLICATED parental relationship with Jordan and both of them being how they are, I do NOT think Lettie likes Syd very much. Keeps telling on her when they see her break character a bit. And also is constantly just, there, being a human that she can be compared to. And if she's seen to be less virtuous than some fucking initiate, then it's OVER for her which is kinda terrifying. They rank above most of the nuns and monks at the temple on account of not personally mistreating her, but they sure do make her life harder and she delights in fucking with them.

-At some point, I made Original, Non DoL Lettie transfem because of thematic Gender stuff. Anyway I think that she came out via mix of "Your human genders don't make sense to be, but I like dresses :)" and gaslighting the temple into thinking she'd ALWAYS been this way. So she uh. Didn't come out. She gave herself bottom surgery via a terrifying blood ritual of her Own. Good for her.

-I think there is So much to explore with the Ivory Wraith. Idk the details yet, but... Yeah.

-Cuts her hair into a bob and shears her leg-wool in the summer. Also has to do smaller shearings/cuttings throughout the year probably. I think she spins it into yarn, bleaches and dyes it and knits with it. : ) Very into fiber arts in general. Sewing and embroidery and quilting are Fun and also no one can tell her idle hands are the devil's workshop if she's constantly doing something with her hands.

-I've still yet to settle on how to draw her fucking horns.

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-Shortly after making this post, I decided she can be the PC Kylar fixates on, so I've been thinking of that. My other OC Edin already is kind of a fucking stalker, but. Yeah, it makes perfect sense for her to have multiple stalkers I think. Part of her whole deal is that she CONSTANTLY has EYES on her. Never free. Two stalkers, each with completely conflicting expectations of her is supremely on brand.

-Feeling of Kylar has figured out that she isn't what she presents herself as - but doesn't know who she actually is, instead deciding to view her as what they Want her to be, leading into the hgufkdsdjd, <3 <3 <3 You're So Naughty type shit. ... Don't tell Kylar she doesn't have a womb.

-Kylar maybe has Hopes relating to her ~special powers~ and what they could do for their parents??

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Secret WIP for an art set with my OCs, here ya go.

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baaaaaaaaaaaa :I *bleeds out*

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So I got addicted to Fash/ion Dreamer (don't want to show up in search results..)

I'm gonna start posting That now I guess ghbjgjvhb

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tw gore and cannibalism mention

Lettie has always felt in some way acespec to me. It's Complicated and messy, but somewhere on that spectrum. anyway, it's giving me the image of her explaining to Jordan that she just... Doesn't seem to experience that kind of attraction! Not yet and not in the way everyone else does, anyway. And clearly, this is Wonderful, she really is Good and Incorruptible.

Cut to inside her head where she's thinking of cutting someone open and eating their guts.

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I think the simultaneous molestation and bloodletting have led to some crossed wires.

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self indulgent babbling about my fucking oc and jordan as i try to figure some stuff out

Sick as fuck thinkin about Lettie Stuff. Having her grow up at the temple as a weird seemingly divine being was a super fun decision but also means I have to extrapolate and just straight up invent a Lot of things jbhuoihkbhujhkn Thus my tired mulling over how I see Jordan. I still don't really know, but I'm slowly putting an idea together. While I'm still struggling to make out the exact feelings on both ends (Mostly Jordan's. Hard to read motherfucker) I do think Lettie looks up to them a lot. Just. ... Not in the same way that everyone else does lmao. More thoughts under cut

He's aspirational in her eyes less as a figure of purity and more as an example of Incredible Terrifying Charisma and Influence over people. She really did learn from the best!!! (They even both have that weird thing where their smiles don't tend to reach their eyes, which wasn't intentional on my part at all but is weirdly cute in an unnerving way lmao. Family (????) Resemblance if you will.)

Jordan was probably like. An initiate or more probably (for my convenience) Freshly Cloistered when Bailey threw the lamb brat at the temple I'd think???? But based on their vibes maybe weirdly influential even then. Somehow seems a natural person to throw a magic seemingly heavensent sheep thing at. ... Plus, they just strike me as someone that has a Way with kids. Like to the extent that I can picture them being literally the SOLE person Lettie genuinely liked growing up, unnatural magnetism and all.

Unsure what the temple's feelings on Gender Stuff is, but in any case, Jordan might be the only one to know about Lettie's AGAB, also. Seems uh. Harder to gaslight than everyone else about that, especially with the relative closeness.

These dayssssss... relationship is probably complicated???? Even if they are still one of the only people she likes, the situation feels smothering and like a LOT of keeping of secrets from them (Like uhhh y'know. The fact that a good chunk of the other people at the temple are abusing her in a way that could be considered a bit 'sullying') and at least from Lettie's POV, an implicit assumption of extremely Conditional love. I like to imagine it's a genuine two-way kinda familial bond, but not always a great one lol. Like. Even at best, controlling as fuck, in the name of keeping her Pure and Safe. (That last one's somehow harder??? Sickly creature. Also she keeps getting concussions slipping on temple floors on accounts of the hooves :/ )

yeah. She wants them to be Proud of her but also wants to shake them by the neck until they Understand and also wants to be free of them and also wants to stay safe with them forever and it's a Lot.

I don't think Lettie is Sydney's biggest fan lmao. fuckin tattletale

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Trying to come up with titles for my PCs/Misc OCs...

I like Clara the Phantom. As in a Phantom Thief. but also as in a ghost. And also also as in a person that is not real and does not exist.

For Lettie, I could pull a disco elysium reference and call her an Innocence lol. But I kind of prefer Lettice the Heavensent.

And for my horrible twins,,,

Edin (spelled that way bc they’re a regular OC that I somehow ended up making an AU of for a game with a character named Eden RIP),,, hm. Edin the Elder and Esmee the Younger works for their weird co-dependence lol. They are a single entity (supposedly). Do not separate.

And for a character I’m working on that mostly exists for backstory purposes, Amethyst the Ashen. As in she has kind of a washed out pale/ashen appearance. and also she is now probably Ashes lol.