#Like I'll be fine this is just a rough patch but ughhhh I feel like Atlas | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

valeechtine · 4 months

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It really is like such an experience to feel like you should be shot in the streets like a rabid dog but like you still need to do the dishes and make appointments bc you're committed to seeing this through

#Like life is too beautiful to kill myself but its also like jesus christ how am I supposed to keep up with it all #when things have been as bad as they are. Like I just sort of have to but god I wish I didn't yknow #Like I'll be fine this is just a rough patch but ughhhh I feel like Atlas #I just wish I had a quick fix to stop feeling this way I knownthat its a vicious cycle of the circumstances making my mental state worse #so I have more episodes which then makes the circumstances worse but like I am tires of the episodes.#I just want to go back to being the fun upbeat silly one again it is very stressful having to be some wet pathetic animal #And its wholly unfair how this is then affecting those around me due to my inability to really hide how bad this is #and how these episodes are leading to having irrational unfair thoughts about people so its like pleaaaaaase #please just let me go back to being a silly jester having fun I beg of thee.#Like I'll be fine but in the meantime this suuuuuucks #negative

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