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ontowanderlust · 2 years
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home + fluff + victor 🥺
Home., n.
It hasn't been that long since they started living together, has it?
Even before then, he knew she had been slowly been integrating herself in his life- be it through meetings, through their bantering, and even navigating through the whole Evol mess.
Slowly, slowly until the next thing he knew, he's been seeing her outside work, outside meetings until eventually she started coming around his house.
This outcome would eventually come, right? It only made sense so.
And yet, seeing her so blissfully unaware- at peace while she snuggled onto his pillow still gives his heart a skip.
How is it she had became the most important thing in his life? Scoffing lightheartedly, he stoop down and gave her a featherly light kiss on her forehead.
He really became a softhearted mess when it came to her, didn't he?
Oh well.
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It's been a while since I last wrote for Victor huh?
I would also like to thank people who followed me for mlqc for putting up with my SVT shenanigans. I know most of you cannot understand the smaus I keep posting so I wanna thank you guys for your patience. (❁´◡`❁)
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alloveroliver · 5 years
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Author Interview
I was tagged by @peacheat and @dear-mrs-otome THANK YOU GUYS!!! (I also added more Qs if you want to answer those as well *sweats*)
Name: Ash Knight
Fandoms: Now: MLQC, Ikemen Revolution, Ikemen Vampire, Ikemen Sengoku, Mystic Messenger, annnnnd one or two other otomes I like lol.  Want to do in the future: Obey Me (Currently playing) Ikemen Genjiden (translating got to be too much but its GOOD!) Tokyo Debunkers (when it comes out in April!!!)
Where You Post: Mostly Tumblr but also Ao3!
Most Popular One-Shot:  By far Victor x MC “In This Moment.” I’m glad cuz I spent a lot of time on this one and I love the concept of Victor stopping time because he know’s he’s going to miss MC <3
Most Popular Multi-Chapter Story: Mmm, I don’t have any muli fics yet BUT I do have 10 chapters of my blood thirsty fics!  they are all oneshots though. 
Favorite Story You Wrote: Its actually my first Oliver fic I posted around Aug of 2018 (Omg have I been doing this for that long???) It needs to be rewritten BUT heres the link. Oliver x MC “Giving Up Control” I still think about this fic often lmfao. Femdoming Oliver is 🤤👌
Story You Were Nervous to Post: Ooof, a recent Oliver fic. Only because it had alcohol themes and smoliver asking her on a date. Just due to his curse and things I didn't want to change too much but it was all consensual with adult Oliver. I was just nervous some people would read into it and take it the wrong way :( Oliver x MC “In A Perfect World You’re Happy With Me” (Looking back at it, it actually got a good response! I am surprised cuz I posted it then tried to put it out of my mind lol. #thanksanxiety
How You Choose Your Titles: First thing that comes to mind. Song lyrics, one word that sticks out in the fic. Or if its a common word or a word/title I’ve used before I put it into One Look Reverse Dictionary and find a similar word that means the sameish thing. I don’t dwell on titles too much tbh. 
Completed: Last I counted, I had over 500 short stories under my belt. You can read them all on my blog but not everything was put into my masterlist. This was just due to the tumblr purge we had and I had to make a new masterlist since a lot of my fics got shadowbanned due to the tagging system back then. I didnt wanna repost them all lol
Incomplete: I have an entire spreadsheet that I plop all my ideas on... and it is FULL. I organize it by fandom, suitor, and fluff vs. smut. Ummmmmm.... See below: Coming soon lol. 
Do You Outline? I usually start writing when I have an idea and if I need to step away from my computer I will do a quick outline. AKA just some quick bullet points of what I was thinking would happen next lol. If I ever take the time to properly do a full outline, I 100% go off the rails and do my own thing away from the outline. I am what is called a ‘discovery writer’ lol. I discoverer my own story as i write it then go back and edit it and act like I knew what I was doing all along lmfao.
Coming Soon/Not Yet Started: I have 3 substantial WIPS (like 2-3k words) I bounce between that I’m working on. Victor x Mc, Vincent x MC and Faust x MC. 
A plan to do part 2 of Gavin x MC’ s ”Distortion” . 
I also have an long running AU fic with Gavin x MC (8k currently) but that is far away from being done lol. 
There is also an 11 chapter fic I am planning. I have 2 chapters written but I cant seem to figure out one major plot detail and its keeping me from getting it done anytime soon :( 
There is a chapter fic im writing for a cradle born MC, however its a mesh of our MC and my OC and its kinda complicated. Also its fluff and I’m less interested in writing that BUT I really want to share this story <3
Valentines day is actually prob going to be the next thing yall see from me tbh and that is TBD
Do You Accept Prompts? I used to every once in a while but I have so many WIPS and no personal computer at home rn. (SOON THOUGH!) So I don’t have the chance to write as much in my free time as I used to. I’ll take prompts but I let them sit in my ask box until I am able to write them <3. I am not the person to ask people to stop sending them, cuz I like to see what yall want me to write and take that into consideration for sure. I like taking asks for Thirsty Thursday (even if its not thurs, I will hold onto them until then) and answer them 😍 I love those because more people are involved other than me and I like being a part of something bigger than myself 🤗
Upcoming Story You Are Most Excited to Write: My Victor x MC story. Its UMMMMM........ ITS SLOW BURN YALL. LIKE WHO AM I?! lmfao. 
*(I am going to personally add a few questions to this tag that I am interested in knowing about others as well lol)*
What do you use to edit?: I pay for Grammarly (its AMAZING even the free version is super worth it) 
For word meanings, synonyms, and better wording I use OneLook Reverse Dictionary ALL THE TIME for every single fic. (and like I said before, to help with titles)
When I feel like something is off and grammarly doesn’t quite know and I don’t know, I put the fic through Hemmingway Editor. It tells you HOW readable a sentence is. If its hard to read I rewrite it and make things a bit simpler for the eyes. Its free in the browser. 
Writing setup: Ideally, the sun is coming in through the window, It’s cool inside, I’m wearing a fuzzy sweater, I have hot coffee or tea, and my head phones are in. 
I listen to lofi music station on youtube but If its distracting I put on lofi without lyrics. I love THIS playlist. (this is live so it’ll prob break but here’s an alt link to their offline playlist) If I am in an upbeat mood I like “Electropose” music. Or I listen to the ‘setting’ a fic is in. Like if its raining in the story, I put on rain ambiance and things like that. 
Do you use a beta reader? No 😬, not really. Anytime I have someone beta read and they comment on the content and not the editing I get way too nervous to post the fic and suddenly it get sick to my stomach laskjdlsdj. I trust a couple gals to beta read in an editing mind set but I don’t bother them all the time. I like to go balls to the walls and trust grammarly, post the damn thing, and bite my nails hoping for the best. 
Where do you get your writing inspo?: Bruh, #1 READING! Reading books, reading fics, reading summaries for things. Also, reading the routes in otomes, watching anime, and letting my mind wonder lol. I also like to chat with people on discord and let the stories unfold. Inspo has also come from a lot of my dreams tbh. My dreams are hella vivid and I try to write them down when I wake up if they are interesting lol. 
Can we get a quote from an upcoming WIP?: 
[     Without cars and crowds, the evening wind picked up nothing but serene sounds. Crickets gently chirped and leafs quietly brushed one another. The branches rustled together, making an organic symphony that the wind carried up to the balcony you leaned on. 
*****’s warm hands ran up and down your forearms, warming your chilled skin. From behind, he bent forward and nipped at the shell of your ear. 
“Is that better?” His silky hands moved faster, creating heated friction. 
“Mmm,” You relished in the sensation. “Much better.”
His gentle chuckle against your pulse made you wiggle into him. ***** pressed his solid chest against your back and sighed. “Maybe if you were wearing more than just my shirt, you wouldn’t be so chilly.” 
“I just want to be out here for a moment. The fresh air is nice.” You pressed your lips together into a small smile and angled your face up to him. “Don’t you agree?”  ]
tagging: @somethinglacking @pseudofaux @tarralin @steph-writing @kiarigirl @otonymous @jennacat84 @xathia-89 @toloveawarlord @moonlit--river @thequeenshuntress @thirstyforbishiesimagines <3 Honestly I want to tag more people but I don’t wanna be annoying SO if you do this feel free to tag me cuz I am soooooo curious about other writers! Lets be friendsssss <3 
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ontowanderlust · 2 years
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Hi! Hope you are doing great! Jezz, weekends ended so fast... tommorow is Monday again and I fell like I didn't even rested, like all assigments+moduls... Well, enough about sad things. I saw your reblog with word "Stay", so maybe, if you are currently taking requests and have spare time and desire, can you write "Stay" + fluff with Shaw (again)?
Sorry for bothering and rambling. Again, hope you are doing great and don't overwork yourself! Don't forget to rest!
Stay., v.
The word felt so heavy on his mouth. Perhaps it’s because sleep had not fully left his entire being, or perhaps it’s because this is the first time he had truly uttered the word with every intention of keeping it.
Stay, he had carelessly mumbled as his hands made to reach for hers, lightly tugging it to show that he meant what he had said. That he wanted to prolong whatever this is between them.
Stay, he could feel his eyelids threatening to shut but not before squinting as he threw her what he had hoped to be a longing look- could he even open his eyes?
Stay with me, he repeated when he felt her initial hesitation, quelling all thoughts she had about denying him of prolonged warmth. Five more minutes, please?
And when he felt the familiar weight dipping back to his side, he let out a small hum of content, happily pulling her to his chest as they bask in each other’s presence.
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Ahhh! Hello hello! Hope you don’t mind the wait! I’m consumed by the other fandom that I had to patiently wait until a nice inspiration came to me so I could give you a nice read. And thankfully, what I’ve written isn’t too shabby.
I’m gonna reverse uno you and tell you to rest yourself! Goodness, I know you’re swamped and all but make sure to take rest in between and to take care of yourself lest you want to be burnt out and that’s not good. Just take it easy okay?
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ontowanderlust · 2 years
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love + fluff + lucien 🥲🤝
Love., n.
In this life and the next, he would go through lengths just to keep you safe... even if it costs him his life.
And while he doesn't show it well, nor let you see just how much you mean to him, that doesn't mean his love for you isn't insignificant.
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Aside from Victor, here's another man whom I haven't written for in such a long time now! Wowza. Forgive me if it's too short- in my defense, I really haven't been able to write for Lucien that long! T^T
Though tbf, I woke up to seeing two asks sent in so imagine my surprise. I mean, I still get requests for dictionary entries but they're mostly for Shaw sooo yep. Anyway. Thank you so much for requesting!
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ontowanderlust · 4 years
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MLQC Dictionary Masterlist
It is after all, a love story in the form of dictionary, with entries from dialogue to epistolary, from aberrant to zenith, only a handful of which are longer than a page.
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Gavin., n.
A person who is cold to everyone except for a certain producer; A lone wolf who is fond of all things spicy; A protector of justice.
❅ Amend  ❅  Anchor ❅ Bemuse ❅ Family ❅ Formal ❅ Gamble ❅ Gezellig ❅ High School ❅ Hopeful ❅ Monster ❅ Sky ❅ Tenderness ❅ Whisper ❅
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Kiro., n.
An internationally known superstar; Jack of all trades; Hacker on the side; A ray of sunshine.
❅ Birthday ❅ Cuddle ❅ Erase ❅ Eternity ❅ Family ❅ Kawaakari ❅ Kismet ❅ Linger ❅ Love ❅ Mirror ❅ Moon ❅ Shatter ❅ Vow ❅
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Lucien., n.
A person whose smile will make you doubt your entire existence; Silent but deadly; An exceptionally extinct hot nerd.
❅ Broken ❅ Cloudburst ❅ Family ❅ Gentleness ❅ La Douleur Exquise ❅ Reflection ❅ Sleep ❅ Spellbound ❅ Subterfuge ❅
Miscellaneous., adj.
Just your normal day to day people.
❅ Bet ❅ Count ❅ Grateful ❅
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Shaw., n.
An archaeology hotshot; The living definition of unhealthy lifestyle; May fry you to death, proceed with caution.
❅Anger ❅ Believe ❅ Birthday ❅ Blame ❅ Broken ❅ Dredge ❅ Family ❅ Fascination ❅ Gaze ❅ Gentleness ❅ Hands ❅ If ❅ Jealousy ❅ Love ❅ Memories ❅ Moment ❅ Music ❅ Pride ❅ Realize ❅ Regret ❅ Sarang ❅ Sincere ❅ Sleep ❅ Sweet ❅
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Victor., n.
First of his name; Conqueror of all overworked workers; Tyrant of his very own company.
❅ Affirmation ❅ Amnesia ❅ Cry ❅ Cuddle ❅ Envelop ❅ Express ❅ Family ❅ Indulge ❅ Jealousy ❅ Nightmare ❅ Succumb ❅ Tears ❅ Time ❅ Unpredictable ❅ Vorfreude ❅
Chapter II →
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ontowanderlust · 2 years
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Hi! Hope you having great day/evening. Sorry for bothering you. Firstly, I want to say that I really like your small stories with mlqc guys, especially Shaw. Secondly, I don't know if you taking request to write right now, so again, sorry for bothering, but maybe you could write Shaw + Thantophobia (phobia of losing someone you love) + comfort?
Thantophobia., n.
What are you so afraid of? There had been a time where she had asked that question with such confidence that even he had been taken aback.
The memory had been faint, as if it had been lifetimes since he last recalled such that he might think that he had just imagined the entire conversation but how could he forget her eyes twinkling in mirth, her face filled with determination as she prompted him to answer her question?
What was his answer back then? Did he deflect like usual? Or did he answer her sarcastically like he always did? Whatever his answer was, he knew it left her unsatisfied, protests leaving her lips as he redirected her attention to something else to which he had successfully had done so.
And yet, despite distracting her to the extent of her forgetting the question, the way she had asked him never truly made him forget.
What are you so afraid of?
There's a word for it, that he is sure of. There has to be. Because how else would he describe this feeling he had been harboring every time he saw her?
This feeling where he's not allowed to make any mistakes- not even one or else it might hurt her.
This feeling where he found himself tuning his professors off because of stray thoughts about her, much akin to perhaps… worry?
What are you so afraid of?
It had been too long since he last heard that question and yet it haunted him, following him whichever timeline he found himself to be.
After all, no matter where and when he found himself in, his answer had always remained the same.
I'm afraid of losing you, so please… come back to me, okay?
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Hey there! Thank you so much for hitting up that ask button! Can't imagine how much courage you've drawn just by checking up with me and for that I want to say how much I appreciate it.
Haven't gotten asks lately cause I've taken a mini hiatus these past few months cause I was going through my review season for board exams which explains the lack of content and reblogs in my writeblr but I'm back now... I think? You can count on my lurking skills here lololol. So don't be afraid to hit up the ask button!
You've no idea how giddy you've made me. Thank you very much for reading my drabbles with the MLQC guys. ( •̀ ω •́ )✧
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ontowanderlust · 2 years
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Hi! Hope you are doing well! I'm back from my uni preparations. And I got and idea, so I was listening to "Hurts" by Emeli Sande and "Phoenix" by Caillin Russo lately and they both stuck in my head (especially part from "Hurts" "..baby I'm not made of stone it hurts, loving you, the way I do it hurts..") ... and I thought, maybe if you have desire and time, you can write something inspired by them? Or just with word "Hurts" or "Phoenix", or both if you want. As for character and genre, idk, (I was thinking about Shaw again tbh, 'cause I really like him). No need to write it if you don't want to!
Hurt., v.
It didn't end with a bang.
There wasn't any screaming match between them, nor loud crash from things thrown from across the room.
Despite the raging emotions, they've never raised their voices towards the other- not since the start of their relationship, and certainly not now when things seemed to be falling apart.
They were careful, after all- always been considerate of each others' feelings even when all they've wanted was to unleash the storm that was brewing underneath.
They were careful, so how come there's bitterness in his mouth? The creeping sense of resentment as words laden in truth were thrown at each other?
How come there's a foreboding sense of hollowness befalling upon him as her eyes threw nothing but daggers behind the shine of her unshed tears towards him?
"How many times does it take for you to break?" she asked in a subdued voice, almost breaking into whisper- was it a sign of defeat on her part?
Letting out a shuddering sigh, he opened his mouth- to what? Answer her? Drive her away even more?
"How many times does it take for you to break, Shaw?" she repeated, louder this time. Was that tremor lacing with her voice? "Because I don't know if I can be as strong as you. I don't know if I can keep pretending."
Heavy silence fell upon them that the sound of their ragged breathing filled the spaces in between.
A heartbeat passed.
"Shall we stop, then?"
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Hello there! How have you been? Hope you've had a great birthday- I'm assuming that your birthday has already passed lmao. And hey! Uni preparations! How are you feeling? Here's to wishing you a great semester ahead! Make sure to take care of yourself in between studying. Take breaks and relax, m'kay? Cause that's also a form of taking care of yourself. Always, always rooting for you!
ヾ(≧ ▽ ≦)ゝ(And to everyone who's starting their semester too!)
So. I have Seventeen's Don't wanna cry (ballad ver.) on repeat and lemme tell you that sht is making me feel things. Am I on my way to becoming a carat? idk. All I know is that Seventeen's got great songs to listen to. That, and there's this cutie that I can't take my eyes off of. Anyway. I'm rambling.
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ontowanderlust · 2 years
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Hi! It me and I'm still alive with all my uni work.
It's been a while since I wrote an ask with word, so if you have time and desire, can you write about Shaw and "Nightmare" with fluff/comfort? (Like yesterday I dreamt about being late to uni, and dreamt about missing some new subjects while everyone in my group already have had like 4/5 lectures of it. And there was I like an idiot, don't understanding what's going on. Thank God it was just a dream. Well, dreams are truly unique and interesting thing/phenomena).
Sorry for long text. Hope you are having good day/evening!
Nightmare., n.
Run, her entire being screamed. Run until they won't be able to catch up!
At first she stood there, rooted on the spot, body rigid and frozen as if she had been splashed with ice cold water. Her lungs burning as she felt being constricted.
Run, run, run!
Everything seemed to blur as her body caught up with her mind, running as fast as she can, skidding as she rounded around a corner. Where's she going, she didn't know- she didn't dare to stop and think as she's running on adrenaline to keep her going.
Where is she going? Where are you going?
Who's coming after you? Are you being followed?
Just as she felt someone reaching over to get her, she felt her foot trip over nothing- and ah,
Jolting awake, she felt her eyes open wide, darkness greeting her as her sight adjusted at the faint glow coming from the stars she had stuck on the ceiling.
Where was she? When she felt an arm tightening around her, she could feel herself relaxing at the person's hold.
"Princess?" despite him whispering, she could hear the rasp on his voice as he pulled her closer to him. "You okay in there?"
"Just a dream, Shaw." she found herself saying, not having the energy to hide and lie about her predicament. "I'll be fine in a few, go back to sleep."
Feeling his chest vibrate as he hummed, she felt his free hand wrap around her head, caressing it softly as she focused on his steady breathing.
"You better be," she could tell sleep is about to consume him once more. "Sleep now, gorgeous. I'll be here to fend those nightmares off."
How could you when you're the first to fall asleep? She wanted to retort but the comfort his hold brought her had trumped any snarky remark she's about to say.
As if he heard her thoughts, he placed a small fleeting kiss on the top of her head, silently adhering to his silent promise of warding off her nightmares.
"Sleep," he muttered, as she let out a smile before letting her subconscious take over her.
And just as he promised, no more nightmares that night.
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Ah hi there! I'm glad uni hasn't buried you under paper works and assignments! Do take your time and always take care of yourself, okay?
Nightmares are really tricky to work with. It's what your subconscious conjure with when your body is supposed to be resting and while they may be silly at some point, they really bring out a bad emotion out of us. Thank goodness it's not real, no? Here's a virtual hug to you. Keep it easy, yeah? Otherwise stress might overtake you.
Always rooting for you!
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ontowanderlust · 2 years
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Hi! It is my third ask, and I want to apologise if I annoy you or/and distract you from your work/study. It may sound a little bit selfish, but my birthday is around the corner, and I thought, maybe you can write Shaw + Surprise (i think it wasn't used yet) + fluff? There is no need if you don't want to!
Stay safe and don't forget to rest!
Surprise., v.
“You can open your eyes now,”
Eyes fluttering, she couldn’t help the gasp escaping her lips as she turned her head as she took their surroundings in.
Truth be told, she didn’t know what to expect for this day- scratch that, she just didn’t know what to expect from the man standing behind her.
After all, knowing Shaw for quite some time now, she knew just how unpredictable he is. Why, just few days ago she could vividly remember him warning her not to expect much these days despite her countless attempts of dropping hints of what she wanted to do for this particular day.
So for him to ask her to close her eyes as she stepped into his threshold, only to find strings of her favorite colors hanging around his living room, a small banner of her name with balloons spelling out her age (just this once, she’d let this one slide) was something she had never imagined would happen.
When she saw the lights dimming, she turned around only for her breath to hitch just as she could feel her eyes widening as she found him holding out this intricately designed cake all the while looking at her with this softest gaze she had ever seen upon him.
“I may not express this a lot but I’m glad to have you in my life, I’m sorry it took me this long to let you know but I hope you know how much I cherish our time together.” He began as he took steps towards her. “Happy birthday, princess.” He mumbled as he held out the cake in front of her.
“Make a wish,”
Not even fighting the wide grin creeping across her face, her eyes disappearing into half moons as she blew out the candles. “You just granted it.”
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Hello again! First of all, please allow me to greet you a happy birthweek! I don’t exactly know when’s your birthday so let’s just celebrate for a week cause I know you deserved it! I hope you’re having a great week and I hope you are filled with happiness and contentment on your special day.
Second, it’s not selfish to request for things that make you happy! Personally, I’d like to call it being self indulgent 😉😌 so I say request to your heart’s desire!
Lastly, don’t be afraid to hit that ask! I may be a little bit of a cryptid right now- lurking here and there but I love receiving these requests and I love fulfilling them the best I can so you’re not annoying me, mkay? I am glad I get to interact with you through these requests.
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ontowanderlust · 3 years
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Wait., v.
She couldn't take her eyes away from the hustling crowd, her eyes wide with wonder as her mouth twitched with unbridled joy.
The sight before her wasn't new- what with having a job in the city, she was very much familiar with the rush of the crowd- going to their destinations, racing against time.
But this, this is different.
Yes, she could feel the rush, the exhilirating thrill of the crowd going from one place on to another, their chatter washing over her like white noise but unlike what she was used to, this is more relaxed.
Mellow, if she will. More subdued. She couldn't place her finger on it, but there's just something magical standing in the middle of the bustling midnight market, watching people.
"Dummy, didn't I tell you to stay by my side?" the sound of grunt and a familiar baritone voice brought her out of her reverie, looking up to flash Victor her innocent smile.
"You were taking forever in that stall," she offered sheepishly, earning a playful roll of his eyes- or rather, as playful as one can get from this stoic CEO. "Can we go eat takoyaki now? I've been smelling them from over here and I won't leave until I get to taste them all!"
"Are you sure you should be eating at this time?" He muttered as he let her drag him away from the crowd, a small smile creeping on his face as she went on a tirade how she should be allowed to eat after making her stand in the cold, waiting for him.
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So. Here's the thing. I was thinking of having a mini event for December wherein the prompts have something to do with christmassy theme and all of that but well... stuff happened. Here's to hoping I can commit but I wouldn't hold out much.
Anyway. I do love me some night market shenanigans... despite me not being a festive person. The essence of Christmas has long died within me ever since but I do like being a spectator to the joy it brings for other people.
🎄: mini december event!/ Send in some prompts!
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ontowanderlust · 3 years
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Uncertainty., n.
"Do you think..." her voice is quiet, almost blending into the night as she clutched her phone to her chest, wondering if she should even finish the sentence. Knowing him, and knowing what had just transpired, it would do her good to just outright say it- lest she wanted another round of raised voices and frustrated groans. "Do you think we'll last?"
How can the silence between them become too unbearable? When had it stopped being so comfortable with him?
Maybe it's the distance, her heart thumped. Maybe it's because of the workload and the timing just don't make sense.
Or, in another part of her brain, maybe it's because life had gotten in the way and they had been all too consumed by everything they didn't say.
Had they always been like this? When did the distance between them grew? How can they keep up with the silence stretched between them?
At the other side of the call, he let out a small sigh, making her heart shatter.
"I... don't know,"
She could already imagined the half-dimmed hotel room, the scattered paper works he should've been looking at the moment.
She could feel him waning until all that's left was a defeated shell of a man.
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Hello there and welcome to Victor's birthweek prompts. I'll be dropping different prompts for Victor for seven days with the last prompt being birthday.
Anyway. I'm kinda having little to no energy with writing so there's not really much activity in my blog so just expect me popping out of nowhere and then disappearing from time to time.
Send in some prompts!
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ontowanderlust · 3 years
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Birthday., n.
[... beep. ]
It's been a while, hasn't it? How are you? Have you been doing well?
A lot has happened since I last checked in but you know, there is this one constant that's been hanging on to me ever since I have met them and yes, it's the same dummy I have been telling you about, Mother.
How should I put this? For some reason her presence around me had become something that I continuously look forward to. I didn't know when it started but lately, all that I could think about is how I wanted to revel in the time and effort she had given me throughout the years of knowing each other.
I want to cherish her, Mother. I want her to know just how much she means to me and I think... I'm getting there.
You kept saying that I should open my heart more and let people know just how much they mean to me and she... she taught me how to. She keep on teaching me ways to express myself more and I couldn't be any more glad that she did.
She even came up with another silly surprise just for today. All because she wanted me to feel cherished and loved on my special day.
You'd like her, mom. Maybe even love her the way you love me.
And uh. She's calling me now. Something about making another wish of some sort. I'll talk to you again soon, Mother. Take care.
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Have we come to a full circle with the birthday prompts? Yes. Yes we did. You know what that means right? I think I'm reaching an anniversary with these prompts.
Started somewhere in feb or march I think. lol. Wow. What a journey this has been. Do I want to continue? Of course.
Anyway, Happiest Birthday to you my beloved Victor.
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ontowanderlust · 3 years
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なんでもないや., phr.
She shouldn't. Oh god, she shouldn't. But she couldn't not stare at him.
The way his long sleeves were rolled up to his forearm, him being unaware at the way it highlights the veins decorating his forearms, his graceful movements as he glided through the kitchen as if he knew it from the back of his hand despite not being his own, and the way his face looked oddly at peace despite cutting some onions.
For some reason, these all felt domestic for her. Too domestic... and too unrealistic.
She shouldn't. She couldn't. But oh god, how she wished to at least revel in this moment.
"What is it now?" she hated how his voice can immediately break her reverie when not even her closest friend can do so. "You looked all too lost in your day dreams again, dummy."
Letting out a small nervous laugh, she averted her gaze from him, trying to reign her rampaging feelings deep down.
"Nothing," she answered all too quickly. "It's nothing."
She really need to shove all these emotions deep down.
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Fun fact: Nandemonaiya is my favorite song in Kimi no Na Wa. There's just so much pinning and angst in that song.
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ontowanderlust · 3 years
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Walls., n.
"Do you know that sometimes... I worry about you, you know?" her voice muffled by the sweet sound of lull, sleepiness trying to take over her. "I worry a lot about you... and maybe even scared for you."
Despite the silence permeating in the room, she dared continue, throwing her head back until the wall behind her supported her, pulling her knees up to her chin. "Sometimes, I get scared at the thought of leaving you be, all by yourself surrounded by your thoughts and emotions. Leaving you unguarded with that high fortress you built upon yourself."
"Sometimes, I wonder if I am able to climb up- if I could even climb these immeasurable walls you built for yourself."
Letting out a shaky breath as she turned her head to the side, lips dangerously close to the barrier between them. "But I want to try, you know? I am trying. So please... don't shut yourself on me, okay?"
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Just one more prompt to go!
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ontowanderlust · 3 years
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Ours., pr.
Never for one second think that I don't know what goes on with your pretty little head, dummy.
With the years we've spent with each other, whether it be during our childhood or now, I will always know when doubts are starting to creep in.
Don't. Please don't doubt me, don't doubt us.
This love is, after all, ours.
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ontowanderlust · 3 years
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Flutter., v.
Of all the words that she can associate to Victor, this is one of the words she would never dare to.
Not when she knew just what kind of a man he was. What kind of a person he is.
And yet, despite her reservations, she couldn't help but wonder... how on earth does he do that?
How can this man make her heart lurch wildly while her stomach did flips?
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