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#MYYYY HEART IS BREAKING 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
shinixgami · 1 year
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𝐔𝐧𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐚 𝐘𝐚𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐮 𝐃𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐧 𝐛𝐲 𝐓𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐊𝐮𝐛𝐨 🩸⚔️🗡
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jadeittic · 8 months
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TBJZL—f!reader instagram au
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note: this one SUUUUCKS. anyway here u go
yourinstagram
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faithlousak Gorgeous as always ❤️
yourinstagram ILY FAITH! kisses to you x
username omg who’s that in the fifth slide?
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username WEEK OFF WORK WITH WHOOO?
username is this a soft launch?????
tobjizzle Remind me to never ever leave you alone with behzingagram again…😬
behzingagram just showing her the real fun! 
yourinstagram :(
username glad shes taking the break she deserves!
username does she have a boyfriend?
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ynlnupdates YN LN spotted with mystery man in London, UK.
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username is this the same guy who she’s been spotted with recently by a fan?
username i guess so! though we dont know anything about what he looks like.
username honestly i’m just waiting for the hard launch
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See you at 2:15 pm (BST) 🫡
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username GOOD LUCK!
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username YN WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE 
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username FR LIKE WHAT ARE WE DOING HERE
username i didnt know my favorite youtubers are friends with yn ln 😭
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yourinstagram NO
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ynlnupdates YN LN at the London Stadium today.
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username What’s she there for?
username she’s at this years sidemen charity match!
username WHAT
username Someone said she was wearing Tobi’s kit just after this photo was taken
username TOBI AND YN???? WHAT
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username what’s she doing there lol
username with her busy schedule i’m surprised she had the time to go there 
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sidemen SDMN FC are your 2023 charity match winners.
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username TAREQ UNDERRATEDDD 
username The uno reverse card 💀
username HARRY AND ETHAN GOT THEIR GOALS 🗣️
username INCREDIBLE GAMEEE 🙌
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username WE SAW YOU GIRL
username tobi and yn selfie when 💔💔
username ARE YOU GUYS DATING????
username ARE THE RUMORS TRUE???????
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username IS THAT YN LN
username OH MY GOD THE RUMORS WERE TRUE
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username You guys crushed it! Congrats!
username BRO JUST CASUALLY POSTED YN LN
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username yourinstagram WHAT THE HELL
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username CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP
username my wife is taken 😢
tobjizzle All for you ❤️
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username YN
username THE FIRST SLIDE OH MY GOD????
username IM GONNA CRY HES SO SWEET
taliamar Finally!!
faithlousak I’ve waited sooooo long for this moment
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username this does confirm the dating rumors right ?? 
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username DID HE JUST CALL HER HIS LUCKY CHARM IM SICK
username They’ve been together long to be each others lucky charms I might cry 😭
username MY PARENTS ALREADY
username genuinely so happy to see her this happy
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The Tortured Poets Department: The Anthology first listen 🎧🪻✨
More than 15 years later wow it still feels so magical to listen to a brand new album. The joy, the excitement, the nervousness. I mark chapters of my life with her albums, they always seem to arrive with perfect timing. Is it fate or delusion? Probably the later, obviously she has no idea who I am. Idk it feels nice to delude myself now and again that we’re all journeying through this time together in some connectedness (is that a word?). It feels sort of nostalgic in some ways, from being just a child to now an adult, it’s like Sesame Street that grows up with you. Not a great analogy but what I mean to say is it holds a special place to me.
This album, this anthology feels much like we’ve been handed her diary, filled with sticky notes bound together, it’s so raw but so expertly crafted, messy feelings but the penmanship is exquisite. From her debut album, it’s always been poetry. She transports you to her world. What a journey, what a joy, what a gift.
I like to capture my first thoughts of each song in my silly chicken scratching written notes. Most of it makes no sense. It feels like a nice silly tradition and it’s fun to look back on. So here goes:
Fortnight
- It’s giving moody 1989??? Excuse me miss?!!! Ohhh she knows. Preach bye time to cry
The tortured poets department
- Ooooh we’re in an 80s dreamscape. Yes yes yes. Who’s gonna love you but me? A fluffy dreamland Patty smith? Insert wait I understood the reference meme. Ooooh it’s lovely. I am sad
My boy only breaks his favourite toys
- excuse me?? I’m shattered byyyyyeee. I’ll tell you that he runs because he loves me?? You should’ve see him when he first saw me? Once I fix me he’s gonna miss me??? Ladies and gents welcome to afternoon tea on the menu SCALDING hot queen’s special. Maybe I’m a crumpled up paper on the floor. Maybe I am no more.
Down Bad
- well damn she’s said the quiet parts out loud again. Oh smokes time to dissapear into this galaxy smoky cloud of night. One of us. One of us. One of us.
So long London
- literally standing by the river in the rain. May as well cry my damn eyes out . Darn it blondie. Poetic destruction. Crying my eyes out by the water like I’m in made in Chelsea. Darn.
But daddy I love him
- a folklore ode? Little house on the prairie Princess revolution. Serve it up serve it up I’m ready to be stuffed like a winter pig. A grown up love story. It’s ridiculous and maybe wise eyes know too well it’s chockablock of red flags but darn I’m a cheesin’ this is so cute.
Fresh out the slammer
- oh it’s like August but dark. August dark afternoon blistering hot and the storm is about to come.
Florida!!! Ft Florence and the machine
-ExXUSE MEEEEEEEeE?????!?!!?teee heee heee heeee. Your home’s really only a town you’re a guest in??? Sorry can’t speak my jaw has shattered. Pls pls. Palm tree pls.
Guilty as sin?
- A false God dreamy haze confessional? With sprinkle of Gold Rush??? I am a melted.
Who’s afraid of little old me?
- The who’s who of who’s that is poised for the attack? But my bare hands paved their path, you don’t get to tell me what’s sad? - I AM CHOKED. Silenced mute. Ohhhh miss blondie is on BUSINESS. TELL THEM SWEETIE. Oh my heart 💔
I can fix him (No really I can).
- Oooh moody blues preaching with generous dash of delusion? Ah yes my routine favourite beverage. I am drinking this up like air. Drunk on false hope? One of us. One of us. One of us.
Loml
- You Holy Ghost you told me I’m the love of your life. Oh no I’m crying again. Back to crumpled paper rocking back and forth on the floor in a ball it is. It’s so pretty yet, shattering. Devastating. I wish I could unrecall how we almost had it all. Dancing phantoms on the terrace, are they second hand embarrassed that I can’t get out of bed ‘cause something counterfit is dead? Yep that’ll do it.
I can do it with a broken heart?
- Oh damn. Honey nooooo. Oh myyyy. Oh I’m in this picture and I don’t like it. It’s so artfully done, so upbeat and Poppy yet so hauntingly sad. Yes that’s the point but it’s sooo well done. Oh sweetie. I can’t stop laughing it’s not funny, it’s just you too pumpkin. I wanna hug her and tell her it’ll be fine. Ok ok.
The smallest man who ever lived
- Oh I’m speechless. And I don’t even want you back, I just want to know, if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal. The bridge? Excuse me while I sink to the bottom of the darkest ocean.
The alchemy
- Oooh it’s so cute and dreamy. I’m beaming you can hear her smile when she sings.
Clara bow
- Oooh it’s the lucky one grown up. The bridge is a masterpiece. It’s hell on earth to be heavenly, thems the breaks it don’t come gently. She knows she’s a star, The never ending cyclical wheel of stardom, even the shiniest, ends with a new star born in its shadow.
The black dog
- Oh No no no I Am 1 billion percent destroyed. Byeeeee
Imgonnagetyouback
- Oooh blondie is on the prowl and what can I do but bop like the well stuffed clown I am. Insert meme of cat bopping their head.
The albatross
- Banjo? Haunting country cautionary tale? - scathing review of one’s reputation, worst traits but underneath it all is just vulnerability. Caged for ‘monstrosity’ but being so vulnerable and just wanting to be freed loved. The ‘monster’ trying to protect the one they love from the things that will come for them too? Do they even realise it? Do they care? Wow it’s poetically beautiful.
Chloe or Sam or Sophia or Marcus
- Oh it’s sad. If you wanna break my cold cold heart, just say I loved you the way that you were? Oh myyy. Replaying old moments, looking for clues wondering if it can all have a new ending? Wow.
How did it end?
- Wow the invasiveness of empathy of the innate curiosity of wanting to know, so you can something comforting, learn from it but you forget how it can be the worst part, having to offer up a ‘post mortem’ to all when you’ve barely even processed its ended yourself. The cyclical nature of it happening every time like it’s just a formal process we’ve come to accept even though it haunts us all. Ironically as we listen to this. Wow so beautifully done.
So high school
- I wanna find you in a crowd just to hide from you, and in a blink of a crinkling eye, I’m sinking, our fingers entertwined. Awww the sort of bubblegum silly feels you roll your eyes but you have the biggest smile on your face. It’s soo cute. You know how to call, I know Aristotle.
I hate it here
- Oooooh tell me something awful like you’re a poet trapped inside the body of a finance guy. One of us. One of us.
ThanK you aIMee
- Oh my goodness it’s grown up mean but she made it out. It’s so sad but I’m beaming. I say that’s my baby and I’m proud. Andrea? Oh thank you next. Not the kid. I’m cackling.
I look in people’s windows
- Oh it’s haunted death by a thousand cuts glimmering of desperate false hope. It’s lovely.
The prophecy
- Oh. Damn yep that’ll do it. Right in the ticker. Damn. It feels very much like am I doomed to always be the one before the one? Wow. Just yeah.
Cassandra
- I don’t know why but this makes think of safe and sound. Like the woman that was there when everything burned around them. She’s telling her side. Everyone’s there to watch you burn, screaming your guilt but silent when they’re wrong? If that ain’t the truth miss. Oh wow. Shes beautifully captured such a dark chapter.
Peter
- Oh wow it’s beautiful. It’s like post cardigan and she’s all grown up. 'Cause love's never lost when perspective is earned. But the woman who sits by the window has turned out the light. Oh wow it’s wow.
The Bolter
- Oh we must stop meeting like this but it always ends with a town car speeding. Wowowow. It feels like the time she fell through the ice, then came out alive. Oh my a BEAUTY.
Robin
- Oh it’s so pretty. It’s like never grow up, safe and sound and seven swirled together. Wow. It’s like she’s talking to her child but then also herself in the past and present, like from an older perspective? Ohhh it’s beautiful. Why does this make me think of coraline’s real mother watching her sleep? I wanna cry.
The manuscript
- Wow god it’s beautiful. Another time travel song. You keep revisiting past in your mind and you gain perspective and then you realise you aren’t that version of you that lived it anymore. You can feel it still, not as deeply perhaps but you’re disconnected from thinking the way you did at that time or after. Is sobering and haunting. The healing. Wow wow wow.
@taylorswift thank you my love 💕
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Can I request about Harry Potter x reader? Lovers to Enemies?
The reader got ridiculed over and Harry even cheated the reader.
(Y/n) joined to Voldemort’s side when she can’t take of Harry’s bullshit. Voldemort thinks it was a joke but (y/n) proves that she was worthy to be a death eater.
(Y/n) did got her revenge on Umbridge and killed her off. What shocking the most is (y/n) stepped in to protect Voldemort and had a duel with Harry who seemed distracted when he learns that (y/n) was now working with Voldemort. (Y/n) wont feel a thing towards Harry anymore as she nearly the one who came close to kill him. when Voldemort loses and dies, (y/n) disappeared into thin air and vows vengeance for Voldemort.
Hello dear guess what your the first official person to request a one shot which is amazing thank you for considering me ✨ *virtual hugs*
Soo this is my first request I hope you like it if not sorry I'm not an expert mega writer.
Alright so for this request alot of angst is involved and this time with the reader being a eater without further ado letss get into it:
Death eater reader X Harry Potter
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Betrayal to my heart💔
Potter...when you think of potter you often think of the infamous boy whom lived. Kind, courages and famous willing to go out of his way to help people In need. Well not this time.
Y/n was sitting in the bathroom of Hogwarts within the Gryffindor common room crying. "Bastard!" You screamed as tears come over your face running with snot and puffy eyes. How could the one boy you fell in love with break your heart he was supposed to love you until the dark lord is gone. Y/n looks at the necklace he gave her "remember me when we fight together y/n" your face in anger threw the necklace at the wall. You wore Gryffindor robes with expensive decor you should've just dropped Harry from the start.
"Harry...potter...Harry how could you" you mumble to yourself as you sit there in the porcaline bathroom. Your hands wiped your tears away looking into the mirror when a whisper approached. "Yyyyyy/nnnnn comeeeeee tooooo meeeee" you heard in interest you came closer to the voice that came off like a snake. "Commeeeeee" the voice hisses it sounded as if it were coming from the forbidden forest.
As you ran through the Hogwarts castle you came across the back looking past Hagrid's hut out side to the forbidden forest. "Merlin it's all the way out there but- that's where professor Dumbledore said not to go" before leaning against the walls of hogwarts. You cringe at the memory of when Harry broke your heart.
"ginny i-" he whispers as she came closer kissing the boy y/n loved dearly on the lips. You came in round the corner as you saw the horrible sight "traitor" you tear up running to the Hogwarts bathroom.
You grew furious and determined striking out of the room towards the forbidden forest. "Potter shall pay...no rue the day he messed with me" you ran towards the forest in the middle of the night. As you ran for what seemed like hours a gust of wind blew across your hair. "Gah must be a storm coming" before a black mist appeared with a hiss "hahaha foolish girl" a pair of red eyes appear within the fog when a man with a smooth face smiled evily. "M-merlin it's the dark lord" he sneers and points his wand at your throat "I shall kill the girl the boy loves-".
You cut him off "actually we aren't together anymore I-i hate him" you stutter while holding your hands in the air. "and I-i" a rise of hatred came over you as you shout to the dark lord "I shall join your army as your henchmen, a soilder, a death eater to kill the boy I loved".
Voldermort had a meciless laugh escape his lips. "Whyyy ssshould I let a foolishh girl like you join myyyy armmyyy" before you grabbed your wand "I hate potter and I want revenge". Voldemort mutters out "Avada-" you scream back "EXPELLIAMUS!" You shout as a red light shot through the green curse knocking Voldemort between the trees.
"I'm powerful...I have more knowledge then you think I can give you all the information of potter if you let me" you glare at him. The dark lord smiles as a power hungry greediness hurls over him. "I indeed take back my word for you as foolish but dear child...this is no easy task" you stand your ground. "I-i don't care I want to kill him" before he grabs your arm "very well- so determined and your eyes are full of hatred" he grabs your arm and presses his wand revealing a tattoo within your arm. "You ssswear your loyalty to me" you mutter "yes of course" a mark with a snake and skull appears. Your skin felt as though it were burning but you ignores it...it felt so right Soon the boy whom lived shall die before your very eyes.
Voldemort smiles "you will need training Bella can teach you as I...need information we shall strike once the moon rises high" he apparates as he put his slim fingers around y/ns shoulders.
Days...months pass by as you train within your army. Becoming powerful by the day the dark lord praises you. Your apperance changed you no longer have your usual uniform but a dark hood with your hair shorter. Your wand is a different shade almost as if your no longer innocent. "Your ready y/n" he applauded proudly.
He raises above the army "tonight we shall strike and y/n shall lead us to the entrance". As the crowd cheered you looked over proudly. "I'm going to show potter no mercy!" You scream proudly.
As the army apparates you teamed up with Bellatrix and Fenrir following behind you run into the doors of Hogwarts prepared to await whatever stood in your way. "Oh Merlin it's her" a short lady in pink sneered her face cringing like a frog. "Who do you think you are entering my school" before you grow furious "AVADA KEDAVRA!" A green light shoots her back she stood still dead. The woman manipulated you and tortuered you when you trained in the orders army.
Voldemort starts to shout "now!" As the army breaks in while the students slept. Every boy and girl dying over the death eaters. Harry rushes down as the sight was brutal dead students all over the grounds of the main entrance. As you look up smiling "oh hello potter" you cackle evily. Harry quickly rushes to grab his wand "y/n what did you do!" He grew scared as to your new apperance and mark on your arm. "Stupify" you shout as he ran up the stairs you begin to follow him. "y/n stop this isn't you...what happened to the kind girl that wouldn't hurt anyone" before you shout "you caused this potter!" Before chasing him again up to the very top of the castle.
The final showdown Harry against y/n when Voldemort appeared behind you "very good child" you smirk "of course master". Harry grew confused "m-master you...a death eater?!?". You growled "Silence potter" as the dark lord places his arm around your shoulder "very good but I shall kill the boy y/n" as Harry shouts "expelliamu-" "stupify" you shout protecting the dark lord. "Hahahaha foolish boy I never gave up here I am" before he shouts "AVADA KEDAVRA!" A green light shoots out before Harry shoots back a red light.
All of a sudden the red light shot out as Voldemort shouted once more Harry with the love of his parents screams "EXPELLIAMUS" as Voldemort couldn't handle the power. Harry shoots with his wand as Voldemort falls flat the light hitting him in the chest he falls to the ground. "He's dead...master is dead" you grew wide eyed.
You begin to sneer "I'll get you potter and your mudblood friends every last one! Hahahahhaa!" You disappear into thin air aparating out of sight. "Merlin what happened im sorry...Merlin I'm sorry" he sighs as his scar starts to hurt.
A lovers betrayal caused by potter's demise never to be repaired always broken. A betrayal to y/ns heart.
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