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virmillion · 2 months

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hey why the shit is every fuckin therapist in range not accepting new clients in the next two months. ive seen two or three ever and they were all too long ago/quit their location so i cant reach them but all the fuck i need is a letter saying Hey Uh Give This Kid Testosterone. but no nobody is accepting new patients any time soon. which is great bc people are getting help but fucking sucks because i am going to lose my mind it was SO EASY to do the first half with my endo. she literally trusted me right off and wrote the lab request and everything no fuckin hoops to prove i hate my body that much or nothin. and now this. now i continue to be ghosted by fuckin EVERYONE. jobs and therapists and my own goddamn mother because its soooo harddddd to lose ur daughter :(((( YOU STILL HAVE A DAUGHTER SHE MOVED TO ANOTHER CITY AND HANGS OUT WITH HER BOYFRIENDS FAMILY MORE THAN US. YOU GAIN A SON OUT OF THIS DEAL

#labhrambles #GOD it sucks i know first world problems ohhh youre so luckyyyy i dont even get the chance to ask for T :(#OKAY WELL. SORRY STRAWMAN I JUST MADE UP. BUT IM MISERABLE.#everything is so much all the time. when are you getting a job. have you tried this. what do you do up there all day.#where else have you tried. why not reach out again. hard to find a job when you're sleeping until 5 every day #HARD TO GET UP AT ALL WHEN I WISH I COULD WAKE UP DEAD HALF THOSE DAYS. BUT SURE.#anyway. doesnt count as trauma because its not repressed. just shitty #wish i could fuckin break my back again. maybe then they'd lay the fuck off.#do something stupid enough to go to grippy sock jail so everyone leaves me alone forever

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