#PBP. MADE IN NYC / musings & aesthetics

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peter , what ghost haunts you ?

THE GHOST OF ROTTING TRUTH . you are an actor. you are a performer. you bow to an audience of none but yourself and the gods that know you are a liar. this pain and this longing once drowned you, but time has passed. you were congratulated for your healing. but grief’s icy hands remain inside of your chest, cupping your heart. grief is hooking its fingers under the ridges of your ribcage. with time, it will tear you open. you are meant to bleed slowly. the agony will softly devour you from the back of your memory, and you will smile through it all like it doesn’t hurt, taking your bow when the performance is over. but when the curtains close, do you crumble to your knees? who reaches for you? when the healer falls, who checks to make sure they are alright? silas melvin wrote, “you’re so polite with your sadness. you don’t want to ruin this for anyone.”

tagged by @danversiism / tagging @tracksdown @anluak @inhcritance @phoeanix @nearestend @70th @sacrificus

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SOLDIER, POET, KING?

PETER PARKER YOU ARE A KING. "There will come a ruler Whose brow is laid in thorn Smeared with oil like David's boy" Duty. Strength. Resignation. You were told to do things and you did them. The world is something that was put into your hands and that you must deal with - so you will. You have a rigid back and steady hands, either metaphorically or physically. Is it nature or nurture ? You don't know. You are tired of being steady. You dream of feeling alive. Not that you aren't, but, sometimes, it's hard to remember that there is a heart between your ribs. Your love is where you breathe. Come on, breathe. In. Out. It starts now.

tagged by: @dominaelumine tagging: @lampllghter @allanliz @strongenough @spiderbitten @mcmorare

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arachnidiots on: the duty of care

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"when you help someone, you help everyone" -- MAY PARKER

like a river runs, bleachers mutuals may interact (no reblogs!)

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peter parker’s fashion style! featuring his collection of iconic and questionable tees, sweaters, and many green jackets

@danversiism sent ✎ ( pencil ) for a fashion moodboard for my muse

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REPOST & LIST 6 SONGS THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE .

end of beginning by djo / peter ━━ "i wave goodbye to the end of the beginning. (goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye) you take the man out of the city, not the city out the man."

what'd i do with all this faith by bleachers / peter ━━ "we're still scared to start. now it's just college kids and me playing in the park but I don't want wake up just to watch it die. oh, is the dream gone? goodbye. i don't know what to do with this faith."

turning out by ajr / peter ━━ "i'm a little kid with so much doubt. do you wanna be there to see how i turn out? cause i'm still turning out."

rivers and roads by the head and the heart / liam ━━ "been talkin' bout the way things change and my family lives in a different state. if you don't know what to make of this, then we will not relate."

you're gonna go far by noah kahan / liam ━━ "so pack up your car, put a hand on your heart, say whatever you feel, be wherever you are. we ain't angry at you, love. you're the greatest thing we've lost. the birds will still sing, your folks will still fight."

dig down by muse / liam ━━ "when hope and love has been lost and you fall to the ground, you must find a way. when the darkness descends and you're told it's the end, you must find a way."

& 6 QUOTES THAT INSPIRE YOU TO WRITE YOUR MUSE.

"listen. cut your own hair. dye it blue, then shave it off when you're bored of it. wear that outfit with those shoes. paint your nails with all the colors of the rainbow. get that tattoo. go to the movies alone. get coffee, then drink it at that special place you like. mouth the words of the song you're listening to on public transport. put that thing on your wall. bake. draw. dance in your underwear. life is so much better when you don't give a fuck" ━━ tumblr user / liam

"because saving the people you love isn't stupid. it isn't even a choice." ━━ unknown / liam & peter

"grief is not a feeling but a neighborhood. this is where i come from. everyone i love still lives there." ━━ unknown / peter

"eventually something you love is going to be taken away. and then you will fall to the floor crying. and then however much later it is finally happening to you: you're falling to the floor crying thinking 'i am falling to the floor crying' but there's an element of the ridiculous to it -- you knew it would happen and, even worse, while you're on the floor crying you look at the place where the wall meets the floor and you realize you didn't paint it very well." ━━ richard siken / liam & peter

"your absence has gone through me like thread through a needle. everything i do is stitched with its color." ━━ w.s. merwin / liam

"to love life, to love it even when you have no stomach for it" ━━ ellen bass / liam & peter

tagged by : @faithleapz tagging : @bornthief @firedblanks @thanatologies @thwipsnapped @hopeaway @repcntent @bluebeatle

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i’ve always dreamed of bigger, better things. now that it’s happening, i’m scared as hell / know it’s for the better, know it’s for the better, know it’s for the better — peter

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Go on Pinterest and type “your name + core” and post the first 9 results.

stolen from: @allanliz

steal it from me!!

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FEARS — BOLD any fears which apply to your muse. Italicize what makes them uncomfortable.

[ liam kaz ] the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. (they play video games together <3) dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment.  loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises. being touched. sex. chains. inner demons. hallucinations. staring. going berserk. betrayal.

[ peter parker ] the dark. fire. open water. deep water. being alone. crowded spaces. confined spaces. change. failure. war. loss of control. powerlessness. prison. blood. drowning. suffocation. public speaking. natural animals. the supernatural. heights. death. dying. intimacy. rejection. abandonment.  loss. the unknown. the future. not being good enough. scary stories. speaking to new people. poverty. loud noises (on occasion). being touched. sex. chains. inner demons. hallucinations. staring. going berserk. betrayal.

tagged by : @walkedfire (ty!) tagging: @thanatologies @hopeforce @amoreno9 @ncmad @oceansfirst @kitmans

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WHAT TYPE OF VILLAIN ARE YOU?

PETER PARKER YOU ARE A VILLAIN FOR ... THE GREATER GOOD!

Perhaps you do not believe what you are doing can truly be classified as evil. Perhaps some people will be hurt from the immediate consequences of your actions, but what the masses fail to see is the immense good that will come of your plans. Maybe you act in the name of science, or for your people who have fallen on great tragedy. Maybe you see cracks in a failing system and want to uproot it through chaotic, destructive means to avoid greater tragedy down the line. MAYBE YOU'RE JUST IN WITH A BAD CROWD, BUT YOU CAN'T LEAVE THEM, NO MATTER HOW UNSAVORY THEIR INTENTIONS, BECAUSE THEY'RE YOUR ONLY TICKET TO YOUR ULTIMATE GOALS. No matter what, your goals are noble, and you take no joy in wreaking havoc or hurting those in your way, but the evils you partake in are necessary. If you need to play the bad guy to ensure a better future, then you are willing to play that part.

LIAM KAZ YOU ARE A VILLAIN OF ... DUALITY!

You have a constant inner struggle between right and wrong. There is a side of you that does not want to be doing what you are doing in the slightest, but once you've tasted the forbidden fruit and done something wrong, you're hungry for more. Perhaps this evil side of you takes shape as simply talking to yourself, a sort of Jekyll and Hyde split, or perhaps its voice is backed up by a demon within you, a parasite that whispers temptations, or a monster that your body reshapes itself into when your own desires become too great. Whatever the case, you take great care to keep the evil within a closely guarded secret. Nobody can know, lest the monster you are take complete control.

tagged by: @girlofsteel (ty!!!) tagging: @automnic (verity & ram) & also you there on the dash!!

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trick 👻🦇💀🎃 or treat 🍬🍫🍭

it’s a treat! - a peter & dani moodboard !

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a glimpse into liam's camera roll featuring @dominaelumine !

a glimpse into peter's camera roll featuring @dominaelumine !

Send a 📸 to see 3-5 pictures that my muse has/has taken of your muse(s)

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𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐁𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐌𝐄

halloween costume or party !

yeah i could answer this about liam and pete but i think it’d be more fun to tell you what their secret identities are dressing up as while they fight crime!

spider-man is going as web-slinger (not knowingly). he’s got a little cowboy hat on, a vest… it’s cowboy spider-man!!

synesilk is going as a traffic cone. an orange traffic cone.

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tag drop (redo: general & peter)