#PummeTalks

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I know that people's focus and hype for things changes. Heck, MY focus and hyperfixation certainly changed a lot and still changes, I am sure about that.

And yet I am sad whenever I see someone I love to see content from that's about my current favorite headspace (or enjoyed chatting with in replies etc) - my favorite media, favorite comfort-zone, my favorite thing - move on and focus on something else.

It's natural, it's ok, and I am not complaining. Just watching with big sad eyes while hiding somewhere in the bushes watching the people I look up to / enjoyed hyping together with move on. It's like they're moving out of a funhouse we all shared and since I am still with my current hyperfixation, I am staying there but gradually become more alone and alone... (and I am a bit afraid of that...)

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Ohmygod I apologize for not having been active here lately, my queue ran out and then I didn't find the time going through my dash to fill it back up. Omg. Sorry! Will do as soon as I have some brain capacity for that.

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Ok honestly, I realized what exhausts me is to constantly tag everything. I think I’ll stop using sooo many tags for whatever I reblog, but rather just tag the *important stuff* - like I don’t have to tag every character in an art i reblog, perhaps ‘Disco Elysium’ would be enough you know? just for my own art I keep the tags. Also, OBVIOUSLY, I am going to tag stuff that needs a tag, like certain topics / things that could make ppl uncomfortable etc - not every single tiny bit, for example ppl following me here should know I post things sometimes that include nudity or something asdfgh, but you know, other things.

So, keeping the elaborate tags for my art, but slowing down with tags in reblogged stuff. It just takes sooo much time to reblog stuff and tag it, uGH.

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I love how tumblr keeps censoring / prohibiting most not safe for work content or even anything that comes close to the subject, yet the whole new 'Tumblr live' thing's preview pictures are filled with women obviously trying to lure people in by barely keeping the intimate bits (mostly breasts) covered.

OR looking very... well, you know. Posing in special ways, their expressions suggestive, all of that.

Amusing, in a way.

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I am laughing bc I have that post on my dash where someone is like ‘ohmygod imagine the Disco Elysium fandom would be so big as the ‘enter another fandom name here’-fandom, can you imagine getting your innocuous post reblogged by a random Disco Elysium RP blog’ (I am paraphrasing here don’t come @ me lol).

I am laughing because...

I have a Disco Elysium RP blog.

No, I am not RPing on there anymore (not at the moment, I just don’t have enough time...) but yeah. Anyways. So. That.

Chuckling over here :D.

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Hey, so in case we are mutuals on Twitter but not on here pls let me know and tell me who you are so I can refollow

It’s so hard to figure out who is who sometimes with different names and all and also my brain is a sieve so <3 feel free to remind me. <3

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It’s still quite hard for me to be *really* active here, as much as I am on Twitter, bc I feel communicating and all is just so much easier over there asdfghjkl. But I am here as well, hello! I look into tumblr a lot of times during the day I am just quiet you know haha

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Is there a reason why I cannot see my follower count anymore?

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Why am I not seeing my own post on my timeline. What is going on. Tumblr why. Are you flagging my art or something?

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So, apparently, idiot Musk guy is going to remove Twitter from EU because he doesn’t want to follow the law.

Means if this is going to happen, I will lose all of my stuff I ever posted on there, my mutuals, my followers, just everything. I use it every day and I am so happy about my Twitter dash content there, I managed to follow awesome people and see good stuff and being blessed with all the new art I see there every day, I chat with people...

And now it’s probably taken away and I am only *slightly* freaking out.

I try to be active on Tumblr here but the vibe just doesn’t fit. It’s not as interactive as Twitter is, and just... odd to use. I am an ‘old Tumblr times’-gal and it just never worked for me as a Twitter substitute.

Besides that, I cannot post all of my art here. It’s insane.

Idk what to do. Sure, it hasn’t happened yet and in germany we say ‘nothing is eaten as hot as it is cooked’, but...with Musk being the stupid idiot he is, chances are high it’s going to happen and I want to cry.

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Leaving a disapproving / negative comment on my art only will cause you to be blocked, so don’t even bother. Bc I certainly don’t bother, so I am not giving a fuck and will simply block you and go on my merry way. :)

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if you take requests, then can you pleeeeeeeease draw khan meeting jaylah? 👉🏻👈🏻

Hi there!! Sorry I don't really take requests atm! But maybe I will do one day we shall see. :)