#Remember TSTMNE?
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Chat I am so fucking sleepy and worn down by life and work and the need to always, always, be giving so much effort... I think I may just pass away. It's too much...
#In order to live out my dreams#I would need to put in like twenty times the amount of energy that I actually have#I can't do that#I'm being held down#Constantly...#Day in day out.#Work. The need to have a job. The need to make money in order to survive.#It keeps me from having the time or energy to put in to the things I actually care about#Remember TSTMNE?#Remember Mimiyanna streaming?#Remember how I used to be someone?#It's all been stripped from me#Because I'm just TOO TIRED#Always...#And the only way to escape it is to put in that effort that I can't muster#To make something else (namely streaming) viable#And that would take so long#I'm not misguided I know how difficult it is to build streaming as an actual viable career#But that whole time while I'm trying to make it happen#I'll still need to have my day job too because I don't have that kind of savings#And so I'll be burning the candle from both ends#And essentially killing myself#It's. So painful to think about...#I just want to be free.... Free to do what I want. Free to live.#But the society I live in will not allow that.#We've failed as a people...
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The Captain of the Skies
#Wait lmao why didn't I ever upload this#Like I mean sure it's not as peam as the Jadzia and Jared ones were#But I just found it sitting on my computer...?#And it's not on this blog...??#Cameron Heathcliff#TSTMNE#The Story That Might Not End#Hey guys remember TSTMNE?#That shit is still on life support.#It's not dead.#It's just not exactly alive at the moment either.#What's it been#Like a whole year since I actually uploaded a chapter?#Probably more at this point.#Man....
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