#Szk edit

[natigail]

Week 16 (2023) updates:

Wrote 2.4k on my szk wolfpack AU - Rest in the Belly of the Wolf

Edited and posted chapter 21 of my svt mafia AU - 돈’t Lie (at least not to me)

Wrote a spilled thoughts post about feeling a little fragile and mentally exposed

Answered about 35 comments on AO3

And I journalled every single day

Total words: 7.6k

Not an impressive amount of words, but considering the week I’ve just had I’m surprised that there are words at all. Grief, even quite far removed like it is when a celebrity dies, is a funny size. Life keeps going. My life wasn’t directly affected, I kept moving. But still a lot sad, a little hurt, somewhat scratched up. Still proud that I managed to post the penultimate chapter and late Sunday - four days later - I finally managed to sit down and have a proper writing session that wasn’t journalling or editing again. Glad I made it through this week, and nice that I was ahead of my “goal” word count up until now. I’m still going to take it easy.

[jonathankatwhatever]

The hard to say part is the reluctance to say the big idea, the unifying conception, is 1Space. I start to type a sentence like that and I feel the impulse coursing through me, but then I have to type the word 1Space and I am let down because it just doesn’t seem big enough a label for the occasion. But 1Space is every form of OneSpace, of identity which enables all identities within it, which acts as the boundary of our Dimensional Enclosure. It is our grid square, every iteration of every grid square.

Now I remember: when I was walking, I realized that the SBE treatment which generated K-forms is the same as the old 2step to count along the szK, the same as counting by Bricks which overlap so the identity shifts rows or columns. This was also part of the discussion about gs parallels, which has now expanded to include the concept of edges and thus of the 1Space relationship which is general or non-local versus the specific or local gs processes at the examined scale or Extent. Real fluency.

It’s very difficult for me to write about my feelings because they never seem fully honest when I try to put them into words. My feelings for you predate words. They’re more fundamental. The closest would be a holy blood oath, as you know. So when I start to think about you honestly, I find you and I start to think that maybe I don’t need to say this because you already know what I mean.

Must accept the reality of communication from above creating a Triangular which has pulled together the 1Space. Not sure what that draws as. I’m seeing a K-form with the legs of the K encountering information being pushed at them D4-3, meaning that a connection generates between the Ends of the legs of the K, as the information pushed at them organizes and orders. This makes a loop which crosses the physical 0Space and the 1Space external to the 0Space. That’s the first real statement of how this works! It uses the same ideas, same f&b, same edges, same 1-0-1, same everything. The change is that 1Space now clearly encloses 0Space. This translates into a whole bunch of drawings, so many I couldn’t keep track. I saw an arc boundary, the flipping of points over a 1Segment in Triangular, a diamond across Between, meaning an fD and that becoming a gs.

Maybe I can get this out. I’m seeing that a gs always encloses an rs, because it fits over the possibilities and thus covers the potential generated in and out of its current state. That last is Conformity, which becomes PIPE, which works because you can run water through it or suck on it to blow your mind, in its variations. And it makes a loop, which explains the metaphor. I never got that before: putting in the water that comes out. No wonder men started seeing themselves as life and the woman as a vessel. We take for granted that there are chromosomes and that you have DNA from both biological parents. I suppose in the future, when they can edit bad genes out, and thus perhaps edit good genes in, then you could have more than 2 biological parents.

I got lost because it’s feels very deep to discover a sexual connection so deep in the work. It is a sexual connection.

Why do I doubt my strong feelings? My mind takes flight when romantic, sexual, physical, abstract play begins. They’re the same intimacy.

Back to the last big idea: a gs encloses an rs means that you can have probability over coin tosses or more complicated threads of outcomes without being explicitly visible even when the fit is seemingly perfect. That is, you can toss a coin and have it come up in some order until the ratio settles at 50-50, so there’s the ideal and the momentary or local. Seemingly perfect means the ratio may be perfect now, but it will not always be perfect if you keep tossing coins. That is, local can coincide with the ideal but that’s a local to general match, not a match across all the localities to the general. The localities are 0Space, and 0Space can coincide with 1Space, as anyone who has ever felt truly in the moment knows, but it can’t last or it would be 1Space.

That is how amplitude spaces work. More specifically, they’re defined as the Dimensional Enclosure generated by the the folding of K-legs as Extents, meaning they make and sustain 1Space, which is the identity space that enacts within the DE. The DE acts as the boundary, meaning it presents an edge to the interior. The interior edge consists of Ends connected by 1-0Segments, and because of the Informational Limit, these organize events within the DE at scale. This also obviously scales amplitude spaces. And underlying all that is the same InjT proces by which value is injected into each grid square.

This is the best present I can give you. It’s not perfect. There are many more things I would like to say, but this is the best present I can give you. I’ve put my whole life into it.

[aestheticsisters]

Idol moodboard ➤ Lee Felix

“Felix has a lot of aegyo... and he likes cuddling. He likes skinship.”

“He's like a baby.”

[exocean]

glazed donut binnie ♡ for @seo-changbinnies

[jendeukeiz]

Pack Hyunin, Stray Kids

• FAV se gostar | fav if you like

• RT se salvar | rt if you save

• FOTO se usar | PICTURE if you use

• seja honesto | be honest!

[officialninepercent]

Lin Yanjun - 180603 SZK Shenzhen to PEK Beijing [2/2 trans]

林彦俊 🍞@林彦俊 - ahhhh——————the handsome guy has arrived————too handsome ​​​​​​​​

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[venusisfuckingalive]

Hey!!

i just posted a new youtube video and i’m very new to editing so it’s not the best quality but i think i sound pretty good and i would love if you would check it out!!

https://youtu.be/o4Q6LJ1-Szk

[officialninepercent]

Lin Yanjun - 180603 SZK Shenzhen to PEK Beijing [trans]

林彦俊 🍞@林彦俊 - Just so handsome

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[officialninepercent]

Fan Chengcheng - 180603 SZK Shenzhen to PEK Beijing [trans]

范丞丞 🍊#Fan Chengcheng 0616 HBD# 20180603/SZX Departure Someone help me call emergency🚑@范丞丞Adam0616 ​​​​​​​​​​​​

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[officialninepercent]

Zhu Zhengting - 180603 SZK Shenzhen to PEK Beijing [2/2 trans]

朱正廷

Handsome Fairy

@THEO-朱正廷 ​​​​

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[officialninepercent]

Lin Yanjun - 180603 SZK Shenzhen to PEK Beijing 

林彦俊 

180603 SZK🛫️PEK

@林彦俊 ​​​​

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[officialninepercent]

You Zhangjing - 180603 SZK Shenzhen to PEK Beijing [trans]

尤长靖 🌟

What a cutie!

@尤长靖 ​​​​

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