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igneous-croc · 2 years

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Also i feel like i should tell the truth - ive drawn like 500 purple hazes a day sincd the last post on reasonablydrawn-purplehaze. I love drawing the big guy! Hes a part of me now!

But I just dont post them - the drawings never got much attention, so what was the point of cleaning everything up to be "presentable", of finding some reason to justify why I drew haze shopping. Now i just draw haze shopping, and keep it to myself.

Will the haze blog ever go back to the activity it had? Norpe. That time is long gone. But Hazey is still important to me, and I still draw him lots, if that brings some relief to your heart that I have ever abandoned him. I could never.

#The one that was abandoned was dragiorno hhhhhhhh #Im sorry but just thinking about vento aureo redrawngon brings me great shame 😔 i wish i could go back to it but again #So much effort for so little payback. Ill always draw dragons but all this production for 3 likes and a reblog? For a nod of the head?#And sketches get half that attention but double the joy i get from drawing... so i just sketch #This is also why i stick to the little fandoms like p2 or lal or even some ykw i have planned - theres a lot more reblogs and nice comments #That make you feel actually appreciated. That make the production feel rewarded.#Call me attention seeking all you want. If im showing the World something I want it acknowledged. If I dont get it I wont show it.#Thats how it works!

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