#about fezco.

[scoopsgf]

before people start posting shit like ‘euphoria needs to be cancelled now’ please remember that this is the death of a human being you’re talking about, so don’t reduce his life or passing to the role he played in a TV show. that’s not what this should be about or the discussion that needs to be had.

[bredforloyalty]

[aimeegbbs]

MULTIFANDOM MEME: 1/15 SHIPS ➤ LEXI & FEZCO (EUPHORIA)

[stargirlies]

RIP Angus Cloud :(

may his soul feel forever free and happy

[thedarkestgreys]

innocence died screaming

a teen wolf inspired au

hbo euphoria // rated m // oneshot // alternating pov // 15.7k complete

“Ethan promised there was gonna be no funny business tonight. Patrols have been quite the whole fuckin’ week.”  An annoyed-looking Lexi snatches the joint right out of his hand, stubbing the thing out against the stone foundation before handing it back to him. Lexi’s always been more or less annoyed with him since the start of freshman year - when Fez came back to school after taking a near year off post crowbar incident. Technically he should have been a sophomore, but he’d missed so much school during his recovery that school thought it was best to give him a re-do as a freshman. It’s not to say Lexi wasn’t friendly at the start exactly - it was more that she worked her ass off in school and here Fez was, losing a whole academic year, breezing through the classes she was putting so much effort in. Their academic rivalry was a fun little game for him that year, mighta even made him a better student n’ shit. Also, he liked seeing her all flustered cause of him. Still does.

[myfemininedivine]

Can you please tell us what ending you planned for Taste? Always wondered if stupid Eva would have come back in the last chapters and what else you planned. It's my favorite story of yours.

I’ll give a very very bad and horrible run down of the last few chaps I had. I deeply apologize for not finishing, but I’m sure you understand. Still, im so sorry to not finish something I started.

The run down for the rest of TASTE would've been this:

Basically, if we focusing on the main couple..... (not gonna explain the smut but just know ofc it woulda been there)

WE LOVE IN SEPTEMBER:

I wanted to focus on all the miscommunication/horrible commitment issues. Most of the focus is on Lexi’s past relationship (guy basically ghosts her, moves out without comment, had commitment issues, extremely similar to Fezco in some ways except he never quite gets attached to Lexi unless she had other ppl after her; was planning on this guy and Fezco meeting in this chapter — Fezco does not know that this guy is the infamous ex).

You get a glimpse into Fezco and Lexi as an actual pairing, not just sex partners. Lot more domestic. curtains are OPEN. Fezco asks about her past relationship and gets the full picture. He sleeps over at her place most nights. He wants her to know that he’s serious about her, so they redo their entire first meeting. Retrace their footsteps under diff context. They go on an actual date, not just some meet up at the same diner I featured them in. She does meet Ash; some faye interaction. We r finally seeing a revealed business fezco voice!!!! lexi is like oh that's fine af actually.

Fezco does meet up with Eva to completely cut the tie. He feels that the only string between them is the fact that she sort of changed his life — I believe that it would’ve been like this reveal: how he got his job? She was the connect!!! And so he feels obligated to be there for her. From what I remember???). Lexi finds this out through Rue.

So, she inevitably doesn't know how to confront him. It doesn't matter tho bc Fezco tells her the moment that they meet!!!!!!

Anyway!

Rue is still plowing through relationship issues. Lexi meets up with Jules and basically sees the effects of heartbreak and gets some bad after taste of it. Jules reveals that it's not that she doesn't love Rue, it's that she doesn't know if they're ready or if they'll ever be ready. She's struggling with trusting the future. This sucks to Lexi. She trusts Fezco, but she also trusted rue and Jules relationship as it was the only stable relationship she had ever been exposed to. If not them, why would it would for her? (and nothing works out for her fr so it's like.)

Core thing is that Lexi is not really sure if she’s capable of trusting someone. All she knows is that she loves him and love is a fleeting, futile thing that doesn't have reason. Without reason, she goes to Fezco's apartment that same night, totally withdrawn and troubled, and he opens the door, doesn't ask question, pulls her into bed with him. This is where he tells her that he sort of really likes her, and she says that sort of really likes him. At first she's content with just that, but then he says something like 'I sort of really more than like you' and all of these thoughts sort of float and die away somewhere between that.

WE BLEED IN OCTOBER:

Halloween party is held to take place as planned by Fezco and Lexi (trying their absolute hardest to rekindle Jules/Rue) annnnddd Fezco does invite Lexi’s ex without realizing !!! It goes batshit crazy!!!!! Rue and Jules do not interact, Fezco's lead to believe that they're rlly done with each other (plot twist tho as Jules and Rue do reconcile and get caught being steamy in another room!!!!! who woulda thought !!!!!).

Lexi sees her ex, gets into a splat where this man is just DYING to get back w her all of a sudden since he seen Lexi and Fezco being full adults in love and shit. The guy does ask if Fezco is her boyfriend, and she hesitates. Fezco overhears this, basically gets this guy out and the energy between him and lexi just BOOM EXPLODE. They go into a separate room, have bit of an argument because he's confused as to why she didn't call him her boyfriend; she says she doesn't know why she hesitated.

Then, he says, "I love you, do you love me?"

She says yes but she admits to not knowing how to fully allow herself to. This literally KILLS him. Fezco says he's not a science experiment for her to prick and play with, and she either wants him or doesn't. They either work or they don't.

Lexi doesn't respond.

Fezco's distraught but calmly decides to take a break with their relationship at the end of this chapter. He isn't angry, he just really wishes they'd met with different intentions/desires.

WE FEAR IN NOVEMBER

you know how the chapter starts with the month? I was thinking of just being like "November." and then having blank space like BITCHHH LFAOOOOO I thought I was so slick for thinking of starting the chap all ominious with the twilight shit (Bellas depressed era!!!!).

ANYWAY. November.

Set the scene. They don’t talk. It’s hard to do that shit when you’re always 1 degree away from the person and planning a very very very small wedding ceremony that's due in 3 weeks. And the worst part? He doesn’t ignore her. He looks her in the eye, pretends as though they never tore away from each other. like !!!! He has literally no animosity for her and she's so riddled with guilt that she doesn't know how to soothe the fact that they aren't together without being selfish, saying she wants him when she, herself, is pretty broken in some way. but she loves him. she knows it but it's hard to accept that 'this' (her) is all she has to offer. She wishes he’d ignore her. He wishes she had more decency to not ignore him.

Wedding ceremony happens. Lexi IS best girl as Fezco IS best man, and they do walk down the aisle together. very much tension!!!! He tells her that she's beautiful!!!!!!! and she tells him that she misses him, to no response from him as the have to go on and walk in front of everyone. a bit gloomy but Fezco does stay looking at Lexi, and they do have a lil dance moment later in the night.

While everyone is cooling at the lil wedding after party, Lexi confesses to Rue that she always wanted something like that, what she has with Jules. And Rue basically hints that Lexi does even if it incarnated differently. Gives her some pep talk. If Jules didn't confront Rue, they wouldn't have gotten back together vice versa on if Rue didn't ask Jules out, they would've never been together. The chances of finding someone is slim and fleeting, that's why you grip onto the ones that root something into you. Fezco (of course) leaves the party.

Lexi does show up at his apartment later that night. He opens the door, doesn't know what to say but Lexi says that she's not all together, being broken and all. Fezco says that he is too, so they're of the same thing. A beat and then she says I love you and you love me. Fezco nods, says every little piece.

This terrifies Lexi and, in conjunction, terrifies Fezco. but what's worse to her is not being with him. And, thank the lucky stars, as he says some shit like “well I guess we gonna be scared together huh?” And she brightens up and says that she's never been so happy to be scared.

WE TASTE IN DECEMBER:

More of an epilogue. A calm after all that stupid shit.

Lexi decides to renew her apartment lease as does Fezco. They upgrade them friendship bracelets!!!!! Ash got himself a girl, on the phone with Fezco as he's getting ready for a lil party.

Reveal that mans has apartment key privileges!! He's letting himself in her apt and calling out her name !!!!

New years party that will be held at Jules's/rue's place (woop woop), Lexi is late as always but it’s ok bc daddy Fezco is there to joke about her needing to wear heels so she can stop running from him!!!!!!!!!!! They go, separate for a bit at the party where she DOES refer to him as her boyfriend, as he does refer to her as his girlfriend; then come back to the couch where they originally met. Lexi sits first, Fezco finds her this time!!! He jokes about whether she’s still in the streets and she says some cheesy shit like yeah, waiting for you (and we scream TOUCHDOWN!!!!). Fezco and Lexi basically simmer in their seats, smiling and kissing and finally fully engulfed, entwined to the soul.

P.S. Guilty pleasures would've morph into a connection between both characters; more interpersonal things rather than materialistic/celebratory items.

Here’s some of the writing that sits all glum! Hope this explanation gives plenty of closure.

[truefaithmp3]

(my, oh my) what a girl by myztify

part one

Lexi turns that bright smile on him, and to his complete shock, wraps her arms around his neck.

“Congrats, Fez!”

“Oh, uh, you too, Lexi,” he replies, stiffly looping his arms around her waist. He notices, almost immediately, that she smells really good, like flowers and something richer, sweeter.

Over her shoulder, he locks eyes with Rue, who winks at him.

It’s no secret that he’s been into Lexi forever.

or: on the last day of high school, fezco finally works up the courage to talk to lexi (with a little interference from rue)

[blueribbonbaby]

[peggy-sue-reads-a-book]

We’ll miss you, Angus. Be at peace.

[libra-lizard]

Lexi at Fez’s store .5 seconds before Faye opened her mouth.

[lumax-mayclair]

Lexi likes to lay on Fez’s chest with her hand right there ❤️💦

[x-aven]

A man lost his life and people are using this as an excuse to say/post the most disgusting and vile things. What is truly wrong with some people? I wish his family and those close to him nothing but peace and love… it wouldn’t hurt some of you to just be kind during this.

Rest easy, Angus…💔

[thisismetryingatleastimtrying]

Maude reposting the hbo reel of Fexi just now… she knows what she’s doing.

[littlemelaninfics]

my blog and request guidelines

Hi beautiful people!! I’ve compiled a list of guidelines for my blog. I’ll be talking a bit about myself and also what kinds of asks and requests I’ll accept. What is also mentioned is who I write for and don’t write for and what I’m comfortable writing too! 🧜🏽‍♀️🍒✨ (format crd: @stargirlfics)

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Chris Evans + Steve Rogers, Andy Barber, Ransom Drysdale, Mr. Freezy

Pablo Schreiber

Henry Cavill + August Walker, Walter Marshall

Evan "Buck" Buckley

Eddie Diaz

Sam Wilson (He's not my favorite, but you'll see him sprinkled in)

Bucky Barnes

Sebastian Stan

Chris Hemsworth + Thor

Bill Skarsgård + Pennywise, Roman Godfrey, Mark (assassination nation)

Dylan O’Brien + Colin, Mitch Rapp

Alexander Skarsgård + Perry Wright, Charlie Venner

Negan (twd)

Idris Elba

Dominc Fike + Elliot (euphoria)

Fezco (euphoria)

Nate Jacobs

[wakandamama]

Thinking about how Sam really killed my boy Ashtray and forced his big pseudo brother to watch like that again.

[thedarkestgreys]

we keep trying to talk about us

hbo euphoria // 3.6k complete // rated m

a yvor one shot

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Lexi nudges his thigh with her socked toe. “In case it wasn’t clear, I wasn’t exactly mad at you back at the Dairy.”

Fez grins fondly around the straw of his milkshake before he reaches down and squeezes her foot. “I mean, sounded like you mighta been a lil mad at me.”

“Just,” she pauses, scrunching her nose up. “More frusterated, I guess? The only person I’m actually mad at is Rue. She just, she’s never…”

“... known when to shut the fuck up?” he offers gently.