#abt redacted than grieving the Thing(unrelated entirely). by design ofc since the latter is far more intensive but by god this inadvertent
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its all fun and games comparing yourself to a terrible horrible no good very bad fictional character until you realize maybe its about more than shared hypocrisies and recognition of a bone deep aversion to vulnerability. perhaps given the latter its no shock that the realization of the perfectly synchronized private grief dances (maisie voice) feels like a face slap !
#keep scheduling and rescheduling the grief. its been over a year and a half and in the last six months ive spent more bus rides melancholic#abt redacted than grieving the Thing(unrelated entirely). by design ofc since the latter is far more intensive but by god this inadvertent#procrastination strategy is terribly inefficient and disrespectful. and i never seem 2 have enough fucking time. anyway#r's
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