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[halstudandruz]

Research Purposes ~ Part 4

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Jay Halstead x Reader/Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: You make your final decision

Part 1 (NSFW) // Part 2 // Part 3

Warnings: Swearing

A/N: Technically this is the final part I’ll be doing a “final” final part that’s likely gonna be purely smut so unless you’re over 18 please accept this as the final part haha. I’ll be doing a revised SFW part one as well so those under 18 can read that. Thanks for all your support on this series! I’ve never been a good series writer but you all made me feel like I was for a little 😂

“We need to talk.” The words rushed out as soon as the door swung open.

“Yeah. I agree.” The man standing opposite of you nodded. Stepping aside to motion you in.

“Is she here?” You asked nervously looking around his shoulder, only entering when he shook his head no. The room was full of tension, your palms sweaty, and you could feel your breathing becoming shallower as you made your way towards the sofa.

“Deeper breaths.” He reminded you seemingly out of habit. He knew you too well. He always had. “Want something to drink?” He offered calmly walking towards his alcohol corner. You shook your head pain shooting through your lip as you unknowingly started to chew on it. “What’s up?” He finally asked, sitting down with a glass of his usual scotch.

“Seriously? What’s up? That’s what you have to say to me right now?” You spit back annoyance clear in your voice.

“What do you want me to say?” He shrugged, taking another drink.

“You’re such a dick.” You huffed moving to stand up when his hand clasped around your wrist, sighing heavily.

“I’m sorry.” He sat his drink down on the coffee table, “sit back down..please?” He added when you stayed rooted in your spot. Rolling your eyes you sat back down beside him. “I don’t know how to do this.” He admitted after a beat of silence.

“Do what?” You pushed.

“Be..vulnerable with you again.” He explained, looking a little broken from where he was sitting, “it’s not that I thought you wouldn’t ever be with someone else, it's just.. I didn’t think it’d ever be Jay. When you broke up

with me it took time to adjust, and as selfish as it is and as terrible as it sounds you were always just there ya know? If you weren’t with anyone then that meant you could still change your mind. You could still want to marry-“ He tried to reason his jumbled thoughts, but you interrupted him.

“Adam, I didn’t break up with you because I didn’t want to marry you. I broke up with you because you didn’t want to marry me.” You reiterated the same point you had made the day you handed him back your ring and then tension in Adam’s body reappeared sitting up straighter.

“Don’t even start that shit with me, [Y/N]. Just because your buddy Roman got into your head doesn’t mean he was right, or that I didn’t love you! Because I did. I still do. You were it for me. I was doing what I thought you wanted to do. I wasn’t pushing you because you hate to be pushed. If you came to me and said you wanted to elope I would’ve been all for it. So, don’t come here and try to put it all on me.” Adam’s voice began to rise quickly, turning into defense mode.

“You’re right,” you nodded after a moment of silence, “it wasn’t all on you. I was scared of what would happen to my career if we got married. That I was never going to make it into intelligence. I was scared that I was just another woman you put a ring on. I was scared because I fell in love with you too easily, too hard, and maybe there was a chance you didn’t actually feel the same about me but you were too far in it.” You admitted.

“Why didn’t you talk to me about it?” He asked.

“What were you going to do? Kevin had already passed me up solely because we were fucking. I can only assume it would’ve become a bigger HR deal if we got married.” You answered.

“So clearly you were more invested in your career than our relationship.” He scoffed.

“Don’t do that. That’s not fair. You don’t get it. Were you getting chastised for sleeping with me? No, because you’re a man. You were picked out of the academy. You didn’t have to deal with the constant hopes of moving up, and it getting crushed because of our relationship. I have worked my ass off since the day I got placed in this district and to have Voight look me in the eye and explicitly tell me the reason I wasn’t chosen was because I was in a relationship with you. That all of my hard work legitimately didn’t matter because we were sleeping together.” Your voice started to rise, emotion started to seep deeper in your voice as you teleported yourself back to that day in Voight’s office. Adam was silent, taking in your words before nodding and taking a deep breath.

“I get it and I’m sorry that I didn’t fight harder for you” He squeezed your hand, a spark of guilt surfacing in his eyes, before snapping back to jealousy. “I have never felt the way I did when I saw you kissing him.” Adam croaked, an obvious strained presence falling over him as he recalled the moment.

“How do you think I felt when I ran into Hailey?” You gestured towards his room.

“[Y/N], look I know you didn’t come here to look for your “missing” earrings.” He gave you an incredulous look and he put air quotes as he spoke the word missing.

“Then you must also know letting me go into your bedroom was only going to make it worse.” You pointed out.

“What was I supposed to do? Tell you no you couldn’t come in? Kick her out? There were no good options at that moment.” He threw his hands into the air.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” You finally asked.

“For the same reason you didn’t tell me. You know I never would’ve wanted you to find out that way. You wouldn’t even talk to me at the wedding.” His voice getting softer, a genuine look in his pupils.

“I couldn’t Adam. It was hard to be around you in normal circumstances that day, but after finding out about that? It was unbearable. I was crushed.” You swallowed down a lump forming in your throat. You were not going to cry. You were going to get through this. Because there was something better on the other side.

“[Y/N], I was a disaster that night too. Whether you want to believe it or not. It took everything in me not to go near you at the rehearsal. I was 2 seconds away from grabbing my keys and coming to your apartment when Hailey showed up. I mean thank god she did because if she hadn’t that would’ve been it. As horrible as it is to say I wasn’t thinking about her, she wasn’t on my mind at all that night. I was too caught up in what could’ve been. If she wasn’t here when you showed up that night would’ve ended very very differently.” He admitted, and you knew exactly what he meant. There was a moment of silence as you both looked at each other. Knowing each other’s thoughts. Knowing that everything happens for a reason, and there was a reason Hailey came over that night even if she didn’t know it.

“In 20 years when my teenage daughter asks me if I’ve had any regrets in life. You’re gonna be the first thing I think of. It’s always going to be you, and I’m always going to wonder what would’ve happened. Where we would be, or maybe we’ll be together and all of this was just some bump in the road. I don’t know, but you know as well as I do that right now it’s not going to happen. We owe it to ourselves to see where all of this other stuff could lead.” You took ahold of his hand squeezing it.

“I am always going to love you, you know that right?” Adam whispered, a gentle hand laying on your cheek allowing him to pull you in so he could lay a soft kiss to your forehead sniffling silently.

“Yeah me too..” You nodded, swiping away the tears that started to fall before he could lean back and look at you. Falling back into the couch his arm encircled your shoulder pulling you into his chest a familiar scent overwhelming you. You both sat in silence taking in and accepting everything the both of you had said. When Adam’s voice broke your train of thought,

“Hey,” He whispered, causing you to tilt your head up to meet his eyes, “is he bigger than me?”

“What is with you two?!” You gave him a look, slapping his chest as laughter filled his apartment.

This should be the easy part, but for some reason your heart is beating just as wildly as it was an hour prior standing at Adam’s door. Closing your eyes, your knuckles rapped against the door, and as soon as you opened them Jay stood in front of you.

“Hey, I thought you were staying home tonight?” He cocked his head at you.

“Yeah well I was but…I uhm-“ You stumbled, sighing you gave up on trying to talk, rummaging through your purse before handing over the paper you produced. Jay raised an eyebrow taking the paper to read over it.

“You got a parking space?” He said calming after skimming the paper.

“I got a parking space.” You confirmed, nervously. The hesitation was killing you, but your body warmed when Jay met your eyes with a wide smile on his face.

“So..what does this mean exactly?” He questioned.

“That..I..love you?” You choked out but it ended as more of a question, humor taking over the man’s features.

“Are you sure? Cause that wasn’t very convincing.” He teased moving to wrap his arms around your waist.

“Jay..I don’t know how the hell we ended up here, but I do. I love you.” You admitted, much more confidently this time and as soon as the words left your mouth, his was on yours. Paper flying to the floor as his hands cupped your face.

“I love you too.” He grinned through a ragged breath.

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[darkness-in-the-stars-blog1]

Told You So

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Warnings: None

*Gif is not mine*

You pulled out your phone to open the text after you felt it vibrate.

“ I love you, always.”

You smiled quickly typing back your reply.

“Good luck. I love you too. Be safe.”

Dating a cop was not easy. Let alone someone part of the Intelligence unit in Chicago. It came along with a lot of worries, fear, anxiety, and what seemed like more alone time than time spent with your partner. But that’s what you had to deal with when dating someone like Adam Ruzek. Someone who loved his job, and lived by it. As you made yourself dinner, making sure to make extra to put in the fridge for Adam you flashbacked to the night you made each other that promise.

Adam was working on a case which meant he wasn’t going to be home until late. You two had been dating for about 7 months. The only problem was the longer you were with him the more anxious you got. As your love grew for him so did your worries. Every time your phone rang your heart dropped before looking at the caller ID, every time he left for work you wondered if he would be coming back. It was only a matter of time right? There was no way he couldn’t get hurt with the amount of danger he was put in everyday. Of course you couldn’t share these thoughts with Adam. He’s had people leave him because of his job before, and you didn’t want to be one of those girls. Even though it was hard it was part of the reason you loved him so much. However, today you hadn’t heard from Adam in over 5 hours, and your anxiety was quickly taking over. You found yourself glancing at your phone every two minutes despite you trying to distract yourself. You understood that he was working, but a simple “Hey, I hope you’re having a good day.” Text would’ve sufficed. By the time he came walking in the door two hours later you were on the verge of driving to the unit yourself. You flew into his arms holding tight slightly knocking him backwards causing him to drop his bag. You heard him chuckle before regaining his balance and wrapping his arms around your waist.

“Well, hello to you too beautiful.” He smiled kissing the top of your head. Now that you knew he was okay the anger began to take over you replacing the anxiety that was there. You crossed your arms against your chest taking a few steps back from him throwing him a glare. “Uh.. I’m getting mixed signals here.” He raised his eyebrow while taking his jacket off to hang it up.

“I haven’t heard from you in 7 hours!” You raised your voice.

“Sorry, I was working.” He shrugged walking past you to grab and drink out of the fridge before leaning up against the counter.

“And you couldn’t take 2 seconds out of your day to text me back?” You questioned turning towards him.

“No actually we were quite busy. You know trying to catch a murderer and all.” He rolled his eyes, “Why are you so worked up?” He asked taking a drink of his water.

“Maybe because I was worried sick that my boyfriend was dead?” You shouted getting angrier at his calm demeanor.

“Come on, [Y/N], you’re being ridiculous. Stop exaggerating. This isn’t anything new. I do this everyday why are you acting like this all of a sudden?” He snipped back harsher than before.

“Seriously Adam! I’ve tried to keep it to myself, but I can’t help but worry when you’re out doing that everyday. You’re in danger constantly. I’m sorry that all I wanted was a simple text so I know that you’re okay.” You yelled at first, but got quieter with each word.

“Well, I’m sorry to break to to you [Y/N], but I don’t always have time to text you back. If you can’t handle that then you should probably just leave now because you’ve got a long life ahead of you if you’re already worrying like this. I warned you what you were getting into before we started dating.” He said calmly walking past me into the living room, but you seen the hurt clear in his eyes. You walked into your room slamming the door before breaking down. You knew you shouldn’t have said anything to him, but maybe he’s right. Maybe this is too much to deal with. You fell asleep trying to distract your mind from the stupid thoughts. You were woken up by the alarm blaring next to your head, quickly turning it off you got up to get ready for work. After showering and getting dressed you walked out to make a cup of coffee. You noticed a blanket laying on the couch realizing Adam must’ve slept there last night. You seen his coat missing meaning he had already left for work. You didn’t bother texting him Goodmorning as you were still slightly angry from last night. You climbed into your car to make your way to the office and went about your normal day. Right before lunch time your office phone began to ring. Picking it up you answered as you always did.

“Hello, [Y/N] [Y/L/N]’s office.” You said cheerfully.

“[Y/N], it’s Erin, I tired to call your cell, but you weren’t picking up.” Erin said quickly.

“Sorry, I left it in my pur-“ You began to explain, but she cut you off.

“It’s Adam. He was shot. He’s on his way to Med now it was a trap..” she continued, but you slammed the phone down gathering your things and running down to your car. You sped to Chicago Med as quickly as you could. Tears starting to run down your face. This is it. This is the call you had been waiting for, you thought as you rushed into the hospital seeing the intelligence unit huddled in a corner together. You ran over. Erin seen you walking in immediately pulling you into a hug just as you reached the group before you could ask anything. You felt a hand rub the back of your shoulder. Turning to see it was Hank.

“He’s in surgery now. They’re hoping it didn’t hit anything vital. Ruzek is one of the toughest cops I’ve ever met. He’s going to be fine. Okay?” He said looking into your eyes. You nodded your head sighing deeply before pausing.

“Did you get him?” You looked around at the group.

“Of course we did.” Jay looked at you giving you a sincere smile. You gave him a small smile back before sitting down in between the group. You could feel the tension. Even though none of them wanted to admit it you had seen the looks they gave each other, and could sense the nervousness surrounding you. After what seemed like hours you looked up to see Will walking towards you as everyone stood up almost as if it was on a cue. He walked facing you, but also to talk to everyone else.

“He’s a lucky guy,” he smiled at you before continuing “an inch to the left and he would’ve been dead, but he’s going to be okay.” He reached out to put a hand on your shoulder. Everyone left out a huge sigh. “It’s going to be a little bit before he’s back to 100%, but it’s up to you to make sure he relaxes so he can heal quickly. That means no going to work for atleast a month. Then I would suggest desk duty for however long you feel fit.” He said directing it towards Hank as you seen him nod. “You’re more than welcome to go back to his room, but he probably won’t wake up for atleast a couple hours.”

“Thank you so much.” You pulled Will into a hug before he went off to save more lives.

“Well good luck keeping that one in check.” Antonio looked at you smirking.

“That’s going to be more work than my actual job.” You laughed. Everyone hugged you once more before you headed back to Adam’s room. They decided they would come back whenever he was awake. As you walked in to see Adam surrounded by machines your heart dropped to your stomach. You walked over grabbing his hand pulling a chair closer to the bed so you could sit close enough to him. You ran a finger over his face tracing his features watching him stay still calm in his sleep. Eventually you drifted off to sleep as well. You were awoken with a groan causing you to spring your head up. You watched Adam slowly blinking his eyes open and closed obviously trying to adjust to the light before groaning again. You squeezed his hand as his turned his head to face you.

“Hi.” You smiled lifting your hand to run across his cheek.

“Why the fuck do I feel like I got hit by a bus.” He choked out.

“Oh you know bus, bullet same thing.” You joked. He looked at you with a questioning look as you nodded your head. You watched as he began to realize what happened.

“I’m sorry.” He squeezed you hand.

“What if that would’ve been our last conversation Adam. Do you know how terrible I would’ve felt?” You asked a lump forming in your throat.

“I know. I don’t want to listen to the whole I told you so thing, but you were right. I’m not as invincible as I thought.” He sighed.

“I’m just glad you’re okay babe, but there’s not much you can do it about it. It is your job. I just don’t want to look back on something like last night knowing that was our last moment together. That your last words to me were basically telling me to leave.” You sniffled.

“I know baby, and I’m sorry.” He squeezed your hand again. Pulling you closer to him. “How about we make a deal?” He looked at you as you down on the bed beside him now.

“What’s that?” You raised an eyebrow.

“Every time I go to do anything for a case I text or call and tell you I love you. That way we can do everything in our power to make sure that our last words to each other are worth it, and you don’t have to worry as much. Plus it’ll be like our own hidden language.” He smiles bring your hand to his lips.

“I’d like that.” You smiled kissing his forehead.

“So what’d the doctors have to say?” He questioned leaning his head on your shoulder.

“You’ll be okay, but to make sure you relax so you can heal quickly. It was a close call. You have to be off work for a month, and then Hank can decide how long you’ll be on desk duty.” You answered playing with his fingers. His head shot up off your shoulder looking at you.

“Like hell! I’m not staying away that long!” He began.

“Oh here we go...” You rolled your eyes preparing yourself.

[halstudandruz]

Research Purposes ~ Part 3

*Gif: Not mine; credit to @thompsonconnors

Pairing: Jay Halstead x Reader/ Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: What happened after Adam catches you and Jay? Part 1 (18+) here /// Part 2 here

Warnings: Swearing

A/N: I used some dialogue from S6E10, but the rest of the episode doesn’t pertain

A/N 2: Wouldn’t you all be pissed if I ended up putting the reader with Ruzek 😂

You and Jay were on his couch silently eating pizza and watching Hulu. Not having said very many words to each other in the last two hours.

“I didn’t want him to find out that way.” You eventually broke the silence. Jay reached for the remote pausing the show to turn and face you as you sat up away from where you were cuddled into his side. “I mean I wasn’t ecstatic about him sleeping with Hailey, but if he would’ve just told me and been upfront about it I think I could’ve handled it better.” You admitted.

“So you wouldn’t have slept with me in other words?” He joked making you chuckle.

“Oh I still would’ve done that.” You smiled.

“I think he just didn’t want to hurt you. You know Adam. That would have never been his intention.” Jay replied.

“Well no I don’t think he did it on purpose, but I just turned around and did the same thing to him. What if he thinks it was out of spite?” You sighed.

“You don’t have any obligations to each other any more, [Y/N].” Jay shook his head.

“I know it’s hard for you to understand, and it’s hard for me to explain to be honest. You have to remember we were engaged. It wasn’t some fling. Our relationship was serious. I wanted to be with him. I wanted to have a family with him, and when it ended it hurt like hell. I know I don’t have any obligation to him, but in order to see him everyday. Work with him everyday. There has to be a different kind of respect, a different kind of… regard for each other than we have with everyone else or it won’t work.” You tried to explain.

“Then why didn’t you just tell him about us?” Jay finally asked.

“Because I don’t even know what’s going on here.” You laughed, “I mean are we just fucking? Cause if that’s the case we should be doing a lot more of it.” You pointed out, reminding him how more and more nights have ended in just a cuddle session in his bed.

“You know I’m not good with emotions and saying how I feel, [Y/N].” He sighed, “I honestly didn’t expect for this to happen. One night of fun turned into wanting you here every night. Ya know? Regardless of whether it ended in us sleeping together or you just... in my arms.” He rubbed the back of his neck nervously.

“Jay, if they go up in flames and Hailey comes running to you where does that leave me?” You eventually asked the question that had been pegging you for the last few weeks.

“You know that’s not fair to ask me when I could ask you the same thing.” He replied.

“You don’t think I know that?” You questioned, head falling into your hands, “I don’t know, Jay. Okay? I-I don’t know!”

“What are you saying?” He pushed.

“I’m saying maybe it shouldn’t be this hard.” You shook your head, emotions running through you, tense silence falling between you two again. “I’m really tired.” You admitted, leaning your head against the back of the couch.

“Alright come on let’s go to bed.” He stood up turning the tv off and moving to clean your plates up.

“Do you want me to sleep on the couch?” You asked, biting at your lip and he turned to give you an incredulous look.

“Why would you think I would want that? You know I sleep better with you beside me.” He replied making you smile, body feeling just a little bit lighter.

“Yeah me too.” You agreed, helping him clean a little before going through your bedtime routines comfortably. Sliding naturally into his body once you laid down.

“Goodnight, baby.” Jay whispered into your hair laying a gentle kiss on your forehead.

“Goodnight.” You said, returning a light kiss onto his chest, nuzzling further into his arms.

“Come on [Y/N] you gotta get up.” Jay tried to wake you with soft kisses across your neck and shoulder. Groaning you didn’t move, “I promise I let you sleep as long as possible.”

“Can we just get my car registered for a spot already?” You whined.

“You’re the one that said that was and I quote “testing our luck and a waste of money.”” He teased.

“I will give my life savings for ten more minutes of sleep.” You replied, sinking further back into Jay’s warm chest.

“No, no, no!” He lectured rolling away from you.

“Ugh, fine.” You grumbled pulling yourself out of his bed turning to see him lying in only his boxers, “Are you trying to provoke me?” You gestured to his body causing him to chuckle.

“If I wanted to provoke you I could do a hell of a lot better than this.” He smirked, “Plus I already got my own shower this morning so no go.” He shooed you away getting up to riffle through his dresser. Rolling your eyes you trudged to the bathroom to get ready for the day.

The ride to the district was filled with a comfortable silence, the tension from the night before gone. He put his truck in park after pulling up behind your car.

“Just so you know I’m gonna stay at my place tonight.” You informed him, reaching for the door handle.

“What? Why?” He practically whined, but a nervous tone seeped in as well.

“Because I see you all day everyday and I would like to binge a carton of ice cream without your judging eyes on me the entire time.” You joked.

“I do not judge you.” He defended.

“Uh huh of course not babe. See you in a few.” You leaned over to give him a quick kiss before climbing out of the truck.

When you got to the district Trudy whistled to you summoning you over. You stood in front of it, hands clasped together on her desk. “Goodmorning.” You stated cautiously.

“Wanna tell me why rebel without a cause looks like someone pissed in his coffee this morning?” She raised an eyebrow at you.

“No, I do not.” You replied.

“Well then just a friendly warning to step cautiously today.” She looked back down at her desk nodding her head towards the steps.

“Yeah..thanks Sarge.” You sighed moving to buzz in. You could feel the edginess when you entered the bullpen, but you couldn’t tell who else had noticed it. “Goodmorning.” You mumbled passing everyone on the way to your desk. Luckily everyone was able to work normally despite the obvious agitation in Adam’s demeanor, but per Platt’s advice you stayed out of his way as much as possible.

“Alright so we do it the old-fashioned way. Farm it off. Every beat cop and CTA worker, get every gang and tact unit across the city. If someone knows this guy, that picture’s gonna be enough to spark it. Ruzek, you run it past Mark.” Hank ordered before moving back into his office. Everyone nodded moving towards Jay’s desk to make plans. Adam moved off on his own and out of the corner of your eye you watched Hailey follow behind him. Sighing you looked back to Kevin making mental notes of the plan he was laying out to Jay.

“Alright let’s roll.” Kevin shrugged on his jacket when you heard yelling in the distance. The three of you exchanged confused glances before you easily picked up Adam’s voice.

“It’s Adam and Hailey. They’re downstairs.” You informed the two men, detouring your route to hurrying down the steps, their voices only getting louder as you made your way towards them.

“I’m not gonna talk about policing with you again!” Adam’s distinct voice carried.

“I care about you, I care about you and I-“ Hailey fought back, stopping to turn when she noticed the three of you enter the room.

“We can hear you guys in the stairwell. What the hell are you doing?” Jay asked, looking between the two. Hailey looking guilty and Adam standing at defense, restlessness clear in his frame, from more than just the conversation you were guessing.

“Nothing. It’s fine. Sorry.” Hailey cleared her throat, shaking her head.

“You cannot be having this conversation here. It’s not the time or place.” Jay warned, glancing back up the steps.

“Oh but it’s a perfectly fine place for you to stick your tongue down [Y/N]’s throat?” Adam bit back and you watched Hailey’s eyes go wide flicking between all of you.

“What?” She asked and the look in her eyes at the information pinged a feeling of jealousy deep in your stomach.

“Oh yeah you didn’t know?” Adam took a step towards Jay, anger radiating off of him.

“Watch yourself. Who do you think you're talking to?” Jay straightened his body, jaw clenched.

“I’m not scared of you, Halstead. I’m not some rookie straight out of the academy anymore.” Adam pointed out.

“All of you, cool it.” Kevin whispered harshly stepping between the two men, ”unless you want Voight to find out whatever is going on here I suggest you all get back to what you were supposed to be doing.” He ordered. Adam threw you a cold glare before maneuvering around Kevin and heading up the stairs.

“We’re supposed to be out securing an ID.” Jay grumbled stalking out of the door, Hailey following behind slowly.

“To be a fly on the wall in that car.” Kevin winced looking back to you.

“Yeah.” You laughed dryly. Starting to walk towards the parking lot.

“Hey, it’s gonna be fine.” He tried to reassure you once he slipped into the driver's seat, starting the engine. Kevin knew more of what was going on then anybody else did. You and him had been partners in crime since your first day at the district and even before that in the academy. Your partnership was comfortable and he knew you better than most people. You had each other’s backs always, and even though he was best friends with Adam, who had without a doubt been chirping in his ear about his discovery the night prior, Kevin always remained neutral. So, you knew he would lay it straight for you. He found out about you and Jay the Monday after it had happened. You were pretty good at hiding stuff, but not with him. He could read you like a book.

“This is such a fucking mess.” You huffed watching out the window.

“Well I’m certainly not going to tell you you’re wrong there.” He agreed blatantly, “You should’ve been more careful.”

“You don’t think I know that, Kev? But it’s done now. He knows and I have to find a way to deal with it. I don’t even understand why he’s so mad. He’s doing the same thing with her, and I didn’t act like a jealous teenager when I found out. What he just did was unnecessary.” You sighed heavily knowing that there was more to the story. “I know he’s going through more than just this. I can tell this case is getting to him and he’s struggling and honestly it kills me that I can’t be there for him. It kills me every time I can’t help him through it. I miss him and what we had, but maybe it is for the best. But.. I don’t fucking know! How am I supposed to know?” You slammed a fist against the dashboard and Kevin didn’t even flinch. Adam was impulsive and had a short fuse, but what had happened a few minutes prior was not something Adam would do on a normal day.

“So, what are going to do about it?” Kevin asked looking over at you expectantly, but all that came was silence. You didn’t know. Did Adam still want to be with you? Was that why he was so angry or was it just a lingering reaction? If he was jealous, if this thing between you the two of you was still a possibility then what? Plus Hailey knew now. What if that pushed her in a direction you didn’t want her to go? Maybe it opened her eyes. Maybe she was confessing her feelings to Jay right now in his truck and that scared you. An uncomfortable selfish feeling radiated through your body at the thought. The unknown was starting to terrify you. The possibilities, the factors, all of it was too much and you weren’t sure how it was going to play out.

You had finished the case getting out of the district at a decent time that day. Which you were glad for. The room was starting to feel too small. You needed space to breathe and room to think. Which is exactly what you did. For hours until you came to a conclusion. You loved both of them, but in the end you knew who you wanted, who you needed.

You couldn’t keep dragging them around like this. Dragging yourself around like this. You were going to figure it out and you were going to face it head on. Walking up to his door your heart was racing. You had already made up your mind, but that didn’t mean you weren’t scared to actually face it. Taking a deep breath your knuckles lightly rapped the door. How were you supposed to tell someone you loved you didn’t want to be with them? Shifting on your feet you couldn’t help, but chew on your lip, anxiety only heightening when the door swung open.

“We need to talk.”

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[halstudandruz]

Perfect Name

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Picking a baby name is harder than you thought

Warnings: None

“You’re being ridiculous.” Adam rolled his eyes for the thousandth time.

“Do you realize how important this is? We are picking a name that this child is going to live with for who knows maybe the next 100 years!” You exclaimed putting a hand on your stomach protectively.

“To be fair judging by the lifespan of my family the kid’s not living to 100.” Adam shrugged, flipping the page in the book he was holding again.

“Maybe we are going about this wrong.” You thought out loud.

“How is using a baby name book to pick out a baby name,” he emphasized, ”going about it wrong?” He looked at you annoyed.

“I didn’t know, but it clearly isn’t helping!” You huffed throwing a pillow at him.

You were due in a week and you Adam still had yet to decide on a name. You didn’t even have any prospects honestly, and to make matters worse Adam had insisted on not finding out the gender. So, not only did you have to decide on one name you had to agree on two! It was turning out to be harder than you had anticipated. You probably took it too seriously and Adam didn’t seem to take it seriously enough. You didn’t want a common name, but you didn’t want an off the wall name either, and you were hoping to pick something with some significance, but alas here you were failing again.

“Emma?” Adam offered interrupting your thoughts.

“Babe, that’s like the most common name in the last 5 years.” You shook your head.

“Ariana.” He tried again, ignoring your commentary.

“That’s Katie’s daughter's name, can’t have her thinking we stole it.” You replied.

“Abrielle.” He questioned

You thought for a few seconds actually liking that one until you realized automatically shaking your head,

“Nope. I do not need people calling my daughter Abby no thank you.”

“Carter.” He mumbled already preparing for rejection.

“For boy or girl?” You contemplated, liking it for a girl.

“Boy I guess.” He shrugged not looking up.

“Isn’t that Wendy’s son’s name?” You asked, referring to his ex-fiancée.

“How am I supposed to know?” He huffed.

“Khalessi.” He stumbled trying to pronounce it.

“Look away from that book and try to spell it.” You challenged. His eyes met yours blinking a few times and shaking his head making you chuckle.

“You sure you’re not just on board with Adam Jr?” He asked desperately.

“You’re the one that said you didn’t like that.” You laughed.

“It’s starting to grow on me…” He sighed. After a few minutes of silence he set the book down looking back up at you, “you know what I keep coming back to?” He asked.

“I know, me too. But I think we should talk to her first.”

———————

Five days later you lay in the hospital bed newborn baby boy resting in your arms as the intelligence unit surrounded you.

“Well are you going to tell us?” Kim pushed, bouncing on her toes. Kevin nudged her, giving her a look. “Sorry! I’m just excited! This is my favorite part!” She admitted making you laugh.

“Alright everyone, meet Alvin Robert Ruzek.” You announced watching as everyone’s faces grew even more in love if that was possible.

You had invited Meredith over for coffee the week prior, and she had approved graciously with tears running down her face. Ensuring Adam, Al hadn’t seen anybody more like a son than him.

Hank cleared his throat walking forward to shake Adam’s hand.

“There’s nobody else he would want to have it more.” He smiled wide.

“Thanks boss.” Adam clapped him on the back blinking back the tears you spotted in his eyes.

“I know he’ll carry the name proud.” Trudy’s voice quivered as she grinned down at the baby in your arms, and it was then looking back at your husband’s second family tears threatening to pour out of all their eyes that you were reassured you had picked the perfect name.

[halstudandruz]

One Beer

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Based off of One Beer by Hardy ft. Lauren Alaina & Devin Dawson

Warnings: Teen pregnancy, swearing

A/N: This is my first song based imagine so don’t hate me if it’s bad, this song is a jam though

17 in a small town

Weak knees in a CVS

Door locked in the bathroom

What's it gonna be waitin' on that test?

This wasn’t happening. You kept repeating that in your head as you sat on the toilet in the dirty bathroom of the nearest CVS, head in your hands. You were just stressed. Tomorrow was your 18th birthday and you were heading to college soon and life was changing too fast. So, it made sense to be stressed right? That’s why your period was late. It had to be, and you had convinced yourself of that until the timer on your phone went off and a plus sign stared back at you. “Shit.” You cursed feeling your stomach drop. When a knock came on the door. “Yeah, just a minute.” You answered contemplating what to do with the test before stuffing it in your purse and foregoing the garbage before leaving.

Never thought that they'd be

Puttin' those life plans on the shelf

A couple American babies raisin' one up their self

“What’s wrong why do you keep looking at me like that?” Adam asked as you lay beside him in your hammock. Feeling sick after eating your birthday dinner and cake. The nerves of your discovery were certainly not helping.

“Like what?” You asked innocently.

“Like you’re about to tell me you cheated on me or something.” He chuckled nervously looking down at you.

“I didn’t cheat on you.” You rolled your eyes sitting up straighter to look at him.

“Oh good.“ He sighed reaching for your hand before it came out of your mouth without thought.

“I’m pregnant.” The words seemed to hit Adam like a brick as he stiffened beside you expression going blank. After a few seconds of silence you had to break it, “What do you want to do?” You asked snapping him out of his trance as he cleared his throat trying to adjust himself to sit up.

“I um..I don’t know I’m still trying to catch up here.” He shook his head running a hand through his hair, “how long have you..” He asked, figuring you’d catch on to what he was getting at.

“Yesterday morning.” You sighed leaning down to the ground to retrieve your purse and lay the test on his stomach after digging it out. He picked it up bringing it in line with his face which caused his complexion to go even whiter if that was possible.

“Yep. Mhm. That’s a plus sign alright.” He choked out voice sounding dry, “But you only took one?” He held it up to you, “what if it’s a-“ He started before you cut him off.

“Adam..” you pleaded looking at him.

“Yeah..right sorry.” He sighed, taking ahold of one of your hands and squeezing it. “So, what do you want to do?” He asked.

“I don’t know. I can’t make this decision on my own.” You admitted, head falling into your hands.

“Hey, I’m right here.” He grabbed you pulling you back into his chest.

“I’m so scared. My parents are going to kill me.” You said, tears starting to cloud in your eyes at what was becoming more of a reality. “It’s just I’m supposed to be leaving for college in two months, you’re going to the academy in a month. All of our plans are already laid now. Now what?” You cried.

“We have more than one option.” He explained rubbing your back.

“What are you saying? You want to get rid of our baby?” You looked up at him in disbelief.

“I’m saying that whatever you want to do, I am here to support you till the end of our days. No matter what that decision may be.” He reassured you.

“What are you thinking?” You asked after a few minutes of silence.

“I just don’t understand..we’ve always been careful.” He thought out loud.

“Except once.” You bit your lip swallowing hard. He looked back at you head cocked to the side with confusion before realization came over his face sighing heavily.

“Only takes one fuck up I guess, right?” He chuckled nervously, his head falling back, tense silence taking over the environment.

One beer turns into a lit cigarette

Burnin' into a two beer buzz

Three beers turns into five and six

Then a love drunk kiss in the back of that truck

Just like that, everything rearranges

Life changes out of the blue

It's just a Bud Light, but ain't it funny

What one beer can turn into?

It was the night of graduation. You and your friends were celebrating with a party that included plenty of alcohol. It wasn’t uncommon for your clique to be attending a party and even though you were never big on parties or drinking you often accompanied your boyfriend since sophomore year, Adam Ruzek. Adam fit in with the popular crowd easily. He was an athlete, a cocky one at that, and you were the good straight A student that stood by his side. How you ended up with him you would never know just luck you guess. Your parents weren’t exactly keen on the idea of you two at first. He seemed like the guy who would take your heart and step on it the first chance he got, but despite your parents' protests, they learned he was a good guy and boyfriend behind his slightly big ego.

Anyway the biggest party of the year was starting to wind down. You were cuddled into Adam’s side on the couch. Your main friend group crowded around the two of you bullshitting and playing beer pong.

2 years prior you and your friends had stumbled across an abandoned building in the outskirts of Chicago. Naturally you all turned it into a party house. How you still hadn’t gotten caught was beyond you, but that was now a problem for the incoming seniors which you were handing it off to.

Adam has pulled you up off the couch dragging you behind him.

“Hey! Where are you going?” Ryan, Adam’s best friend asked.

“Give us 45 minutes.” Adam answered, still walking towards a different room of the building.

“What do you do with the other 42 minutes?” Ryan joked as the others laughed.

“Fuck off.” Adam chuckled, throwing him the finger. You and Adam were pretty tipsy at this point in the night. Having drank one beer after another. So, whenever you discovered your condom stash was empty the pull out method seemed like a good idea. It wasn’t until a month later you realized how bad of an idea that actually was. Was it the Bud Lights fault or Ryan’s from stealing your stash?

Sesame Street on the TV

A race car rollin' on a cardboard bridge

Crayon stick figure family

Stuck right there front center on the fridge

Flash back to two pink lines

A whole bunch of prayin' and doubtin'

Felt like the end of the world

Now the world don't spin without 'em

5 years later you sat at the kitchen table books and notes sprawled out as you attempted to study. Adam stood behind you cooking dinner while you kept an eye on your son, Hayes, who was right in front of you in the living room. Positioned on his stomach playing with his makeshift toy car race track, created by Adam, while simultaneously watching Sesame Street. Adam was now part of Chicago’s Intelligence unit giving you the opportunity to now go to college. Your retired mother often watched Hayes whenever he wasn’t in school. Admittedly 5 years ago you never thought you’d make it here. You were terrified. Between having to tell your parents and deciding to put college off in hopes of pushing Adam towards his dreams you doubted more often than you didn’t. Praying that it would all work out. A string of waitress and movie theatre jobs being your life as Adam made his way through the academy. But here you were content and happy. And honestly you couldn’t imagine life being any other way. Hayes was your entire world and you never wanted to imagine a day without him, and to think the whole thing started with some alcohol.

[halstudandruz]

Night In (NSFW)

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: “You make such adorable sounds.” Ft. Daddy kink

Warnings: Swearing, smut (18+)

Adam had been working crazy hours, taking over time so that you could pay your new house off faster. He finally had off tonight and you planned to make it special. You had just finished setting your table when he walked through the door.

“Hi baby.” You smiled pecking him on the cheek as he walked past you to the fridge.

“Hi honey. What are you making?” He asked kissing your forehead.

“Your favorite.” You answered, pulling the pan out of the oven.

“Mm, what did I do to deserve that?” He smirked.

“Just working your ass off I guess.” You shrugged moving the pan over to the table.

��————-

3 hours later you were on a blanket in the middle of your living room, blankets, pillows and wrappers from snacks haphazardly thrown around the room, tucked into Adam, him spooning you from behind. His head was tucked tightly into your neck, as you caught up on the series you were most recently binging when you felt the tips of his fingers ghost over your neck instantly drawing goosebumps to your skin as he pulled your hair back, soft lips grazing against your neck. Swallowing hard you ignored him, turning your attention back to the TV, or pretending to at least but Adam knew you too well as you felt him smirk against your shoulder, his arm tightening around your waist pulling you closer into him as he ground into your ass. Giggling you turned slightly to face him.

“Do you need something?” You asked teasingly, eyebrows raised.

“Yes.” He answered simply smiling back at you.

“Well lucky for you after this episode I was planning on stripping you down, and massaging every part of your body. Since you know you've been working so hard.” You explained cupping his cheek.

“I think we should start now. I haven’t been paying attention since this started a half hour ago.” He admitted moving your hand to feel his crotch, where a slight bulge was already present.

“You know,” you started flipping him on his back so you were straddling his waist, “you teach me to be patient, but you’re setting a bad example here.” You teased palms smoothing out over his bare chest to his arms. He grabbed your jaw between his rough fingertips pulling you down so his lips gently brushed against yours as he spoke,

“And I’m pretty sure you’re not supposed to question daddy’s needs.” He teased, voice dropping as he closed the small gap capturing your lips with his. Groaning at the aggressiveness you fell forward catching yourself by planting the palms of your hands on each side of his head. His tongue pushed its way into your mouth asserting his obvious dominance, gripping your hips tightly not wanting you to move even an inch away from him. Tasting him was something you craved so often, and it was always satisfying when you finally did. His lips broke from yours gaining a deep breath as he yanked your shirt off leaving you bare from the waist up, but diving right back in attacking your chest with open mouth kisses and small bites. Humming you ground your hips down into Adam’s gaining you an extra hard bite against your collarbone, one that was sure to leave a mark as he licked the pain away, your breasts in his hands, expertly massaging them. You grabbed ahold of his wrists pinning them above his head as Adam looked at you eyebrow raised and smirk on his face.

“I’m supposed to be pleasing you.” You explained innocently laying a gentle kiss on his lips before moving smoothly down his body kissing across every inch of his abdomen only stopping when you were right in front of his crotch. Meeting his eyes you laid a kiss against his middle. Smirking when he wiggled against his own will, furthering your teasing nature as this time you licked across his clothed dick.

“[Y/N].” He warned, voice thick with tension.

“Yes?” You batted your eyelashes at him taking the tip into your mouth causing him to growl.

“Stop teasing or you’re gonna get it.” He stated through a clenched jaw.

“Wouldn’t want that would we daddy?” You joked hooking your fingers to his shorts and pulling them down along with his boxers discarding them somewhere beside you. You lightly wrapped your fist around his shaft giving a few teasing tugs while you laid a gentle kiss on each of his hips before finally taking the tip into your mouth. Adam groaned lowly at the contact fingers threading through your hair. He let you have control for a while relishing in the feeling of your mouth wrapped around him, tongue swirling in an effort to make him lose control, until he finally took over, grip tightening in your hair, trusting up into your mouth shallowly. Knowing what was coming you adjusted your position hands stretched across his chest. Swallowing against the head of his cock. Growling he thrusted harder, deeper into your throat making you gag, tears immediately appearing at the corner of your eyes. Relaxing your jaw you met Adam’s eyes silently encouraging him. Recognizing the look he bit his lip starting to fuck himself into your mouth, controlling your head movements through his fist in your hair. The tears were rolling down your face throat and jaw aching like none other as Adam stared down at you, grunts growing louder and more consist by the second.

“Holy hell baby girl you’ve never looked better. Letting daddy fuck your mouth. Such a good girl.” He moaned out head falling back into the pillow behind him. Feeling his thrusts becoming more desperate you slid your hands down planting them against his hips to stop his movements. Taking a deep breath he laughed letting you go before pulling you back up to his face. “Thank you. I didn’t have enough self control to stop and I’m certainly not done with you yet.” He smiled wiping the tears away from your cheeks with his thumbs before flipping you underneath him. Leaning down to lay a gentle kiss on your lips. His lips trailing down from your jaw to your chest. His mouth captured one of your nipples while his fingers pressed into your panties. Humming you let your head fall back relaxing into his touch. He huffed a laugh leaning up to look at you, “I see you’ve been wanting this as bad me.” He smirked bringing his glistening fingers to his mouth licking them, making you whimper. “What baby?” He teased gently rubbing you outside your panties.

“Adam, come on baby, please.” You whined wiggling against him for more friction. He chuckled moving your panties to the side to give your clit pressure.

“Patience is a virtue, [Y/N].” He grinned cockily.

“Oh yeah right y-“ You started but gasped when he thrust a finger into you.

“You just gotta use your words baby. Tell me what you want.” He whispered against your ear nipping at it playfully. Making you moan quietly,

“You make such adorable sounds, baby.” He commented, continuing his teasing.

“You. I want you, Adam.” You sighed moving your hips up to his fingers huffing at the shallow thrusts of his finger.

“Aw come on princess. I know you can do better than that.” He encouraged moving his thumb to circle your clit way too lightly.

“Ugh,” you growled getting more frustrated by the second, “I need you in me daddy. Fucking me so hard. Please please please.” You begged thoughts not even embarrassed as your need took over. A satisfied smile came over his face moving away and tugging your underwear down ridding the last piece of clothing between the two of you before tugging you closer towards him.

“Only cause you asked so nicely.” He joked leaning down to kiss you hard before lining himself up with you. You gave him the go ahead before he started to push in. Pain coming over you slightly at the intrusion. He went slow waiting for you to adjust to his size. “Always so tight for me.” He commented kissing at your shoulder.

“Maybe cause I never get fucked.” You joked innocently. At that he raised an eyebrow, amusement on his face as he captured your jaw between his fingers.

“That mouth of yours is gonna get you into trouble one of these days.” He warned, moving slowly.

“A girl can hope.” You shot back, smirk falling off your face when Adam thrusted hard back into you.

“What? No comment now?” He asked moving fast into you. Moaning loudly at his movements you raked your nails down his back, no doubt leaving imprints. After a few minutes Adam’s hands were all over you panting loudly, your leg hoisted on his shoulder as he drilled into you, hitting your sweet spot with each thrust.

“Fuck, daddy.” You cried feeling your release building.

“Come on princess. Do it. Be a good girl. Cum on daddy’s cock.” He encouraged reaching down to rub at your clit and seconds after the contact you yelled out arching into Adam head hitting the floor at the pleasure taking over your body. Just as you came back to reality, you heard a loud groan escape Adam’s mouth before his warmth filled you. Breathing hard Adam regained control slowly pulling out of you to turn on his side before he pulled you into his chest, his heart still thumping loudly against it. You laid in silence, TV in the background barely audible before he broke it,

“Thank you for tonight baby. I love my job, but I miss you so much when we get into cases like we have recently.” He kissed the top of your head, sighing.

“It’s the least I could do. Thank you for working so hard for us.” You replied, kissing his chest.

“You want to go to bed?” He asked.

“Sure. I believe I still owe you a massage...you might have to carry me though. I don’t think I can walk.” You answered seriously making him laugh loudly.

“Damn right you can’t.” He grinned picking you up with him.

[halstudandruz]

No Balance

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: “I thought things were going great”; “Please don’t walk out that door.”

Warnings: None

You just couldn’t do it anymore. You loved Adam more than you ever thought possible at the start, but things couldn’t keep going the way they were now. It wasn’t just that he was a cop. You knew what you were getting yourself into whenever you started dating him. It wasn’t the lonely nights at home, or the random calls cutting your dates and time you actually did spend together short. It wasn’t that he worked and hung out everyday with two of his ex girlfriends. It wasn’t just one thing. It was everything together. All of it together. Piling up, day by day, until you finally broke.

For the third time that week you were eating alone in front of the TV. The worst part was that it wasn’t even like Adam was working on a big case. They were just supposedly bogged down by paperwork, and you had gotten a text from him earlier that he was going to Molly’s once he got off. You understood him wanting to hang out with his friends, but you had barely seen him beyond breakfast the last few days and more often than not lately he was getting home when you were already in bed, despite you trying to stay up and wait for him. On top of that you were having your own issues. Your anxiety was creeping up by the days and even though he promised he would be there for you he was nowhere to be found. You were just becoming increasingly irritated and over it all.

You had texted Adam and hour before asking when he would be home and you still had no response. Sighing heavily you made a decision assuming he would probably once again be gone for another few hours. Walking into your shared bedroom you pulled a few bags out beginning to throw your stuff into them. In about 45 minutes you had succeeded and headed out to your living room grabbing a tablet and pen setting your bags by the door. Unfortunately for you Adam had actually decided to come home at somewhat decent hour (if you consider midnight a decent hour that is.) You heard the door open and him mutter a swear word as he tripped over what you assumed was one of your bags.

“[Y/N]? Babe?” He called out coming in search of you. Groaning you set the pen down in your hand and stood up. A look of relief washed over his entire body when he spotted you.

“Hey..” You trailed off looking down at the floor.

“Why are there a bunch of bags by the door?” He asked stepping towards you but stopping when you stepped back. You watched his shoulders tense as panic came over his features. “[Y/N]..?” He asked again barely above a whisper.

“I’m sorry..” You swallowed hard not daring to meet his eyes.

“For what? What’s going on?” He looked around fidgety.

“I just can’t do it anymore.” You explained.

“Do what?” He questioned.

“This.” You gestured around the room. “I feel so alone Adam. All the time.” You answered.

“What do you mean? I-” He rushed before you cut him off.

“Adam. Come on.” You sighed.

“I...I thought things were going great.” He shook his head.

“I love you Adam. I really do, but this just isn’t working anymore. It’s not just your job anymore it’s everything. All of it. I feel like there’s no balance. I come second to everyone else in this entire city.” You clenched your jaw trying to stay strong.

“You know that’s not true.” He begged trying to step towards to again, but this time you averted your eyes walking around him.

“I can’t talk about this right now. I just..need some space.” You bit your lip to stop it from quivering picking your bags up.

“Babe wait..please..please don’t walk out that door.” He begged as you reached for the handle, voice croaking.

“I love you. I’m sorry.” You cried finally walking out the door against his wishes. You weren’t sure what was going to happen. Whether everything was fixable or not. Whether he was even willing to fix it, but this was the only step you could take for that to be possible, and even though your heart felt shattered all you could do was hope for the best. Hope that Adam would somehow still be in your future and he would understand that there was a reason you were doing this.

[halstudandruz]

Adam Ruzek- NSFW Alphabet

*Not my gif*

18+

A-Z

A: Aftercare

Adam likes to cuddle. As soon as you both clean up he pulls you into his arms kissing your head telling you how much he loves you and how lucky he is to have you before you both go to sleep.

B- Body Part

He takes pride in his face. It may sound stupid, but he just thinks he has a good looking face, which translates into his cocky attitude. He also likes his arms especially when they’re littered with your scratch marks. He’s an ass guy and he loves your ass. There’s way too many times he slaps it as he walks past you. There’s also a reason he loves doggy.

C: Cum

Adam cums a lot. Neither of you know why but he just does. He usually lets you make the decision on what to do with it. Whether you want it inside you, on you, down your throat, whatever you want he is more than happy to oblige.

D: Dirty Secret

He likes it whenever people can hear you. Specifically his best friends Jay and Kev. He does you especially hard in the locker room when he knows they’re the only ones there just because it gives him a chance to be even cockier. He also would be open to the idea of you dominating him, but he is too confident to admit that or bring it up.

E: Experience

Adam is quite experienced that’s no lie. However he has learned that not every girl is the same, not every pussy is the same. So, the first couple times you have sex he makes sure to figure out what you like best, but regardless he is still fucking incredible.

F: Favorite Position

Adam likes doggy. Like I said he is an ass guy and he gets a perfect view of your ass for one. Secondly he loves having control and there are few other positions you could have as much control as he does in doggy. Loves grabbing your hair and kissing up and down your back while he’s at it.

G:Goofy

Sex with Adam is full of laughs most of the time. He just is an overall funny and cute guy deep down and that comes out during sex too.

H: Hair

Although there is some stubble sometimes he never lets it get past that. You don’t mind the stubble at all, but he would never let it get too bad.

I: Intimacy

Adam can be romantic if he really wants to be, but most of the time he doesn’t waste a lot of time with foreplay. The best though is when he looks into your eyes. Whether that be when he’s eating you out, when your sucking his dick, or just when he’s fucking you he loves looking into your eyes, and you just get mesmerized.

J: Jack Off

Adam likes to masturbate. Most of the time it’s in the shower in the mornings and you almost always get a Snapchat of it. He assures you he would much rather have your lips, hand, or pussy wrapped around his dick though and he will later.

K: Kinks

Adam likes spanking, role playing, public sex (not so you get caught just the risk of it), and has a big daddy kink.

“Tell me how much you love daddy fucking you baby.”

He wants to try anal and is always trying to convince you, but you haven’t let him that far yet.

L: Location

In the shower, locker room of the district, or the bed. He likes having you pressed up against the wall hands holding you, plus showers make for an easier clean up, but he also likes to have his space to work with you.

M: Motivation

Adam likes it whenever you throw him that look. You’ve mastered sexual communication at this point so when you’re setting across from him a Molly’s and send him “the look” he is quick to excuse you both from the table.

He likes when you wear lipstick. Even though you wear simple makeup everyday you rarely wear lipstick. And when you do all he can do is stare at your lips picturing them wrapped around his dick.

He likes when you wear your hair down. It doesn’t happen very often, but he really enjoys it when you do. There’s just something about being able to wrap his fingers in it that gets him going.

N: NO

Adam doesn’t really say no to a ton except sharing. He will not share you with others plan and simple. He may like people to hear you, but people are NOT allowed to see you.

O: Oral

It’s not that Adam is selfish he just loves getting blowjobs. He loves seeing your spit roll down his dick and your face. He loves looking into your eyes while your lips are taking care of him, and he loves being able to grab your hair to fuck into you. You just take it so well and he loves every second. He also loves tasting you and pleasing you though don’t get that wrong.

“Wow do you look incredible with your lips wrapped around my dick.”

“I can’t wait to cum all over your face and down your throat princess.”

P: Pace

Sex with Adam is rough. Even when he goes slow he is still rough. It’s just his nature.

Q: Quickie

Adam is all for quickies. The more times he gets to cum inside you the better his day is.

R: Risk

Adam likes a little risk. He is a bad boy after all. So, if that means fucking in a park behind some bushes so be it.

S: Stamina

He has good stamina, but he doesn’t really care to last that long. He likes to fuck you hard and fast. His recovery time is great though too.

T: Toy

Sounds crazy but I think Adam would totally be into a lot of toys. He would love using them on you, love you using them on him. He’s just open to it all.

U: Unfair

Yes, Adam’s a fucking tease. The only bad thing is he doesn’t have the patience to tease. He loves the idea of being able to tease you, but the second you are alone you are quickly bent over for him.

V: Volume

Adam doesn’t care if he’s loud. His moans, growls, and curses can take over a room if he’s really into it.

W: Wild Card (Would he ever cheat?)

No. You have changed him for the better. He never knew if he could be tied down. He never could accept that he would only have sex with one person for the rest of his life. Even though he tried multiple times to convince himself there was a reason he kept pushing the wedding. He was scared of commitment, but looking at you. He’s no longer scared. He knows without a doubt he wants to be with you and only you and he is more than okay with knowing you are the only person he is going to have sex with for the rest of his life.

X: X-Ray

Adam’s dick is huge. There’s no other reason he is so cocky. He has a right to be. Your first time you were a little scared upon seeing it. He must’ve noticed your eyes get a little bigger because he promised he would spend all night loosening you up if he had to. Promising you he wasn’t going to hurt you.

Y: Yearning

His sex drive is high. You barely have time to recover before he wants another round. You wouldn’t be caught dead complaining though you love every part of it.

Z: Zzz

Adam falls asleep almost immediately after sex. He doesn’t mean to he’s just a generally sleepy person.

[halstudandruz]

Reunited

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Adam comes home from being undercover

Warnings: None

It is not that you’re a clingy girlfriend, but dating a cop is different. So, whenever Adam informed you he was being sent on an undercover mission for an unknown period of time you couldn't shake the anxiety that came along with it. However, it was his job and there was nothing you could do about it. You relied on his very random and brief calls to get you through. Voight kept you up to date as much as he could, assuring you when they had heard from him. It had been a little over three months whenever you finally got the call informing you that he had succeeded and was coming home. You were ecstatic. Adam had told you that someone from the district was going to pick him up so to not worry about it. You spent the day getting ready for him to come home. Making sure the house was spotless and cooking his favorite dinner. As soon as you finished setting the table you heard the door open. Immediately engulfing him in a hug. He was knocked backwards making a huff as the breath was knocked out of him for a second bag flying out of his hand. He chuckled closing the door behind him before pulling you closer.

“Hi babygirl.” He whispered kissing your forehead. You stood head tucked into his neck, arms wrapped around his biceps, taking in his scent. An airy scent of slight cinnamon filled your nose. One that you had missed so much. Eventually you leaned back taking in his appearance. His beard and hair had both grown a little longer than when you had last seen him. You reached up as instinct running your hand through his hair, reaching on your tiptoes to kiss him as your hand reached the nape of his neck, hair from his beard tickling your lips slightly. It was hard not to fall into a trance finally being able to taste him again, but reluctantly you pulled away looking up at him.

“I missed you so much.” You sighed hugging him tightly again.

“I know, me too baby.” He rubbed his hand up and down your back. Eventually you backed away taking his hand to lead him over to the table where the food was still warm. He sat down across from you holding your hand as he told you all about his mission. After you were done eating you sent him in the living room as you cleaned up. Once putting the food away and cleaning the dishes you walked in the living room to see Adam sprawled out along the couch. As he seen you walk in a smile spread across his face opening his arms for you to join him. You mirrored his expression walking over to collapse into him. You laid your chin on his chest looking up at him.

“Never leave me again.” You whined kissing his clothed chest.

“I can’t promise you that, but I do promise to always come home to you.” He smiled pulling you up so you hovered over his face. He grabbed each side of your face thumb brushing at your cheek bone, “I love you so much. You have no idea how much I missed you. I’m so glad to be home.” Adam admitted pulling your lips to meet his and this time you let the trance overtake you.

[halstudandruz]

Father’s Day

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Father’s Day

Warnings: None

“Alright buddy, you ready to make daddy breakfast?” You asked pulling eggs out of the fridge as your son sat on the counter nodding his head smiling. You helped him down and up onto his step stoll helping him crack the eggs. He helped you flip the pancakes and butter the toast. Just as you put everything on the plate Adam came walking out of the bedroom.

“Daddyyyyy!” Bryant exclaimed taking off towards Adam. Adam laughed picking him up into his arms.

“Hey buddy, what are you doing?” He asked walking over toward you.

“Helping mommy make you breakfast!” Bryant smiled widely.

“Well it smells great.” Adam grinned walking over kissing you.

“Happy Father’s Day babe.” You said kissing him on the cheek and laying the stuff on your table. Adam set down with Bryant on his lap.

“I gotta go get something.” Bryant mumbled jumping down running off towards his room.

“How is he so energetic this early?” Adam laughed eating his breakfast.

“I wish I knew.” You chuckled setting down across from Adam as Bryant came rushing back into the kitchen.

“Look what I made!” Bryant said outstretching the card he made to Adam. Adam smiled taking it from him.

“Wow buddy this is awesome! Thank you!” Adam exclaimed looking over the card hugging Bryant and kissing his head. You had spent the day taking Adam to a Cub’s game. By the time you got home Bryant was starting to get cranky and more than ready for his nap.

“Alright little man, lets give daddy one of his presents then its time for your nap.” You kissed his head handing him off to Adam as you went to retrieve Adam’s present. Adam opened the Apple Watch you had gotten him thanking you both before he got up taking Bryant off to put him to bed. You put most of the stuff away that you had taken with you then snuck over standing in Bryant’s door way. Watching your husband and son. You watched Adam sing him his favorite lullaby, tuck him in, hand him his teddy bear he had gotten for him the day he was born, and kissed him on the head telling him how much he loved him. You heard Bryant whisper a Happy Father’s Day to Adam telling him how much he loved him back. You couldn’t help the huge smile that covered your face. You backed up as Adam walked out shutting the door behind him. “You’re such an incredible dad.” You smiled walking over to hug him.

“You think so?” Adam grinned looking down at you as you nodded your head. “Well that’s good cause I want another.” He stated.

“Right now?” You asked raising your eyebrow at him.

“No better time to start.” He shrugged picking you up over his shoulder causing you to giggle as he walked into your bedroom tossing you on the bed. Just as he started to kiss down your neck you heard footsteps come into your room. Adam lifted his head turning around to see Bryant standing in the doorway. “What’s wrong buddy?” Adam asked still laying on top of you.

“I decided I’d like to take a nap with you.” Bryant shrugged walking over to crawl up onto the bed.

“I guess I can’t say no to that.” Adam chuckled rolling off you and lifting Bryant up to place in between you two. Bryant snuggled in between you two falling asleep quickly.

“Don’t worry you can call me daddy later too.” Adam smirked winking at you. You rolled your eyes chuckling as he kissed your forehead getting comfortable for you to all fall asleep. By next Father’s Day Adam’s wish would have been granted.

[halstudandruz]

Stalker

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Reader’s ex boyfriend keeps harassing her, Adam steps in.

Warnings: Talk of physical abuse

I haven’t been dating Adam long. Only a couple months, it did seem like a whirlwind kind of relationship though. Regardless of his player status Adam was an incredible boyfriend. Of course he lucked out. Being compared to my ex would make anyone look like an awesome boyfriend to be fair. I had dated Eric for a little over two years. It started off good but as we neared our first year it was as though we did a 180. It turned into constant fights, controlling behavior, and mental abuse. I had a hard time getting out of the relationship from then on out. He was controlling, never wanted me out of his sight, always had to know what I was doing, where, and who I was with. I knew I had to get out I just didn’t know how to go about it knowing he had a temper, and always being on edge that it would soon turn into physical abuse as well. Unfortunately I was right. Naturally he used the excuse that he was drunk and promised he would never would hurt me again, but I knew better. I was not going to get stuck. After that night I took the only action I could think of. I blocked his number and got a restraining order. Although I knew if he really wanted to come and hurt me that wouldn’t stop him, but I was hoping he would get the idea. Interestingly enough this was the first time I met Adam. I was talking to Sergeant Platt at the desk getting everything done whenever Adam accidentally bumped into me. He claimed he was never this impulsive but just felt like he needed to ask me out for a drink. I didn’t buy his claim to begin with, and looking at Platt’s face I knew he was always this impulsive. I was not planning on jumping in a relationship, but I figured a free drink and nice conversation wouldn’t hurt so I agreed. Little did I know that night would lead to much more. That night Adam had seen the bruises around my neck and arms. I thought I had put on enough makeup, but as the night went on apparently it faded off a little. Although he never pointed it out I could see his focus on them and what seemed to be slight rage, but we never talked about it. I had told him the basis of my relationship with Eric, but that was all. Within the last few months Eric has tried to get ahold of me. I had blocked him on Facebook, but ended up having to delete my account since he kept creating new ones to stalk me. A few times I spotted him in the coffee shop I had frequented when we were dating, but was lucky enough to see him before entering. I was quickly accumulating a good amount of blocked numbers. I wasn’t sure if he was getting new numbers and texting me or borrowing other’s phones to contact me. Either way I wasn’t having any of it. Lastly, he had tried to show up to my work on multiple occasions, but we had good enough security it wasn’t an issue. I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t on edge a lot of the time, but I never told Adam of anything that was happening. Adam had become very protective of me in the short time we were together probably because it was part of his nature. I didn’t want to cause anymore problems than what was needed so I tried to deal with it myself, or more so avoid it as much as I could, but that soon came to a halt. I was supposed to be getting lunch with Adam so I was waiting for him to meet me at a sandwich place not far from his work. He had gotten caught up in a case so he told me he was going to be a few minutes late which I said was fine. I heard the bell ring on the door looking up expecting it to be Adam, but my heart dropped to the floor whenever I seen Eric walking towards me. I was frozen not sure how to react.

“Oh hi. It’s been a while.” Eric smiled sitting in the seat across from me.

“What are you doing here.” I asked sternly.

“Just came to talk.” Eric shrugged grabbing my glass of water taking a drink.

“I have a restraining order. You could get arrested.” I said.

“Come on babe, you know you miss me.” He answered.

“What do you want from me?” I gritted my teeth.

“I seen you have a new boyfriend. Trying to make me jealous?” He raised an eyebrow.

“It is none of your business.” I said.

“Actually yes it is [Y/N]. You left me without any warning, and got a restraining order on me? You just wanted to go around and act like a little whore, but it’s time to come back to reality. Stop fucking around.” He said grabbing my wrist hard trying to pull me up. I heard the door bell go off again eyes going wide whenever I seen Adam walking in. Although Adam had only seen Eric in a few pictures before I knew that he knew exactly who he was. Rage was very clear in Adam’s demeanor whenever he came walking towards us.

“What the fuck do you think you’re doing.” Adam walked up grabbing on Eric shoulder jerking it back so that he let go of my wrist out of surprise. He turned around facing Adam.

“Taking her back. She’s done playing hoe.” Eric said standing tall.

“You must be high if you think for one second she’s going with you.” Adam laughed.

“No just realistic.” Eric answered grabbing my arm very harshly pulling me up making me yelp, and as if on cue Adam hauled off punching him making Eric stumble backwards. Anger took over Eric’s body hurling himself towards Adam. By this time I stood frozen as everyone around us watched in shock. Adam didn’t miss a beat grabbing Eric’s arm twisting him around and throwing him up against the wall while grabbing the cuffs from his belt locking them on Eric. When I heard the bell go off I seen Kevin and Jay walking in.

“Good move jackass. Not only have you violated a restraining order, but you also assaulted an officer.” Adam smirked handing him off to Jay and Kevin

“Fuck you both, I hope yo...” Eric screamed as he was being taken outside. Adam walked over to where I was standing not moving one step as he wrapped his arms around me.

“Are you okay?” He asked which cued the tears to come rolling down my face as he sighed. “Alright come on baby, lets go outside.” He guided me with his hand on the small of my back. He held me in his arms letting me cry until I was ready to talk.

“Where did Jay and Kev come from?” I asked finally catching a breath.

“I called them in whenever I seen he was there. I knew it wasn’t going to end well.” He explained rubbing his hand up and down my back. “Why did he all of a sudden show back up?” Adam asked confused.

“He never went away.” I sighed looking down. “He’s been stalking me this whole time. I just figured he’d eventually stop.” I explained. I could see anger resurface on his face, but he calmed himself down before continuing.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” He asked.

“I just didn’t want to cause more problems. I didn’t think it was a big deal. I figured if he was going to come back for me he would’ve done it months ago.” I answered. He sighed pulling me back into him.

“Baby, I can’t protect you if you don’t tell me this stuff.” He said sternly.

“I know. I’m sorry.” I whispered into his chest.

“I just.. I love you. Okay? I love you and I need you to be safe.” Adam sighed. My heart skipped hearing him say that for the first time.

“I love you too... thank you for saving me.” I smiled kissing this side of his neck.

“That jackass is lucky you were there or he would’ve been dead.” Adam clenched his jaw before picking my hand up very lightly kissing my wrist where it was beginning to bruise. “I will never hurt you. I promise.” Adam whispered into my ear.

[halstudandruz]

Runs in the Family

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: “If you wanted me to take my shirt off, you could’ve just asked.”

Warnings: Shooting, blood

Helping people just came as a second nature to my family. My brother Will being a doctor, my other brother Jay being a cop, and me being a paramedic. Our friend groups were pretty entwined including a number of different relationships. Adam and I had a flirty relationship from the day we met. We never let it turn into anything although he hinted a few drunk hookups and a few not so drunk, but let’s be honest it’s fun playing hard to get sometimes. Plus Adam flirted with everyone, hooked up with multiple people, including people within our group, and I just wasn’t about the drama that I figured would come along with being in a relationship with him. At first Jay didn’t want me dating Adam, but as time passed Adam apparently had convinced him otherwise. Claiming that since meeting me Adam had become more serious and willing to be in a relationship. I was setting in the firehouse whenever I heard the call go out informing us that there was a shooting and an officer was down. Brett and I quickly sprung into action heading off to the scene. Upon arriving a patrolman pointed us in the right direction. I ran over to see Jay putting pressure on Adam’s shoulder. I quickly got down beside him ripping his vest off followed by his shirt covering up the bullet hole with guaze and carrying him to the ambulance with the help of Brett and Jay not taking pressure off the wound. I jumped into the back as Brett got in the front to drive heading to the hospital. I grabbed the oxygen mask trying to put it over Adam’s face. He fought me for a bit before I very kindly told him to knock it off. He continued to groan in pain the whole way to the hospital. A few times he began to lose consciousness what I assumed to be from blood loss, but I got him back begging him to stay with me.

“Adam come on, keep your eyes open. Keep them on me. Please don’t close your eyes.” After getting to the hospital he was rushed in and passed off to Dr. Rhodes. I was too busy focused on helping Adam that it didn’t really hit me what was happening until after he was taken away. I stood outside frozen not wanting to let him go away from my control. It was then that I realized I couldn’t lose him. I was willing to do whatever it took, deal with whatever drama I needed to if that meant I could be with him.

“Hey you good?” Sylvie asked walking behind me. I jumped hearing her voice, clearing my throat and nodding my head. “You stay here. I’ll let Boden know.” Sylvie said as I just shook my head.

“No, it’s fine I-“ I began to protest.

“[Y/N].. stay with him. Don’t miss your opportunity here.” Brett implied. I sighed nodding my head. As she drove away I walked into the waiting room just as the rest of the unit did as well. They all came over asking a million questions. I filled them with as much information as I could. Eventually not too long after Connor came out to our group.

“Well he did lose a good bit of blood, but thanks to [Y/L/N] she was able to keep him consciousness enough that we didn’t have to worry as much. The bullet made it the whole way through so we were able to fix it fairly easily and he should have a fairly easy recovery as well.” Connor explained. Everyone collectively sighed thanking Dr. Rhodes. I went in Adam’s room standing in the background as everyone talked to him. I could see him sending me glances every so often, but I stayed in the corner until everyone left.

“You gonna talk to me now?” Adam joked as I sat down in the chair beside him. I shrugged. He rolled his eyes grabbing my hand with his good arm and pulling me up so I was sitting on the edge of the bed beside him facing him. “What’s wrong?” He asked concerned.

“Nothing.. I’m just glad your okay.” I smiled slightly holding his hand. I needed to tell him how I was feeling, but I couldn’t convince myself. I was so used to pushing it all away.

“Thanks to you. By the way did you ruin my shirt?” Adam asked.

“Yes Adam I had to rip it off.” I rolled my eyes.

“That was my favorite shirt!” He complained.

“I’ll buy you another.” I stated.

“If you wanted me to take my shirt off, you could’ve just asked you know.” Adam smiled.

“And how would you have managed that as you were bleeding out?” I asked.

“I’m not talking about today I’m just talking about anytime.” Adam smirked wiggling his eyebrows. Causing me to blush looking down away from Adam. He titled my chin up to meet my eyes.

“Thank you for saving me..” He whispered rubbing a thumb across my cheek.

“Well..it is my job.” I laughed. “Adam I..I.. I think-“ I continued trying to piece words together not trying to sound stupid but they just kept getting caught in my throat. Causing him to chuckle.

“I know [Y/N], me too..” He bit his lip before pulling me into him. Kissing me before I tucked my head into his neck. I had never been so glad to be a paramedic.

[halstudandruz]

In Sickness and in Health

*Not my gif* (Loved this scene though)

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: No

Warnings: None

It didn’t take long after I got to the unit this morning for Voight to send me home. “Come on, Serg I’m fine.” I croaked out pretending like I couldn’t hear my voice failing me.

“Yeah you keep telling yourself that [Y/L/N], in the meantime go home, get some rest. I don’t need you bringing anyone else down in here.” Voight ordered. I knew better than to argue so I packed my stuff right back up and headed out quickly telling everyone goodbye. I stopped to hug Adam on my way past him.

“Try and get that fever down. I’ll be over after work. Text me and tell me if you need anything. I can try to bring stuff over during lunch too if it gets any worse.” Adam said. I thanked him heading the rest of the way out after he kissed me on my forehead.

“Ruzek, if you go down too don’t count on a day off that’s on you.” I heard Hank yelling from his office as I was walking down the stairs.

“Boss come on! We both know I’m probably gonna catch it...” I heard Adam retorting causing me to giggle.

“Well that didn’t take long.” Platt laughed as I walked past her.

“I should’ve known better.” I rolled my eyes heading back out to my car. The Chicago cold was definitely not helping the cold chills I was already suffering from. As I made my way in the door of my apartment I didn’t hesitate to get changed into leggings and one of Adam’s sweatshirts, if I couldn’t cuddle with him this was the next best thing. I turned on the TV curling up underneath a couple hundred blankets attempting to get rid of the cold around me. Luckily I drifted off to sleep quickly. I woke up to someone playing with my hair. I opened my eyes to see Adam smiling down at me.

“Hi baby girl. How are you feeling?” He asked leaning down to kiss my head.

“I’m okay, what are you doing here? Did I sleep for that long?” I asked trying to see the clock on my tv stand.

“No, it was a slow day just reports, so Voight told me I could come take care of you, and he’d call me if anything went down.” Adam explained. “I’m sorry for waking you up, but you need to eat.” He said before getting up and walking out to the kitchen. He came back into the living room with his hands full. “I got all the essentials. Chicken noodle soup, tissues, advil, tea, ginger ale. You name it I got it.” Adam laughed setting it all down on the coffe table. I watched him lay a pineapple down on the table. I looked at him shooting him a confused look. “What? I read somewhere pineapples help with coughs.” He shrugged opening up the container of chicken noodle soup handing me it with a spoon.

“You’re something else Ruzek,” I laughed taking the container and spoon away from him as he came over to sit beside me. “But I sure as hell love you.” I smiled snuggling into his side carefully eating my soup.

“Even sick you’re beautiful.” He smiled leaning down to kiss me just as I turned my head away so that he got my cheek.

“You get sick and Voight is gonna be pissed.” I pointed out.

“It’ll be fine, plus who knows maybe my kisses are the cure all. I think we both know they are pretty magical.” He wiggled his eyesbrows at me. I rolled my eyes titling my head up to kiss him right before I broke out into a coughing fit.

“Well that didn’t work.” I said after getting my breath back.

“Worth a try.” Adam laughed pulling me closer into his side as we spent the rest of the day cuddling.

[halstudandruz]

Just Another Ex

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: “You don’t want a partner, you want someone you can boss around and control, and that’s not me.”

Warnings: Swearing, gets kinda sexual?¿ 18+

I was fairly new in intelligence still. I had just been transferred over from a drug unit. I expected that I would have to prove my stay and loyalty which I completely understood, but I didn’t realize how long it would take some people to warm up. In particular my partner Adam. I was attracted to Adam when I first met him, but my attitude towards him changed quickly. It had been over 4 months and Adam was still on my ass daily. We butted heads a lot. Not because we had different opinions, but just because he liked having control. Part of me wondered if it was because I was a girl. He didn’t seem to have a problem with Kim or Hailey, but then again I had heard he had more than just co-worker relationships with them. Regardless it was making my job harder than it had to be in some situations. I understood he had seniority over me, and obviously I respected that, but he just pushed me to the edge sometimes. He constantly acted like he could control me and how I went about things, and it was getting harder and harder to keep my mouth shut. Today we were focused on a case that dealt with a few overdoses thanks to a certain gang, a gang in which I had a lot of insight towards thanks to run ins from my former unit. Every time I had tried to give a run down of what I knew Adam seemed to jump in which was quite honestly getting on my last nerve.

“Trey McGreggor, leader of the East Side Pullers. He runs downtown Chicago between 7th and Frank St.” I informed everyone as they sat around listening.

“How do you know this?” Adam asked leaning against his desk.

“Had a few run ins with him in my last unit he-“ I began to explain before he cut me off.

“Obviously didn’t do much if he’s still out in the streets causing more overdoses.” Adam said as though he was being sarcastic before Voight scolded him. After we had finished going over what we had Voight sent Adam and I to surveillance the area Trey had been operating in. Still in annoyance from his earlier comment I had not spoken a word to him the entire ride there. “You know I was joking right?” Adam asked looking through the binoculars. I shrugged watching out the window. “Come on [Y/L/N], that’s what partners do.” He bumped me.

“No Ruzek. You know what I think? I think you don’t want me as a partner. I think you want someone you can boss around and control, and that’s not me. Just because I’m a female does not mean you can boss me around and treat me like crap.” I spit out harshly not looking at him. When I did glance at him his eyes were wide with shock.

“Hey [Y/N] come on. You know that’s not true.” He whispered sincerely.

“No I don’t know that or else I wouldn’t be thinking it.” I shrugged looking over at him.

“Well it’s not true at all. I’m sorry if I really have done something to make you think that.” He said.

“You really think the way you’ve been acting towards me lately is okay?” I asked letting out a laugh.

“No. I know it’s not, and I’m sorry. I just figured it’d be easier that way.” He explained.

“Easier what way?” I asked.

“Nothing, just forget it. I’m sorry okay?” He sighed.

“No tell me what you’re talking about.” I stated.

“No just forget it.” He basically begged.

“Ruzek stop your shit and just tell me the truth. Why do you hate me? Atleast then I can try to fix it.” I partically yelled.

“You want the truth? The truth is I’m attracted to you [Y/N]. I have been since your first day, but I just cannot have another ex in the unit. I refuse to do it. Okay?” He sighed running a hand through his hair.

“So your plan was to make me hate you instead?” I raised an eyebrow at him.

“Well no I didn’t want you to hate me I just.. I don’t know what I was thinking.” He blushed slightly.

“Who says I would want you anyway.” I asked giving him attitude.

“I... I just... I don’t...” Adam fumbled for words blushing harder now making me laugh.

“Alright I will admit I found you attractive too, but your dick attitude completely turned me off.” I shrugged.

“I promise I’m really not a dick. Most of the time anyway.” He chuckled.

“You’ll have to prove that to me.” I bit my lip looking away from him. “What makes you think it would lead to me being another ex? Do you really have that bad of commitment issues?” I asked curious at how it all went down.

“I don’t know.. I wouldn’t say commitment issues it just all got really complicated. I’ve always looked at you differently than all the others. You made me feel something different when you came in and I got to know you and that scared me even more I guess. I had just met you for goodness sakes and I already wanted to make you... feel things. In ways you’ve never thought you could feel. I still do....” Adam admitted making my heart race and throat go dry. I had not expected this conversation to lead here in the slightest.

“Adam I...” I croaked out, but was at a loss for words. I was so torn. 20 minutes ago I wanted to rip his head off for being the biggest dick I’ve ever met, and now I wanted to jump his bones right in this car in the middle of the work day. I could feel the heat on my face, not to mention the heat between my thighs.

“You don’t have to say anything. I get that you didn’t see that coming or feel the same way. I’ve just been holding that back and needed to get it out.” He chuckled before continuing, “I really am sorry for how I’ve treated you. You are one badass cop and should be recognized for that.” He smiled sincerely at me. I smiled back before getting a terrible idea well terrible for Adam anyway. He had put me through the ringer the past few months so I figured it wouldn’t hurt to do so back for the next couple hours. I very gently slid my hand over to his thigh making him send me a confused look. I smirked leaning into his ear.

“You have no idea the things I would do right now just to hear you moan my name..” I whispered slowly as I rubbed up and down his thigh and very gently ran my fingers over his crotch. I heard his breath hitch and could see him swallow visibly hard. “If we weren’t in this car right now I promise I would be down-“ I continued but stopped as I seen Trey walk up the sidewalk. “Oh look there he is!” I exclaimed leaning back over to my seat and picking up the camera as though nothing had happened. I watched out of the corner of my eye as he tried to adjust himself immediately smirking as I heard a whimper escape his mouth, which did things to me as well if we’re being honest. Adam and I didn’t talk much on the way back to the unit. We had turned the camera over to Voight and had worked on the case more at the district before we were told to go home and rest up for tomorrow. I had just finished changing and shut my locker whenever I saw someone come around the corner making me jump. Once I realized it was Adam I relaxed. “You scared the shit out of me you jackass. I thought you were trying to prove you’re not a dick.” I chuckled going to grab my bag, but he grabbed my waist pushing me up against the lockers before I could.

“You think that was funny? I’ve been in pain all day..” Adam raised an eyebrow pressing his body up against mine. I kept my composure ignoring the heat rising on my face.

“Yes I do actually.” I smirked at him. He bit his lip looking me up and down before he slowly lowered his head and slid his lips over my neck. I couldn’t help the whine that escaped my lips and I could feel his smirk against my skin. “Adam what if someone comes in.” I whispered continuing to enjoy everything he was doing.

“Tell me if you want me to stop.” He whispered into my ear before nipping at it making my knees go a little weak and goosebumps to rise on my skin causing him to tighten his grip on my waist.

“Believe me I don’t want you to stop, but I would rather do this somewhere where I don’t have to worry about being interrupted.” I explained digging my nails into his biceps. He leaned back looking at me.

“Are you sure you want this?” He asked even though he seemed to be fighting himself.

“As long as you promise to stop being a dick I do. What about you?” I asked him. He looked conflicted before he gave in nodding.

“As long as you promise not to end up as just another one of my exs I do.” He smiled sincerely.

[halstudandruz]

Meeting the Parents

*Not my gif*

Pairing: Adam Ruzek x Reader

Requested: Yes

Prompt: Reader meets Adam’s dad

Warnings: None

Adam and I had been dating a little over 9 months. I knew him and his dad had a complicated relationship. So, I was kind of surprised when he had asked if I was okay with going over to dad’s for the Fourth of July. I immediately agreed knowing it had to be hard for him to take his step and could see he was visibly nervous already, and it was still a week away when he had asked.

“Alright you ready?” I asked walking into the living room where Adam sat.

“I guess if I have to be.” He grumbled making me roll my eyes.

“Would you stop being negative, it’s going to be fine.” I scolded him as we headed down to the car. Adam didn’t say a word the whole way there. Hands visibly tight on the wheel as he shifted in his seat not able to sit still making me even more nervous. It didn’t take long for us to get there thankfully. “Babe it’s going to be okay.” I assured him kissing him before getting out of the car. I followed Adam in. Where we found his dad in the backyard grilling food.

“Hey dad.” Adam said walking up to shake his hand.

“Hey bud, who’s this?” His dad asked looking over at me, “You already got another one in your pocket? Didn’t you just bring someone else home like yesterday?” Adam’s dad joked making me slightly uncomfortable, nervously laughing.

“This is [Y/N]. [Y/N], this is my dad, Bob.” Adam introduced ignoring his dad’s comment.

“Well it’s nice to meet you [Y/N].” Bob smiled shaking my hand.

“You as well Mr. Ruzek.” I smiled back.

“Please, call me Bob.” He stated making me laugh. After he was done we walked into the house sitting down to talk. “So Adam how long until you get engaged to this one?” He asked chucking to himself.

“Dad.” Adam glared.

“I’m just saying you’ve been engaged what? Three times now? One more couldn’t hurt! Maybe you’ll actually marry this one.” Bob winked at me.

“Stop it.” Adam begged.

“I’m sorry son, it’s just that you haven’t had the best luck with relationships.” He shrugged.

“Thanks dad, I’m aware of that.” Adam said harshly.

“If I may, I’d just like to say I’ll be more than happy to marry Adam when the time comes. I’m completely in love with your son and I don’t plan on ever being like any of his ex’s.” I explained grabbing ahold of Adam’s hand making him relax a little. Bob listened to my little confession breaking out into a smile.

“Well [Y/N], I must say I’m glad he finally found someone that is willing to put up with his shit cause I promise you got a busy life ahead of you when it comes to him.” Bob joked as I laughed agreeing causing Adam to send us both a glare. “I think this calls for some old pictures.” Bob smiled getting up to retrieve some old albums.

“Dad! No! Come on!” Adam yelled after him sighing when he disappeared. “Please don’t make fun of me.” Adam begged giving me puppy dog eyes making me giggle.

“I’m sure you were even cuter back then.” I grinned grabbing his face to kiss him quickly.

“You’re amazing you know that?” Adam asked grabbing onto my hands.

“Yeah I know.” I shrugged making Adam laugh.

“I truly can’t wait to marry you.” Adam admitted before sighing heavily when Bob came back in carrying a few albums smiling wide.

[halstudandruz]

Told You So

Pairing: Adam x reader

Warnings: None

A/N: I don’t love how this ended but hope you enjoy it anyway!

*Gif is not mine*

You pulled out your phone to open the text after you felt it vibrate.

“ I love you, always.”

You smiled quickly typing back your reply.

“Good luck. I love you too. Be safe.”

Dating a cop was not easy. Let alone someone part of the Intelligence unit in Chicago. It came along with a lot of worries, fear, anxiety, and what seemed like more alone time than time spent with your partner. But that’s what you had to deal with when dating someone like Adam Ruzek. Someone who loved his job, and lived by it. As you made yourself dinner, making sure to make extra to put in the fridge for Adam you flashbacked to the night you made each other that promise.

Adam was working on a case which meant he wasn’t going to be home until late. You two had been dating for about 7 months. The only problem was the longer you were with him the more anxious you got. As your love grew for him so did your worries. Every time your phone rang your heart dropped before looking at the caller ID, every time he left for work you wondered if he would be coming back. It was only a matter of time right? There was no way he couldn’t get hurt with the amount of danger he was put in everyday. Of course you couldn’t share these thoughts with Adam. He’s had people leave him because of his job before, and you didn’t want to be one of those girls. Even though it was hard it was part of the reason you loved him so much. However, today you hadn’t heard from Adam in over 5 hours, and your anxiety was quickly taking over. You found yourself glancing at your phone every two minutes despite you trying to distract yourself. You understood that he was working, but a simple “Hey, I hope you’re having a good day.” Text would’ve sufficed. By the time he came walking in the door two hours later you were on the verge of driving to the unit yourself. You flew into his arms holding tight slightly knocking him backwards causing him to drop his bag. You heard him chuckle before regaining his balance and wrapping his arms around your waist.

“Well, hello to you too beautiful.” He smiled kissing the top of your head. Now that you knew he was okay the anger began to take over you replacing the anxiety that was there. You crossed your arms against your chest taking a few steps back from him throwing him a glare. “Uh.. I’m getting mixed signals here.” He raised his eyebrow while taking his jacket off to hang it up.

“I haven’t heard from you in 7 hours!” You raised your voice.

“Sorry, I was working.” He shrugged walking past you to grab and drink out of the fridge before leaning up against the counter.

“And you couldn’t take 2 seconds out of your day to text me back?” You questioned turning towards him.

“No actually we were quite busy. You know trying to catch a murderer and all.” He rolled his eyes, “Why are you so worked up?” He asked taking a drink of his water.

“Maybe because I was worried sick that my boyfriend was dead?” You shouted getting angrier at his calm demeanor.

“Come on, [Y/N], you’re being ridiculous. Stop exaggerating. This isn’t anything new. I do this everyday why are you acting like this all of a sudden?” He snipped back harsher than before.

“Seriously Adam! I’ve tried to keep it to myself, but I can’t help but worry when you’re out doing that everyday. You’re in danger constantly. I’m sorry that all I wanted was a simple text so I know that you’re okay.” You yelled at first, but got quieter with each word.

“Well, I’m sorry to break to to you [Y/N], but I don’t always have time to text you back. If you can’t handle that then you should probably just leave now because you’ve got a long life ahead of you if you’re already worrying like this. I warned you what you were getting into before we started dating.” He said calmly walking past me into the living room, but you seen the hurt clear in his eyes. You walked into your room slamming the door before breaking down. You knew you shouldn’t have said anything to him, but maybe he’s right. Maybe this is too much to deal with. You fell asleep trying to distract your mind from the stupid thoughts. You were woken up by the alarm blaring next to your head, quickly turning it off you got up to get ready for work. After showering and getting dressed you walked out to make a cup of coffee. You noticed a blanket laying on the couch realizing Adam must’ve slept there last night. You seen his coat missing meaning he had already left for work. You didn’t bother texting him Goodmorning as you were still slightly angry from last night. You climbed into your car to make your way to the office and went about your normal day. Right before lunch time your office phone began to ring. Picking it up you answered as you always did.

“Hello, [Y/N] [Y/L/N]’s office.” You said cheerfully.

“[Y/N], it’s Erin, I tired to call your cell, but you weren’t picking up.” Erin said quickly.

“Sorry, I left it in my pur-“ You began to explain, but she cut you off.

“It’s Adam. He was shot. He’s on his way to Med now it was a trap..” she continued, but you slammed the phone down gathering your things and running down to your car. You sped to Chicago Med as quickly as you could. Tears starting to run down your face. This is it. This is the call you had been waiting for, you thought as you rushed into the hospital seeing the intelligence unit huddled in a corner together. You ran over. Erin seen you walking in immediately pulling you into a hug just as you reached the group before you could ask anything. You felt a hand rub the back of your shoulder. Turning to see it was Hank.

“He’s in surgery now. They’re hoping it didn’t hit anything vital. Ruzek is one of the toughest cops I’ve ever met. He’s going to be fine. Okay?” He said looking into your eyes. You nodded your head sighing deeply before pausing.

“Did you get him?” You looked around at the group.

“Of course we did.” Jay looked at you giving you a sincere smile. You gave him a small smile back before sitting down in between the group. You could feel the tension. Even though none of them wanted to admit it you had seen the looks they gave each other, and could sense the nervousness surrounding you. After what seemed like hours you looked up to see Will walking towards you as everyone stood up almost as if it was on a cue. He walked facing you, but also to talk to everyone else.

“He’s a lucky guy,” he smiled at you before continuing “an inch to the left and he would’ve been dead, but he’s going to be okay.” He reached out to put a hand on your shoulder. Everyone left out a huge sigh. “It’s going to be a little bit before he’s back to 100%, but it’s up to you to make sure he relaxes so he can heal quickly. That means no going to work for atleast a month. Then I would suggest desk duty for however long you feel fit.” He said directing it towards Hank as you seen him nod. “You’re more than welcome to go back to his room, but he probably won’t wake up for atleast a couple hours.”

“Thank you so much.” You pulled Will into a hug before he went off to save more lives.

“Well good luck keeping that one in check.” Antonio looked at you smirking.

“That’s going to be more work than my actual job.” You laughed. Everyone hugged you once more before you headed back to Adam’s room. They decided they would come back whenever he was awake. As you walked in to see Adam surrounded by machines your heart dropped to your stomach. You walked over grabbing his hand pulling a chair closer to the bed so you could sit close enough to him. You ran a finger over his face tracing his features watching him stay still calm in his sleep. Eventually you drifted off to sleep as well. You were awoken with a groan causing you to spring your head up. You watched Adam slowly blinking his eyes open and closed obviously trying to adjust to the light before groaning again. You squeezed his hand as his turned his head to face you.

“Hi.” You smiled lifting your hand to run across his cheek.

“Why the fuck do I feel like I got hit by a bus.” He choked out.

“Oh you know bus, bullet same thing.” You joked. He looked at you with a questioning look as you nodded your head. You watched as he began to realize what happened.

“I’m sorry.” He squeezed you hand.

“What if that would’ve been our last conversation Adam. Do you know how terrible I would’ve felt?” You asked a lump forming in your throat.

“I know. I don’t want to listen to the whole I told you so thing, but you were right. I’m not as invincible as I thought.” He sighed.

“I’m just glad you’re okay babe, but there’s not much you can do it about it. It is your job. I just don’t want to look back on something like last night knowing that was our last moment together. That your last words to me were basically telling me to leave.” You sniffled.

“I know baby, and I’m sorry.” He squeezed your hand again. Pulling you closer to him. “How about we make a deal?” He looked at you as you down on the bed beside him now.

“What’s that?” You raised an eyebrow.

“Every time I go to do anything for a case I text or call and tell you I love you. That way we can do everything in our power to make sure that our last words to each other are worth it if something does happen, and you don’t have to worry as much. Plus it’ll be like our own hidden language.” He smiles bring your hand to his lips.

“I’d like that.” You smiled kissing his forehead.

“So what’d the doctors have to say?” He questioned leaning his head on your shoulder.

“You’ll be okay, but to make sure you relax so you can heal quickly. It was a close call. You have to be off work for a month, and then Hank can decide how long you’ll be on desk duty.” You answered playing with his fingers. His head shot up off your shoulder looking at you.

“Like hell! I’m not staying away that long!” He began.

“Oh here we go…” You rolled your eyes preparing yourself.