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I'm back from my particularly short break, and I'm gonna tell that you that the reason the break was so short is because I am feeling a whole ass mixture of pain, grief, and annoyance that I need to let out.
I just need to get this out of my system.I just can't let this whole thing slide I'm sorry.
I took my break due to the death of inquisitor ghost and even though I never really knew him personally, it absolutely shattered my heart in ways that I cannot explain.
To everyone that put hate on his page, made fun of him, attacked him, and did other horrible things to him; You deserve no mercy at all.I hope you get what you fucking deserve, and I hope that what you pushed him to do will haunt you for the rest of your lives.You have every right to hate yourselves, as of you are all monsters if you had anything to do with publicly going against him.I don't want to hear your excuses.You are still responsible for what happened to him.He was only 23 for goodness sake!
And to the main people who played a huge part of his death; tito, AJ, and Keegans mask, you are aware that privating and/or deactivating your account won't hide what you did, right?Keegans mask, you are not the batman of the cod Fandom, and you never will be.Especially after this.Tito?The fact that you just had to act like you were innocent and that you did nothing wrong by changing your bio and privating your account, even though we all know DAMN WELL that you were basically the cause of his death, is insane.
If you think that there's an issue going on, REPORT IT TO SOMEONE WHO CAN ACTUALLY HANDLE IT.Like the authorities or something!Do NOT post some shit on tiktok thinking there wouldn't be consequences!
You people need to believe that not everything on the media is real.I hate how people only realize he was innocent after they found out that he was gone.Think of his family.His mom, his dad, his sister....Think of how devastated they were when they saw him during that live.
And to Inquisitor; you didn't deserve anything that happened to you.Although some people hated you, loads of others loved you and your content.I loved you and your content.You inspired many and saved me from almost ending things multiple times.I'm praying with my full heart that you are somewhere better.Somewhere that there isn't a bunch of assholes attacking you for something that you didn't do.I need you to know that you are worth more than a man hanging from a rope.You deserve the whole world.The fact that you are gone is like a fever dream to me, and I don't know what I'm gonna do without you.The cod community will forever miss you.You made a huge difference in the cod fandom.I most definitely think that I will not be able to go on without you.I'm forever sorry for what happened to you, and like I said, I genuinely hope that you're in a better place.
“Fasting is not only preventing one’s self from eating and drinking. When you fast hold back your tongues from lying, avert your sights from what is illicit, don’t dispute, don’t envy each other, don’t gossip, don’t argue, don’t curse, don’t slander, don’t oppress, don’t be bored, don’t forget remembering Allah, and don’t forget prayer. Stay silent, be patient, be honest and avoid evil people. Avoid false testimonies, dishonesty, false accusation, enmity, thinking evil of people and gossip. Look ahead at the hereafter and wait for the advent of Imam Zaman (aj), waiting for what Allah had promised you and gathering supplies for your journey towards the company of Allah. Stay calm, venerated, humble, submitting wearing the humiliation of the fearing slave before his master; fearing and pleading. O you fast, let your heart be pure from flaws, your inner-soul pure from evilness and your body pure from filthiness. Be innocent before Allah from his enemies and be sincerely loyal to him. Prevent yourself in secrecy or publicity from what Allah prohibited. Fear Allah truly as He should be feared from in secrecy and publicity. Devote your entire self to Allah is the days that you fast and empty your heart from anything other than Him. Devote your powers in obeying what he ordered you. If you do all these, only then you are considered as fasting for Allah truly, obeying what He ordered. The value of your fasting decreases as much as you lack of these that I clarified.
One should prepare even more for supplications on this day than whatever has been discussed till now because doing so would imply following in the footsteps of Imam az-Zaman (aj). For, when he (aj) was born, he prayed for his reappearance while he was in prostration, invoking:
اللهم أنجز لي وعدي، وأتمم لي أمري، وثبت وطأتي، واملا الأرض بي عدلا وقسطا.
“O Allah! Fulfill my promise for me, make my footsteps steadfast, and fill the earth with justice and equity through me.”
💔 Pray for the suffering people of Israel/Gaza, especially the children. ㅠ_ㅠ 🙏 🕊
Listen to De profundis by KATARÍNA MÁLIKOVÁ on #SoundCloud Thanks for your beautiful voices.
Pray for the suffering people of Israel/Gaza, especially the children. (Children are really innocent, why kill them??? This scary and war-loving world is really fucking crazy!)
Ajike 'AJ' Owens my heart aches for you, your children, your family. Your death will be vindicated but those you loved and who loved you have been left empty. Hate is too loud and clear...Love needs to stop whispering.💔🙏🏿🕊
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Community members in Ocala, FL, are outraged after Ajike ‘AJ’ Owens, a 35-year-old mother of 4, was allegedly fatally shot by her neighbor in front of at least one of her children on June 2.
Owens, who is Black, reportedly confronted her neighbor Susan Louise Lorincz, who is white, after the latter got angry at Owens' children as they played nearby, hurled racial slurs, and threw a pair of skates that struck one of the kids.
The case has drawn comparisons to the recent shooting of Ralph Yarl in Kansas City, among others. It has also once again put Florida’s ‘stand your ground’ law in the spotlight. Authorities waited 4 days to arrest Lorincz, citing the law’s existence as one of the reasons.
Lorincz is facing a number of charges, including manslaughter. Swipe right to learn more about the case.
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Ajike "Aj" Owens
35 years old 🙏🏾❤️🕊
our beautiful sister living in Florida, was a single mother of four, her mother Pamela said "she loved them kids with all her being, to know her is to know that her kids were her everything, my baby was so full of life. It was known that their had been an ongoing feud in the neighborhood with Ajike and her neighbor. Her neighbor (a white woman) had been harassing her children the last 2 years, shouting at them, calling them racial slurs, the N-word, and slaves. In the last 2 years there were police reports made with Ajike reporting the rampant behavior of the neighbor, and the neighbor responded making complaints about Ajike’s children. recently the neighbor threw a pair of skates that hit one of Ajike’s children. Ajike went and knocked on the neighbor's door, and there was no answer, instead of answering the door, the neighbor fired a gun through the door and the bullet struck Ajike and killed her, her son was standing next to her when this happened.
Past disputes with this neighbor have included Ajike’s children playing in the field next to her Ocala apartment complex with the 58-year-old white woman yelling at them to get off her land and calling them racial slurs. The land where they played was NOT the neighbors’ property. Also, Ajike’s children accidentally left an iPad behind, which the woman took (stole) and when one of Ajike’s children went to her residence to retrieve it, she threw it at him, it hit Ajike’s son and cracked the screen.
Ajike is remembered as a devoted and loving mother with an “infectious personality” and “a smile that would light up the room.” Ajike, hey sis, hey queen, i lové you, we lové you, we’ll never forget you. really heartbreaking situation here.
Aj nahi, to anqareeb. Bas tum pareshan na ho. Wo Rab tumhari zindagi k har safar me tumhary saath he. Jab Wo zaat tumhary saath he phir kesi fikar? Kesi udaasi? Wo sab sambhal Lega. Tumhen mayus nahi lotaega. Bas tum sab Us Rab par chordo. Tum dekhna Kun k moajzy b hongy, har azmaish jald door hojaegi.
|TUM BAS SABR KARTE RAHO, BESHAK US RAB K HAAN SABR KA AJAR BOHAT HE| <3
Achievements For 2022: - Been happily married for 2 years (Thank Allah for blessing me with a wife who can keep my head on straight…) - Got a job in the medical field (I hate it with a passion, but we’re here now; I gotta remind myself that it’s temporary…) - Started my journey as a YouTuber, became a Twitch affiliate and got my first ever payout (I’m telling you, once I blow up, I will NEVER work another job again…content creation is my passion, and I’d be damned if I ever let anyone take that away from me again…) - Chaperoned my friends and witnessed their engagement (Emma It’s cool seeing friends start on their marital journey…) - Visited home (and was reminded of why I don’t live there anymore…) - Did some OFFICIAL anime cosplays (More in 2023 Insha’Allah…Be.U.Con happening in 2023 Insha’Allah…) - Made it to my friend’s first (and unfortunately last) concert (We’ll always remember you Saadiq 🕊) - Spent some quality time with one side of my family I didn’t grow up for the first time, minus one person (we gotta kidnap AJ next year 😂) Bonus: I started a wrestling podcast with some good brothers 🤘🏽🤘🏽🤘🏽(Season 2 coming soon…) All in all…as stressful as it was…it was still a decent year. Could it have been better? Sure. Could it have been worse? Definitely. Have I been given a chance to make next year count? Insha’Allah. We gon see God willing in 2023. 🤲🏽🙏🏽 Final Grade: B- #GoodBye2022 #APIDTA https://www.instagram.com/p/Cmy4LytOOA1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
as she has had a vice grip on the brain a cute piece for olga ♡ in the future will include minerva and santo and alyssas logan !
The odds of FEDRA’s successes against the Washington Liberation Front are bleak at best. If she is being frank, they’re losing.
They will reach the basement. They will find the specimens in the vault. They will find them. They will find her.
And they will not have her research.
The soldiers protecting her outside have likely been taken out. Her colleagues, the ones who didn’t leave on Allards transport with her mentor gisela, fleur, yori, and ondria and didn’t manage to find ways out on their own were likely detained or taken out as well. Leaving her alone.
She wanted it this way. She won’t let the wrong hands reach what she has worked years for to understand the Cordyceps. She won’t let them reach her.
“Mother, if this is to be my swansong, I want you to avenge me.” she whispers to herself as she removes her lab coat and research scrubs. Olga was currently on the residential level, and she had the room renovated to include a private elevator leading down directly into the research floor; she'll reach the basement level before they do.
Olga headed from the window overlooking the outer courtyard of what was once the University of Washington hospital; which FEDRA and the Center for Disease Control, or CDC, had turned into a research facility. Walking to her bed and putting on the dress she had laid there Olga made her way to the vanity on the opposite end of her bed.
She was taught to look her best when treating guests. Even still, she holds the words of her mother in regard.
It was her mothers dress, a vintage gown from 2002, the soft blue silk slip dress felt dreamlike on her. She would be wearing this for her memory. Olga, now sitting on the chair gazing at her reflection from the vanity, put on a pair of pearl earrings and a pearl necklace, humming to the tune of Tchaikovsky’s swan lake as she did.
The swan will choose her fate today.
ive also began working on the former seattle crew / former washington dc crew and here is what i have so far of minervas ♡ using the loveliest mari's template !
a cute lil piece for una with this template by the lovely ash ♡
and lastly ! a vicky piece using this template! featuring aj’s nessie ♡
I can’t believe I have to make a post like this man.. it breaks my heart. My Best Friend, My Brother, My Family, My Spades Partner (Damo, Rue, AJ, KB we may go down in history for how many times we busted y’all ass), My A&R, My Supporter. You had many titles in my life. When ever I needed something you never hesitated to help. You taught me a lot of life lessons, one being to relax & slow down, & that I can only control what I can control. I hope you saw I was getting better at that. When I think of you I can’t help but to think of the funny shit we would get into. I remember you convinced me to go to VCU over a game of Call Of Duty 😂… man I’ll never forget that. When I got to VCU the first day you came and picked me up and introduced me to all your friends (The La Familia). They quickly embraced me, and treated me like family. You always joked that one day I’d be an honorary member 😂😂😂. Till this day I can call any of them and ask for anything. When I started branching out on my own I would introduce you to my friends and you embraced them as if they were me. As we continued to get older I told you my dreams with music and art and you never questioned anything.. in fact you supported every move I made and became my biggest supporter. On days when I lacked belief, you believed in me more than I did. When you moved to SD I was so excited to have someone that meant so much to me be so close. We visited each other often. We would stay up smoke hookah and debate who was the best rapper to ever do it, and you always said Jay Z. I couldn’t convince you otherwise 😂. When you couldn’t make it back to VA from the holidays, I told you I refused for you to spend them alone, so you had thanksgiving and Christmas with my family. The West will be different knowing that I can’t just get in my car and come see you. All my crazy ambitions/dreams you believed in so much, there for I’m going to see through all them for you knowing you’re still watching over. I gained a Guardian Angel and I know you’ll be watching every step I take. Love you bro forever, until next time. Happy 30th Birthday, we will celebrate the next time we see each other. ❤️🕊 (at Virginia) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChD1N2BpmPN/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Okay so I made Buddymeter 👀
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7 ; 8 ; & 9 ! :]
7.what color brings you peace?
Blue, cause it’s remind my of the sky and the ocean 💙
8. tag someone (or multiple people) who make you feel good.
You <3 All of my moots but some in particular @avant @wonheons @leejooheons @kyunsies @yeolum-e @introcrown @lunarchaeng @hseulies @gvhyeon @hvndong @solwan @dearvivi @ahchuuu @jisoossmirk @minayaeon @bratzcult @oondaarchived @souptual @lokeavena
9. what calms you down?
My pets 🥺 Puppy give them best hugs 😔 And If I feel bad and Sowon sense it she will cuddle with me without bitting <3 bfkdbdj