#also frustrating bc usually my therapy appointments are on fridays so i rescheduled it | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

loverdude · 3 months

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I'm so fuckin nuts my family was planning to go out shopping today like at the mall and stuff and to get dinner but my mom lifted smthn too heavy a few weeks ago and she thinks she like reinjured it or smthn cuz it hurts too much so we're gonna go another time like between tomorrow and next Friday depending on what they say at the doctor but I hate having plans that I know abt for awhile and like waiting for them, including holidays etc, it makes it hard for me to sleep cuz I'm too wound up it's like anxiety inducing almost, even tho it's almost always smthn I'm exclusively looking forward to, and no matter if it's a big thing or not, and it like... Makes it into my dreams sometimes even, and it's so upsetting to me when stuff like that gets canceled, it's like the one post that's like "I built my entire personality around going out today" or whatever like I was just looking forward to it but I like. Cried and shit why am I crazy

#💭#sorry. long unimportant ramble lol #ofc i feel so bad for my poor mom i hope they can give her smthn that will help at urgent care but #i've been cooped up all break bc i was sick for like almost all of it and i was looking forward to actually doing smthn #and also to get it over with so i could relax 😭#but break is like almost over now #also frustrating bc usually my therapy appointments are on fridays so i rescheduled it #but i hope we go like tomorrow or like sometime sooner next week than friday #bc otherwise i'll have to reschedule it again which is rlly not a big deal i'm just nuts and i feel so silly abt being like #'haha ermmm can i reschedule it Again actually'#auuuughhhhh #welp time to keep sitting in bed doing nothing. again

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