#also idk as someone who doesnt make ANY pieces that are complete or polished or good it just feels bad to have consistently ugly space too

[skunkes]

Sad to see u say you’re ‘ruining’ your sketchbooks! Those are supposed to be an artists safe space, your playground!!! Have fun in there and experiment and try things and if it doesn’t look good it’s okay! It’s just a sketchbook

Not every piece has to be the next big thing

i know! this is how i was/am treating my old sketchbook (still need 2 pages to go) but thats because it had already been uglified by past cheye so i felt i cld do whatever...starting fresh really does feel like the stakes are high until you get a few pages in for some reason....also ngl too many ugly pages also discourages me...idk.

i am usually not in any situation where i'd show people but my brain still feels like it has to be ready to show a stranger at any given time

Either way i hope to break it in and learn a lot ^_^