#also im obsessed with your use of dancing emojis anon

[crystallizsch]

I FORGOT TO SAY IN MY LAST ASK IM SORRY but I think your ocs are very cool 🤸‍♀️ I was scared to send that last one tho omgjskfnsnmd I haven't interected with anything on here at all yet but you were so nice???? I have now gained the courage to Start Doing Things, I thank you kindly 💃💃💃

AAAH YES YES I'M CHEERING FOR YOU JUST

✨✨Start Doing Things ✨✨

whatever you start doing I hope you find joy in it!! 😤✨ It makes me happy to hear that i gave you that little push 😭

ALSO thank you so much I'm so glad you like my little sillies as well 😭💕😭💕

[lola-ariam-scalla]

hey ill be 😵‍💫 anon or just use that emoji so i can identify myself through your asks. i was on subliminal amino for about 2 years, gained every negative assumption there is. joined law of assumption tumblr and tried to get rid of them for a bit then i was introduced to the void. as a kid, i was taught that i wasn’t good enough and basically every insult in the book. same followed with my pre-teen years except the boys i dated now told me that. my self concept was and still is horrible and unstable because of that. i think i have borderline personality disorder, but i haven’t been diagnosed, so i don’t want to self diagnose. but because of my horrible self concept, i am unable to manifest as fast as i want to. that’s why i tried so hard for the void for months and still haven’t gotten in SO im trying for self concept again. i know everything about manifesting because i basically overconsumed before the void. “set an intention, drop the old story, persist and have a good self concept.” i know saying i have a bad self concept and saying i can’t get into the void is victim mentality and just further bringing it into my 3D but i genuinely don’t know what to do. i know i need to work on my self concept THEN get into the void. but persisting in my self concept especially with a horrible mental health is harder than it seems. i don’t have the mental energy to start journaling and trying to fix my mental health. and i know self concept doesn’t = self love, but it’s very hard when you’ve been accustomed to hate yourself. if i go about just going for self concept, i usually end up failing to persist in it. everything is mentally exhausting to me. you could say just stay in the knowing, then i freak out and feel like im not doing enough and obsessing negatively about my desire. affirm and visualize, then i get obsessed with the exact affirmations and how they are supposed to be worded and how perfect and detailed the scene im visualizing is. lullaby method, same thing. void method, you already know how that went. im too mentally exhausted to journal and i just want someone to tell me what to do so i can actually fix my self concept and get into the void. not feel like my self concept has been good for two seconds and then end up spiralling for months. if you can’t tell already, i actually want change and it feels like ive tried everything and asked everyone 😭 im just tired of this cycle ive been in for three years. everything just feels so contradictory, “assumptions manifest NO feelings manifest NO thoughts manifest NO intentions manifest.” help 😭😭😭

hi 😵💫 anon!

remember that this is all about you.

since this is your reality, why not make your own rules? your own techniques? do what feels natural to you, do what will put you in the state of having.

if journalling does not work for you or saying affirmations makes you anxious, then don't do that

go within yourself, what is it that you want to do? sing? dance? do things that you like and love. again, this is your reality, no one will judge your methods or techniques. do what works for you

if a technique is exhausting you, then drop it, it's not serving its purpose

stop putting the void in the pedestal, thinking that it is the only way to manifest fast. stop putting so much emphasis on the techniques, bc techniques are only tools to get you in the state of having

also be kind to yourself, speaking about how horrible or bad your self-concept is won't help you remember, where attention goes, energy flows

if all you do is count what is wrong, then it will keep coming to your life. you are actually affirming those 3D circumstances. you can start with gratitude, count everything you are thankful for no matter how small it is. (there's no such thing as too small or too big blessing anyway)

we tend to overcomplicate things, that's why it's so overwhelming. simplify it. bc manifesting is natural to us. we are literally doing it 24/7. and that's a wonderful thing, bc if we see something we don't want we just simply change that.

don't put your life on hold, live your life to the fullest. don't accept things that does not align to your desires.

ps. pls seek professional medical help if you need to. your mental health matters

i wish you all the best anon, if you have any questions or want to have further conversation with me, feel free to message me :)