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crimeronan · 1 year

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i seem to finally be coming off a flare that's lasted....... fuck knows how long. most of the month at least. i woke up today only wheezing a little and not having a headache even before taking my meds. took a heavy-duty anti-inflammatory just now to kill the remaining symptoms, i'm gonna do some dishes and then go pick up yet Another prescription for More heavy-duty anti-inflammatory drugs, bc that's my life now. send prayers or good vibes into the universe that i have more than a day or two of freedom from The Hellfires. i need this So Fucking Bad.

#i never realize how unbelievably sick i've felt until i stop feeling so sick #like wow. girl none of your organs work right. what gives #also send prayers and good vibes that the rheumatology office CALLS ME OR ONE OF MY PARTNERS SOON TO SCHEDULE #i have job work and chores and errands to do but if i manage to do all of that #i might even be able to hold a PEN right now. and COLOR in a COLORING BOOK #what sweet marvelous freedom. my hands have been too fucked up to do this for weeks.#autoimmune tag #i'm sick in a way that has partners/friends flying here impromptu to make sure i'm taken care of if there's a Bad bad emergency #and WHILE SICK i'm always like. hm idk if things are bad enough to warrant this #then upon feeling better i'm like. NEVER MIND THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFE #god. bodies are stupid.

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