#also stopped taking ritalin suddenly bc im scared its causing my circulation issues Lol so thats um. helping im sure

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truly wild trying to navigate life while only having the vaguest tiny concept of the self that is unexplainable in words like i feel like im playing characters at all times and i can't talk to people because i panic about how this solidifies a concept of me in their heads and i never know what is coming out of my mouth none of it feels real or like me at all yes i am thinking about this instead of doing homework