#also this is my second time ever drawing gem plz be so kind to me

[wildwizardcreation]

woe! gemtho rpf be upon ye! (full below the read more)

linky (no sex just boobs :/)

[stepdownonhell]

Questions, questions

1: How tall or short do you wish you were? A:I’m fine with my height:) 2: What’s your dream pet? (Real or not) A: A ferret  3: Do you have a favorite clothing style? A: Grunge/Indie. Or basic white bitch 4: What was your favorite video game growing up? A:Can’t remember  5: What three things/people do you think of most each day: My hawt bf, a certain amazing, gorgeous girl that’s my cute lil rabbit ♥, and my future. 6: If you had a warning label, what would yours say? A: “Warning asshole” 7: What is your opinion on Trump]? A: Kill it.  8: What is your Greek personality type? [Sanguine, Phlegmatic, Choleric, or Melancholic] A: Sometimes Sanguine (Rarely tho lmao. working on it sh) But Phlegmatic mostly.  9: Are you ticklish? A: Uhhhh..no? 10: Are you allergic to anything? A: Cute rats. sad.

11: What’s your sexuality? A: Pansexual (save the pan jokes) 12: Do you prefer tea, coffee, or cocoa? A: Coffee  13: Are you a cat or dog person? A: Dog 14: Would you rather be a vampire, elf, or merperson? A: A very tall elf. 15: Do you have a favorite Youtuber? A: Zane Hijazi 16: How tall are you? A: 5′10 17: If you had to change your name, what would you change it to? A: Octavia 18: How much do you weigh? A: Too much. 19: Do you believe in ghosts/spirits? A: Yes 20: Do you like space or the ocean more? A: Space. 21: Are you religious? A: Religion? What’s that? 22: Pet peeves? A: Everything a human can do with their nails. flick flick  23: Would you rather be nocturnal or diurnal? A: Who doesn’t wanna be a vampire? 24: Favorite constellation? A: Aquarius  25: Favorite star?  A: Sirius 26: Do you like ball-jointed dolls? A: No 27: Any phobias or fears? A: Spiders 28: Do you think global warming is real? A: Maybe? 29: Do you believe in reincarnation? A: Depends 30: Favorite movie? A: Love, Simon 31: Do you get scared easily? A: Naaah 32: How many pets have you own in your lifetime? A: 15 33: Who do you hate most? A: Um, trump and a certain some one. 34: What is a color that calms you? A: Yellow 35: Where would you like to travel and/or live? A: I would like to travel to the UK(And live there but..) I would wanna live in Cali.  36: Where were you born? A: A very cold place. 37: What is your eye color? A: Dark brown 38: Introvert or extrovert? A: Introvert. Why do you think I’m on tumblr? 39: Do you believe in horoscopes and zodiacs? A: Yeah boy. 40: Hugs or kisses? A: Um neither, gross. 41: Who is someone you would like to see/visit right now? A: My love 42: Who is someone you love deeply? A: My sweet boi 43: Any piercings you want? A: My septum plz. I need her back in my life 44: Do you like tattoos and piercings? A: Yes 45: Do you smoke or have you ever done so? A: I don’t smoke, but I have ew. 46: Talk about your crush, if you have one! A: I gots a mans honey 47: What is a sound you really hate? A: NAIL FLICKING 48: A sound you really love? A: My mans voice ;) 49: Can you do a backflip? A: no but how rad would that be? 50: Can you do the splits? A: ^ 51: Favorite actor and/or actress? A: Idkkk 52: Favorite movie? A: You asked me this already 53: How are you feeling right now? A: Nostalgic  54: What color would you like your hair to be right now? A: Blue 55: When did you feel happiest? A: When I went to Florida. 56: Something that calms you down? A: Talking  57: Have any mental disorders? A: Um 58: What does your URL mean? A: That’s a secret ;) 59: What three words describe you the most? A: Nostalgic, Lonely, unproductive.  60: Do you believe in evolution? A: Yes 61: What makes you unfollow a blog? A: If they’re a douche 62: What makes you follow a blog? A: If they’re rad 63: Favorite kind of person: The nice kind. Only in stores. 64: Favorite animal(s): Rats :) N snakes 65: Name three of your favorite blogs. I follow noone;) 66: Favorite emoticon: Emojis r gross 67: Favorite meme: Whats a me me  68: What is your MBTI personality type? A: Whut 69: What is your star sign? A: Sagittarius  70: Can your dog roll over on command, if you have a dog? A: Yes 71: What outfit out of all your clothes do you like to wear the most? A: Red and white adorable, soft ass crop top, with my black skinnies. 72: Post a selfie or two? A: Neither  73: Do you have platform shoes? A: Wishing 74: What is one random but interesting fact about yourself? A: I wanted to be a ballet dancer or a scientist.   75: Can you do a front flip? A: No 76: Do you like birds? A: Yes 77: Do you like to swim? A: ofc 78: Is swimming or ice skating more fun to you? A: Swimming 79: Something you wish didn’t exist: Anti lgbt + trump 80: Some thing you wish did exist: Teleportation my dear 81: Piercings you have? A: First+second lobe, nose. 82: Something you really enjoy doing: Makeup 83: Favorite person to talk to: My boiii 84: What was your first impression of Tumblr? A: gey  85: How many followers do you have? A: 0 86: Can you run a mile within ten minutes? A: 10:01 87: Do your socks always match? A: Not a chance 88: Can you touch your toes and keep your legs straight completely? A: Nope 89: What are your birthstones? A: Tealllll? 90: If you were an animal, which one would you be? A: a birb 91: If a flower could aesthetically represent you, what kind would it be? A: A white rose 92: A store you hate? A:  Hyvee? 93: How many cups of coffee can you drink in one day? A: 6 lmao  94: Would you rather be able to fly or read minds? A: read minds 95: Do you like to wear camo? A: Depends 96: Winter or summer? A: Summer 97: How long can you hold your breath for? A: 57 seconds 98: Least favorite person? A: a certain person 99: Someone you look up to: My boiii 100: A store you love? A: Spencers 101: Favorite type of shoes A: Converse 102: Where do you live? A: not ur biz 103: Are you a vegetarian or vegan? If so, why? A: No 104: What is your favorite mineral or gem? A: Um idk 105: Do you drink milk? A: No i think it’s gross 106: Do you like bugs? A: no 107: Do you like spiders? A: do u even have to ask? n O 108: Something you get paranoid about? A: Everything 109: Can you draw: No lol 110: Nosiest question you have ever been asked? A: do yOU PLAY BASKETBALL??????????? 111: A question you hate being asked? A: ^ 112: Ever been bitten by a spider? A: probably 113: Do you like the sound of waves at the beach? A: yes 114: Do you prefer cloudy or sunny days? A: Cloudy  115: Someone you’d like to kiss or cuddle right now: the boi :( 116: Favorite cloud type:  Arcus cloud 117: What color do you wish the sky was?  A: Yellow 118: Do you have freckles? A: I wish 119: Favorite thing about a person: Smile or humor 120: Fruits or vegetables? A: Fruits 121: Something you want to do right now: dieieieeie 122: Is the ocean or sky prettier? A: Both are endless  123: Sweet or sour foods? A: Sour 124: Bright or dim lights? A: Dim 125: Do you believe in a certain magical creature? A: No 126: Something you hate about Tumblr: The “I think murders are cute” Side. 127: Something you love about Tumblr: Pretty photos  128: What do you think about the least? A: Responsibilities ;))  129: What would you want written on your tombstone? A: “Dance on me”  130: Who would you like to punch in the face right now? A: A lot of people 131: What is something you love but also hate about yourself? A: My face 132: Do you smile with your teeth showing for pictures? A: Maybe 133: Computer or TV? A: Comp. 134: Do you like roller coasters? A: YEEES

135: Do you get motion sickness or seasickness? A: Motion sickness sometimes :((

136: Are your ears lobed or attached? A: Lobed 137: Do you believe in karma? A: A little 138: On a scale of 1-10, how attractive would you say you are? A: 3 139: What nicknames do you have/have had? A: Princess, hoe, rikku 140: Did you have any pretend or imaginary friends? A: When I was younger I thought Danny phantom was my bf.  141: Have you ever seen a therapist/shrink? A: Never 142: Would you say you are a good or bad influence to others? a: Bad.woops 143: Do you prefer giving or receiving gifts? A: Giving  144: What makes you angry? A: Homophobs  145: How many languages do you speak fluently? A: 2 Engrish n jibberish 146: Do you prefer boys, girls, and/or non-binaries? A: All of the beautiful people ♥ 147: Are you androgynous? A: Too much so 148: Favorite physical thing about yourself: My brows n hair 149: Favorite thing about your personality: Too tough to answer  150: Name three people you would like to talk to right now in person. A: My love, A rabbit n Hobo Johnson.  151: If you could go back into time and live in one era, which would you choose? A: Stone age my dudes 152: Do you like BuzzFeed? A: Ew no 153: How did you meet your spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend/partner? A: A game 

154: Do you like to kiss others’ foreheads or hands for platonic reasons? A: umno

155: Do you like to play with others’ hair? A: Yea 156: What embarrasses you? A: My mother 157: Something that makes you nervous/anxious: Too many peoples 158: Biggest lie you have ever told: Lets not bring that up 159: How many people are you following? A: Dunno 160: How many posts do you have on your blog(s)? A: Like 2 161: How many drafts do you have on your blog(s)? A: none 162: How many likes do you have on your blog(s)? a: nONE 163: Last time you cried and why: A few days ago for reasons  164: Do you have long or short hair? A: Shoulder length 165: Longest your hair has ever been: To the bum 166: Why do you like, dislike, or have neutral feelings about religon? A: Because religion scares people into thinking if they do something bad, they’ll go to an imaginary place called hell. If your God loved you so much he would never do such a thing ;/// + Many other reasons 167: Do you really care how the universe and world was created? A: I really do 168: Do you like to wear makeup? A: too much 169: Can you stand on your hands or head for more than thirty seconds? A: No 170: Did you answer the questions you were asked truthfully? A: Yuh

[showingthroughtome]

2: june 6th

“Alright.” She yells, stopping him. “You’re not whiny at all. The least whiny, actually.” She’s laying it on thick.

“And, your favorite Styles?”

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“You look so cute today, Jess.” Gemma, Harry’s older sister, looks her up and down from the beach chair she’s sunbathing on. “Love the romper.”

“Thanks.” Jessica glances down and mumbles. Confidence has always been a struggle for her, especially when it comes to how she looks, but as she stands in the tie die pink piece of clothing, she’s thinking that Gem has no reason to lie. More assuredly Jessica says, “I’ve been trying to branch out into more colors. There’s really no need for me to dress like a goth fourteen-year-old anymore.”

“You’re definitely no longer fourteen, babe.” Gemma lowers her sunglasses to show her roaming eyes - something that would appear creepy, if not coming from her other lifelong friend. Then laughs when Jessica playfully squirms. “Are you joining me or what?”

“Duh.” Jessica draws out the vowel and begins slipping out of said romper to reveal a black bikini. “Obviously, I’m not totally over my goth phase.”

“One never truly is, I find.”

They both laugh at the inevitable truth, black is just such a reliable color. Gemma relaxes back into her chair and Jessica pulls one for herself closer. Remembering to take off her prescription lenses to avoid the worst face tan lines ever, she makes herself comfortable and starts spraying herself with a final, thin coat of sunscreen.

From where they are sitting in the Styles’ backyard, the sun is hitting just right, beaming heat and rays appropriate for this time of year. The pool is reflecting those rays right into Jessica’s eyes so instead of opting for Gemma’s inconvenient preference of sunglasses, she flips onto her stomach and hopes that when she flips back in fifteen minutes, the sun will have shifted just enough to be less blinding.

Minimal chatter takes place as the girls get bronzed - nothing important but entirely ridiculous gossip about the thirty-year-old housewife down the street with a male friend who only comes by once her husband has left.

They’re both on their second rotations, and their dream celebrity husband is being discussed (“Eddie Redmayne over Bradley Cooper any day!”), when Harry comes out in a blur - Jessica on her stomach and Gemma on her back again. Before she is even aware he is outside, Jessica is feeling the sprinkling of water that comes from a cannonball into the pool.

“Harry!” Gemma screams, taking the brunt of the splash, sitting up and wiping the moisture from her skin. “Fucking rude!”

Jessica bites her lip so she doesn’t get caught smiling too wide when Gemma looks at her incredulously.

“Asshole.” She nods in support, laughing lightly.

“Sorry, Gem.” Harry is a grinning head floating above the water, moving closer to the lip of the pool. “I just wanted to join the fun. You guys must have forgotten to invite me.”

Gemma exhales a huff through her nose, shaking her head. “Nope. Didn’t forget. My memory is gold.”

“And you?” Harry lifts his brows at Jess.

It’s hard for her to see him from her stomach so she sits up to find his hair dampened to his head and drops dripping from his nose. With an innocent smirk, she claims, “I needed some quality time with Gemma.”

“Um, excuse me? I’m your best friend, your favorite Styles, the person you once gave the good half of your Drumstick to.”

“First, ice cream sharing is gross.” Gemma shudders. “Second, big mistake. He never deserves the better half of anything.”

“He was just so whiny that day, I had to.”

“Jess!” Harry cries as he pushes himself out from the pool and creeps slowly towards her.

She has no clue what he’s going to do but she recognizes the smirk he’s wearing as the one that usually indicates some mischievous behavior so she rises from the lounging chair and moves to the opposite side of it, putting it in between her and her pursuer.

“Where ya going?” He places his hands on his hips, exhaling like he’s out of breath even though there is no possible way.

“No.” Jessica shakes her head sternly, an adamant expression gracing her face. “Whatever you’re doing, just, no.”

Right then, he takes a quick step around her chair and she’s backing away into the grass.

“Just take back what you said.” He slows down and offers a solution to something she knows won’t end well for her. “I’m not whiny.”

Not moving an eye away from him, she places a finger on her chin to think, “Saying that makes you seem it.”

He lunges forward, dripping wet from every inch of his body. Luckily for her, her reflexes aren’t that of a snail so she dodges his hands and heads to the right side of the yard. Once she’s out of reach though, she has to run for her life. He’s chasing her so closely that the tips of his fingers keep grazing her skin for the briefest moments.

“Harry, stop it!” Jessica shouts when she feels her stamina dwindling and Harry’s presence right at her heels.

Her plea is too late and before she knows it, his arms are wrapping around her bare middle. He’s lifting her off the ground, throwing her over his shoulder with the utmost ease. If she weren’t so terrified of being thrown in the cold pool, she would probably be enjoying the feel of his warm skin on her in more places than she’s used to. Even though the touch is so different from the night of their movie, it has the potential to be better… if only they weren’t headed for the pool.

“Harry.” She holds onto his back for balance but kicks her feet in a vain attempt to have him put her down. “You dickhead, let me go.”

And to her surprise, he gets to the edge of the pool and stops. “Take it back and I’ll put you down.”

“On the ground and not in the water?” She’s not dumb enough to agree without a clarification.

“Of course.”

“Promise?” She squeezes her hands that are grasping his back, pushing herself up for a little more visibility of his face. He nods and then takes a step closer to the water.

“Alright.” She yells, stopping him. “You’re not whiny at all. The least whiny, actually.” She’s laying it on thick.

“And, your favorite Styles?”

Even though her heart is racing, she can’t help but find it kind of cute that this is the subject of his confirmation, causing her to whisper low enough so Gemma won’t hear, “Yes, Harry. Obviously.”

As simple as that, he’s squatting down in such a way to place her feet on the ground.

Harry towers over Jessica who barely makes it to his shoulder, smiling down at her as she gathers her wits.

“Just invite me to hang out with you guys next time and this won’t have to happen.” He suggests, tucking a strand of her hair that got away from the messy bun behind her ear. It causes her lips to part the slightest bit with that unfamiliar yearning again, thinking of things she is still trying to wrap her head around in association with Harry.

Her eyes follow the lines of his lips as they shift into a cheeky smile, exciting her but also snapping her out of her daze as she quickly uses all her might to push him to the right and into the water triumphantly.

authors note:

hi!! i meant to post this a couple days ago but then i went to the zoo and a farm and swimming so i didnt have time *cries* the next update will come soonish though! probably next monday! i reread this chapter this morning and it seemed a little off to me but maybe that is just me and my self judgement! let me know! not much happened except for some #summer and some #yearning (what this fic shouldve been called)

what do you think is going on with these two?!?!?! tell me in my ask plz lolz

also, thank you as always to my girl, ash @what-comes-from-within she literally saves me!!!

hope youre all having a great summer!!!

thanks so much for reading!!!

-lauren xxx