#also wild of me to think minecraft is a bad use of limited hand energy resources but tumblr tag rambling isnt lmao
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i just want to play minecraft :-(
#my hands hurt and not bc i Did Something they just started again but it feels like they arent trying very hard?#like are hurting enough that i cant not notice but not quite enough to keep me from feeling ok being Done for today/cutting losses#also this past saturday and sunday i had a flare-up of this particular flavor of Hand Hurt that i hadnt had for >a month before then#and then this whole past week things have been kinda hurting but only a little more than the normal amount (which is not 0)#but its not like Bad Flare Up Bad so it kinda feels like im being a bit of a wuss? like this is normally an amount of pain i can work around#and generally distract myself from or get over but this week ive felt extra whiny and Quick To Give Up#which i think is mostly a Youve Hit The Chronic Illness/Pain Wall Again thing that happens every now and then#but like wouldve been cool for this to wait until Not Academic Midterms Season to happen#bc now am Behind on things but not in a way any of my classes are well-suited to accommodating#just bc of like assignment formats and course structures and deadlines and stuff#i just would love thanksgiving to be this week tbh.. like would be Very Helpful if i did not have to do another week b4 break#and since im behind on work AND my hands hurt i cant play minecraft! but i rlly want to#like if i were just behind on work then i could still maybe give myself like 1-minecraft-day-length breaks#and if just my hands hurt then i would still have time to do other fun things and probably would fixate on something else#that i actually could do but since i am way behind AND my hands hurt it is a very bad idea to spend precious hand energy on videogames#anyways sorry for this lmao i think my irl friends kinda need a break from me being chronically ill (a whole other oof entirely)#so i brought my frustration here to these tags#also wild of me to think minecraft is a bad use of limited hand energy resources but tumblr tag rambling isnt lmao#chronic illness#undiagnosed chronic illness#we love chronic pain#the epic highs and lows of chronic illness
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