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kabalow · 8 months

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as I lie in bed, 4am and the hopes to fix my sleep schedule even a lil bit, I can't help but feel proud of my gamin today. I explored more of the open world it provides, i set myself for some great things (hopefully🤞) in the future but most importantly? I had fun

I have more thoughts but i would rather not dwell on negativity, somethin I've been strugglin with lately if I'm bein honest (⁠ꏿ⁠﹏⁠ꏿ⁠;⁠) but main thing is I'm tryin to be happier with all the complex emotions i got swirlin abt in my silly skull an makin my chest feel cold an dizzy. It ain't a good feelin but if it's wantin to stay i outta make it live by my rules ᕙ⁠(⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠∧⁠ ⁠˘⁠ ⁠:⁠ ⁠)⁠ᕗ

I wanna be happier an the only things stoppin me rn is.. well myself, time an the fact I need to talk to someone special to me but that's a lil tricky rn

#im just ramblin dont mind me #altho if ya wanna talk with me abt anythin rlly I'd like that #long as youre understandin of the fact I'm fixin to sleep here shortly lol #might delete this later I haven't decided yet #if y'all wanted to drop some nice msgs‚ encouragement or the like I'd rlly like that but obvs only if ya want an can spare the kind words #i know those are in short supply lately an i dont mean to make anyone feel like they gotta take on more negativity or unhappiness by sayin #anythin to a stranger on the Internet #i hope you readin this has a better day‚ a better time than what youre goin thru rn

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