#and I'll be dead before I start even barely understanding and researching that pseudoscience again

[writingworda]

Otherwise, between the ages of 8-14 I had a lot of complicated introspections as I was exploring a lot of second hand experience by being a lot of people's therapist.

At the age of 15, I decided to summarize these introspections in a series of metaphorical supernatural short stories, mainly addressing my relationship with my hallucinations.

In this, I acknowledge Mi as my own therapy demon. Since reflecting on Mi as both a character I created as well as a hallucination I've been dependent on, Mi finally became a character outside of myself. She wasn't really me anymore, rather she was her own character and if anything she only represented my hope for myself.