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sage-nebula · 2 years

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Post on my dash making me think that maybe the reason I prefer my ships to be healthy and happy is because my childhood and a big chunk of my adolescence was spent with abusive people, including one toxic romantic couple who stayed together even though it made no sense and made everyone else around them (read: me) miserable too 🤔

#it was my sister & her now husband . . . WHY they married each other i do not understand #but like you don't know hell until you're living in a house w/ ur abusive biomom #your toxic older sister & her abusive baby daddy & their out of control toddlers #& you are 13 & trying to explain to your sister #who btw is 21 or 22 #that her baby daddy's lips have lipstick smeared all over them #and are not chapped bc he was ''hiding in the woods from the cops all night''#and so she should kick his ass to the curb #and she's like ''but i need him!!'' but also she goes on several hour rants abt how she is SO DONE #and he leaves to go do coke at 2am and she's pissed at him for that bc CPS could take their kids #that she DOES NOT take care of and YOU aged 13 are most responsible #and also there is NO FOOD bc your abusive biomom spent all the money on makeup and other bullshit #there WAS a packet of ramen but the ants infested that #and when you told your sister you want to leave to live w/ your dad she convinced you #that your biomom's relatives would murder him if you did that so you'd stay there with her #Hell!!!! On!!!! Earth!!!!!#. . . anyway so. there was a lot of violence in my childhood & adolescence #so maybe that. colored my fiction preferences a little.

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