#and besides? why would anyone wanna pick 5 different subjects when they're only interested in 1?
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#to clarify from my last shitty rant cus I'm not done.#it might be that it's actually an hour and half long journey to school and not just an hour.#i mean a bus leaving at half 8 and arriving close to 10. then i have to yknow actually walk to the school after the bus arrives#which adds several more minutes to the trip#also one of my lecturers is really pushing us toward fine arts. which is kind of annoying#like half the class maybe more just arent interested. he even told us when applying for colleges apply for atleast#5 different courses that are very different from eachother#5 different visual arts courses btw obviously since we're art students#but like. no thanks? im more into shit like 3d design and digital art. animation. and game design possibly.#and besides? why would anyone wanna pick 5 different subjects when they're only interested in 1?#fortunately the more realistic lecturer suggested applying for the same or similar courses but at different colleges#obviously if you really wanna do animation you should just apply to animation in various colleges. no point signing up for fine art or#graphic design if neither have caught your interest. or are even in the realm of what you wanna do#like i said one lecturer has been kind of annoying me. tje other one has grown on me a lot more#like my thoughts on them have swapped tbh. the one i liked at the start has become kind of annoying and never really talks to me#while only talking to the same 5 people in a loop. about their work obviously. so yeah I've been running on little#criticism or personal advise. or atleast coming from him.#meanwhile the other one started off a bit.. eh? he'd get on my nerves for complaining to me for being late or whatever.#but atleast he's reasonabe and atleast he's willing to try to find time to talk to more people individually about their work#like he's smart enough to understand that some people have reasons for being late or absent a lot#i mean sure he's assumed 2 of my friends for being lazy since one is always late like me and the other is always leaves early#but like. the one who leaves early has doctor appointments since they've got a chronic illness and the other one is in the same boat as me#hour and half journeys every morning and hour and half journeys home. depressed. and having to wake up really early#because its either be 1 hour early or be 10-30minutes late. no in betweens.#and honestly if i have to choose between having to take a strict 7:20am sharp bus or a 8:30 bus?#I'd pick the 8:30 bus#anyway. i dont really wanna disappoint the one lecturer i actually like by failing to get into a college.#but ive been really burned out and at my limit recently. and i guess the same is with most people in my class#this is the last week before Christmas break atleast. but atleast im not the only one suffering#and i was being pigeonholed too. landing men into frustration. too many ideas gotta stick to one and only one lol rip
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