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sillygooseesquire · 1 year

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I have spent the last month absolutely plagued by demons (ADHD impulses telling me to just go and adopt a dog even though it's not a good idea with my current living situation) and today I finally submitted an application to volunteer as a dog walker with the local humane society instead. Everybody say good job vyvansebaby

#in college i told myself i would get a dog as soon as i graduated #but then i figured it was a bad idea to have to deal with a new dog in addition to the stress of starting law school #so i decided to wait another year #now here we are #and i am not good at self denial on my best days #and this is something ive been denying myself for NEARLY SIX YEARS #so you can imagine how much i am struggling #BUT #i will not bring a dog into an unsuitable living situation :(#i absolutely will not put myself in a position where i have to surrender a dog #and right now my apartment is just too small #and i dont have a yard #and also. perhaps most importantly #my roommate's cat is an evil violent high-anxiety ASSHOLE #and it would not be fair to either the cat OR the dog to force the two of them to coexist #SO I AM PUSHING MY SELF DISCIPLINE TO THE LIMITS #and doing some good volunteer work in the meantime 🙂

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