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samarecharm · 5 months

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was just chilling in the pegoryu tag (as you do) and you were listed as the #2 top pegoryu blog. congrats on this accomplishment

Oh my, what am i doing up there? I feel like i havent done anything of note recently …suddenly my blog feels indecent, like i got caught eating ice cream in my pjs 😭 please dont mind the mess…direct urself to my pegoryu tags to keep urself entertained 🙇🏾

#chattin #i wonder if it was me whining about the fic i was looking for #please note that i feel doubly like i got caught w my pants down #bc for the first time in like. possibly years. i decided to peek in the pego/ryu tag #so when i checked my activity and read this i was like HUH. OF ALL TIMES TO SAY THIS #I feel like i got caught redhanded LOL #i never check the tag so i had no idea!#interesting. theres some names in here i dont recognize #this is not a surprise; as i exist in a fandom safe bubble of my own making #as in. i follow literally 3 people who post p5 content in any capacity #so if they dont reblog it i simply Dont see it #i should change that tho; i kinda hate being a little recluse here #but fandom at large has burned me too many times #and even discord spaces feel hostile to nonwhite fans #so maybe if i found some more peeps to follow #ppl i vibe w #then maybe i can branch out a lil #unrelated but its also crazy to see so many younger ppl #like early 20s #its sweet how this game keeps attracting ppl #and how ppl stayed w this game for almost a decade at this point. unreal. its how i feel about ffxv #hey. im rambling. its late so thats my excuse. feeling a little. soft.#and gay. WHATEVER

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