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squeiky · 2 years ago

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Ceiling of my room at midnight

Someday I hope to fill the entire thing up.

I used to have big ones but they became falling stars (shooting stars?)

I once went to the darker spots in other countries, or in the dark spots where I live.. and I remember just sitting down and looking up for as long as I could.

It reminds me of home.

#saying that sounds weird but for some reason why I look at the stars #I feel like I am home.#one day I’ll live somewhere far #where I can just study the stars #and watch the rotations of planets #and fall asleep while counting constalations #my house is not a home #I hope one day I will have a home #but for now #the universe is my freind and the stars are the planets that I live on #if I died in space I would be happy #it would be tragic #but atleast I would be somewhere that reminds me that I’m loved #one day I’ll fill my ceiling till I can’t fit anything anymore #and sometimes I find the ones that fall on my giant bear #I have a giant bear stuff toy (and smaller stuffy toys)#or in my hair or on my bed #and it glows it really glows #and the way the plastic sheet filled with all the sticker stars illuminate this green light #covering my room in a blanket of green #I know it’s not the real deal #but in a way it’s kind of like me #imperfect.

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